The maid is the queen

Chapter 70 The One Who Knows Me Best

I waited bitterly for Xia Tang to come back, but I was ashamed to even see him.

Covering my face with a handful of snow, I smiled, Yun Zhiqiu, Yun Zhiqiu, what can you expect now?You have a child, the road you have traveled, you will never go back.

I laughed so weakly and sadly, why is there no moon today, otherwise I would keep looking up and not let a single tear flow out.

"My child, I don't know if you will make me cry when you grow up. In fact, I don't want to cry at all, because I hate mother's tears. It always makes me feel powerless. Unknowingly, I have also been contaminated Her habit, I love laughing the most. I will laugh when I see flowers, I will laugh when I see the clear water and blue sky, and I will laugh when I see the rice is ripe. My mother said that I am a silly child. , why do you like to laugh so much, I just want to dilute her tears with laughter, but I don't know, I like to cry too."

I am not lonely, there are children with me.

Do you feel it, child?How beautiful is this plum garden?Almost all the plum blossoms are in full bloom, the pink clouds are so embarrassingly white, and the fragrance is so refreshing that it feels like entering a fairyland.

Mother only has you, even if one day, you may hurt mother's heart, but you remember, mother loves you very much, she is willing to suffer any hardship and suffer any grievance for you.

Even though he tricked me into yielding to him and sitting tenderly by his side, I hate it very much, but forget it, this is already an unaccountable account, and I can't settle it, mother can no longer let my temper go Come on, everyone has to grow up, so does Mother, and Mother has to think about you.

There was a gust of wind and snow, and the cold thing on my face must have fallen from the snow. I don't admit that I cried and hated it. When I saw him again, I still raised my face and smiled.

There were footsteps coming, and someone called my name in a hoarse voice: "Zhiqiu, Zhiqiu, was it you who ran away just now?"

Xia Juntang's voice, even when I was confused, I could still hear it clearly.

What, did he find it?Although I hastily escaped from Concubine Yi's palace, just because I was afraid of meeting Xia Juntang, is his heart also connected to mine?When I saw the people running away, I decided it was me and chased them.

"Zhiqiu?" He tentatively called again, the sound of footsteps getting closer and closer.

I sat up, covered my mouth and nose with one hand, and breathed carefully. The rustling sound was getting closer and closer, like the footsteps of one person, or the footsteps of many people. My heart beat faster when I got closer. faster.

"Zhiqiu, I know it's you." He said softly, "I'm back."

I know you're back, but I didn't keep my promise to wait for you.

The shadows of the plum blossom branches were scattered horizontally, slantingly and overlappingly, and he continued to walk forward, but I said with difficulty: "Respect the third prince, don't come here again."

That's it, it's okay to face each other across the two plum blossom trees, across the plausible clear haze, don't come over again, I'll be ashamed to treat you when I come over again. "Don't come here again, I'm doing fine, really."

The quiet aroma floating around, also sent his mellow voice: "When you laugh, do you cry? Zhiqiu."

I laughed more and more happily, but the second line of tears flowed even more fiercely.

No matter how long we haven't seen each other, no matter what kind of identity he has become, it turns out that he still understands me this way.

"Zhiqiu, I would rather you not laugh. Being silent will make your heart feel better. Don't blame yourself, Zhiqiu, fate will make me one step closer. Don't be sad Zhiqiu, being sad will make your heart hurt even more."

Why do you always know me so well.

"Zhiqiu, who are you talking to?" A dignified but indifferent voice came from behind me.

I was so frightened that my face changed, and my whole body trembled a little, the emperor came, and he came to arrest us.

I grasped the arm tightly, so tight that it hurt a little, the brilliance of the lantern shone in front of my eyes, illuminating the indifferent smile on his face.

He looked at the misty figure in front of him with cold eyes and said: "My talented person, I didn't expect you to be here. It's really easy for me to find you?" He blinked and turned his head to stare at me: "Could it be that you are stealing behind my back? An old lover?"

His half-curled lips gave me a half-smile, which gave me a cold feeling.

The latent anger in his eyes filled the building like a mountain rain, but now those extremely beautiful eyes were sinister and cold, shining with a murderous aura.

My chest was heaving rapidly, but I couldn't say a word in his cold words, my mind went blank, and I didn't know what to say.

Xia Juntang was just behind Erkeshu, faintly visible. At this time, he couldn't escape if he wanted to, and he couldn't get rid of him if he wanted to. We didn't meet, but he caught him anyway.

He came with his emperor's dignity in his arms, and what came out of my mind was helplessness and some anger.

He let people monitor me and watch my every move. From the time he was angry at noon, he knew that Xia Juntang wanted to see me, and I wanted to see him too. Maybe at the beginning, he never believed me, he had already let me go. People followed me.

I knew what kind of person he was, but now I was caught, maybe because of the lie I guessed at noon, I wasn't afraid of him at all.

I also stared at him fiercely, but I didn't think about the child and Xia Juntang's consequences.

I haven't learned that thoughtfulness everywhere, I haven't thought too far.

Just angry at his liar, the panic in his heart seemed to be suppressed.

He smiled faintly, and said in a voice as cold as Xixue: "Yun Zhiqiu, don't forget your identity."

"I still remember." I said lightly: "But the emperor..." I thought about it later, but I still couldn't say