The maid is the queen

Chapter 66 What am I?
I laughed softly: "Concubine Yang, when the sun rose from the Yang family, I said that I don't hate the Yang family."

But she said with a little righteous indignation: "This is not a matter of hatred or hatred. Isn't this a discredit to the Yang family? I think you have no relatives and no reason, what should you do with a teenage child? Thinking of his pity, my father also knew that he had been blinded by the past for a while. Well, if you don’t talk about it, it’s meaningless to talk about the past now. You are my cousin, and I can’t let you be bullied by Concubine Li. At the time when the people of her Li family took advantage of the new year's harem promotion, they posted a post asking the emperor to make Concubine Li the empress, and now the emperor dotes on you, but she was so angry that she went to trouble you again."

Alas, I asked myself if I was really indifferent. Concubine Yang spoke so passionately, but I listened calmly.

Although I have always been lonely and have no brothers or sisters, she still makes me unable to move.

Concubine Li wants to be a queen, of course she is not willing to be lonely, she has to fight for something for herself, I am just an insignificant person, I just need to listen quietly.

People in the palace would wear a mask, and before they took it off, they would always smile at everyone, it was very tiring to see them, and they got used to it after a long time.

Concubine Yang said earnestly again: "Zhiqiu, you have to be careful. Although the emperor has some complaints about the Li family now, Concubine Li is merciless. Lin Shangyi is still in the palace, but you don't know why. Lin Shangyi was very fond of Lin Shangyi at first, but she almost had a miscarriage, so the emperor let her live in a remote Haitang courtyard. Although she did some rough work, Concubine Li's jealousy disappeared. Now that the emperor loves you, you are more and more jealous Be careful."

I was heartbroken, but still had a smile on my face: "Thank you, Concubine Yang, for reminding me."

I feel so powerless, just a child, is it that difficult?

She lowered her voice again and said: "Concubine Li came to speak from the Queen Mother. The Queen Mother has a lot of complaints about you living in Zhenghua Palace. If you think Haitang Courtyard is not good, I can ask the emperor to let you live in Concubine Yang Palace." Come here, at least I can take care of it.”

I said softly: "I don't know, the emperor didn't say anything."

"You are a simple person. If another woman is so favored and pregnant with a dragon fetus, how can you still be a Fengyi now?"

He smiled slightly, feeling very uncomfortable.

No matter how other people go, I go my own way.

She said so much, but what she meant was to let me rely on the Yang family.

But when I said I don't hate, I have nothing to do with the Yang family.If the Yang family was really that good, Zhang Xibao would not wish to destroy the Yang family.

What she said may be true. Concubine Li wants to be a queen, and she also wants to let the emperor take care of the Yang family before the end of the year. It turns out that women are all related to power. I have always been I found it while walking and watching, no wonder he said I was such a fool.

She was eager to invite me for lunch, and I was not very good at refusing, so I was thinking of reasons when my father-in-law's voice came in from outside.

"The servant has seen Concubine Yang, and the emperor is going to Zhenghua Palace to have a meal with Xuanyun Fengyi."

He came to remind me, he was really clingy, and he sent someone to look for him when he disappeared in a blink of an eye, which made me breathe a sigh of relief.

Concubine Yang was not easy to keep, so she asked the maid to give me some clothes and items, and told me to come over often.

When she came out, she said softly: "Zhiqiu, let father tell you when he enters the palace in a few days."

I said anxiously: "Don't dare."

To be honest, I don't want to see people from the Yang family. When you are in power, he can bow down and apologize, saying that he has done something wrong in a daze. At the worst time, people from the Yang family will say, I would rather raise A dog won't see you either.

I have always said that I don't hate or hate, I just don't want to remember these things.

Thinking about it, in the eyes of the Yang family, my value is really different at the moment, please trouble Concubine Yang to lower her figure to win me over.

To be favored by the king is better than to be favored by anything else, but this favor cannot be counted until today is over, let alone understand it?

I just want to protect my child, that's all. I have never had the desire to fight for favor and power.

Going back to have lunch with him, he was in a good mood, it seemed that he had let out a lot of depression in his heart.

The father-in-law in the palace told me that the nun who slapped me was hung up and beaten to a bloody mess, and would never appear in the palace again.

It's true that he took advantage of the situation to get angry. It can be seen that he has long since complained about the Li family.

In the palace, if you don't want to fight, it doesn't mean that others won't fight with you. If you want to be quiet, it doesn't mean that the wind will stop.And I am extremely disgusted with the infighting in the palace.

More and more heavy, always want to shake off, and tightly wrapped around me.

The days passed by in a daze like this, deliberately not thinking about what kind of role I was playing in it, but there are some things that cannot be avoided in the end.

The Chinese New Year is only a few days away, and the harem is filled with joy.

I prefer to stay in my room, not to provoke anyone, and not to allow anyone to provoke me.

If it wasn't for Yuexin not coming for the past two months, I would almost have suspected that I wasn't pregnant, and I didn't even have a little reaction. I could eat anything, and even the fish soup would not make me sick, but it was sour. Yes, but it still didn't arouse my interest, and my stomach didn't change a little bit.

He came in against the wind and snow, saw me doing needlework, looked at me with bright eyes and joy, I stood up and gave a salute, and waited for him to sit on the high seat, everyone retreated knowingly, he hooked Finger smiled and said, "Zhiqiu, come here."

Walking over, obediently letting him sit on his feet, he took a booklet from the table and said, "Guess what's written in it?"

"What is it?" I asked politely.

He pinched my face affectionately: "Don't be so lazy, I let you guess, not ask you to ask."

"I don't know." I couldn't see it again.

He smiled: "What a lazy woman, I tell you, this is the brochure submitted by Yang Shangshu. It says that Yun Fengyi is a blood relative of the Yang family. She was pregnant a few months after entering the palace. Please seal you For talent."

My heart froze, his excited expression, is he trying to seal me?

However, I was not very happy when it was proposed by the Yang family.

He said lightly: "Actually, I have nothing to do with the Yang family."

But he pinched my face, with disapproval on his face: "Zhiqiu, don't be so stupid, I also know about the matter between you and the Yang family, your mother has passed away, don't get entangled in the past and miss your own Qian Cheng, your mind may be relatively simple, I might as well wake you up, in the harem, it is not enough just to be pampered by me, just to be able to give birth to the emperor, you also need to have the power of the future. Loyal and obedient, compared to the Li family, I am more willing to replace the Li family with the Yang family. Isn't Yang Shangshu's suggestion an apology to you? It is exactly what I want."

He looked at me sharply again: "Don't you want to be my talent?"

It's not that I don't want to, I will do whatever he asks me to do, but this is a man, is it that simple?

Then I would rather he treat me like a pet, and if he likes me, he can seal me.

Why bother Yang and Li's family, I kept my sigh in my heart, I shook my head: "No."

He just laughed when he heard it, but said lightly: "That's good, it's decided like this, I will let you be a talented person, and I will spoil you even more."

There is a slight taste of coldness, is it the so-called pet, it is added to different titles.

Use the Yang family to replace the Li family, and use me to guide something.

He clearly knew that I was very careful and cared about this child, he didn't go anywhere, he was as quiet as a pear tree letting the snow fall, he wanted me to show off, but I was afraid that the flowers would break if they bloomed too brightly.

The last time I pretended to pass out was more than just trying to get rid of that nasty nanny.

I secretly heard the little father-in-law who swept the snow say that the people of the Yang family were very dissatisfied with Concubine Li for bullying me like this, and they made a letter to the Li family to ask the emperor to confer credit for the pregnancy. The emperor suppressed his opposition.

Looking at his smiling face now, I always feel that it is too ethereal.

He cares about me, it's true, he loves me, I don't know what true love is.

Pushing open the window, watching the snow falling one after another outside, I don't understand why it only snows in winter and why it only snows when it is very cold.

Wearing the warmest fur coat on his body, holding a hand warmer that will never be cold in his hands, but it can't always warm the depths of his heart.

He told me to go out more often, to drop by the door, but when I went out, I kept away from those people.

Standing in the plum garden full of snow, watching Xue and Mei compete for the stunning, Mei must lose three points to Xue, but Xue is not as fragrant as Mei.

I caressed the budding plum, but I didn't break it again. There was the sound of a zither in the distance, and it rang faintly. It was the senior brother playing the zither in the plum blossom forest.

Walking in from the small path in the snow, as soon as I turned a corner, I saw my senior brother squinting at Hongmei in the snow, playing mesmerizingly, but I didn't want to stay longer, and Concubine Mu Gui was also sitting on the side listening.

Just as she was about to leave quietly, the maid beside her had already come over and said, "The imperial concubine asked Yun Cairen to sit down and listen to the piano."

Moved over, looked at Concubine Mu calmly, and said casually: "I have seen the imperial concubine."

She smiled sweetly, her delicate facial features were particularly beautiful: "Zhiqiu, shouldn't you be called a concubine?"

I gritted my teeth secretly, so far, I have never claimed to be a concubine in front of others, and no one has ever cared about me like this.

Concubine?She can still ask like this, if it wasn't for her, would I be like this?

I hate this girl, no matter how beautiful she is, no matter how innocent and weak she is, no matter whether I let go of Xia Juntang or not, I will always hate her.

She shushed lightly, indicating that I don't need to be too polite, and don't worry about the sound of the piano.

This piece seems to be played by Xia Juntang often, but with different moods and different people, the taste of playing it is not the same.

She still can't forget him. Is this harming him or herself?
Refreshments were placed on the table, and the maid held an umbrella to keep the snow from falling. My heart drifted away with the sound of the piano. Although I would think of Xia Juntang, I knew that I was no longer qualified to think about him, and I should not think about him.

I didn't want to sit down and chat, but stood for a while and said: "If there is no other order from the imperial concubine, Zhiqiu will go down first."

(End of this chapter)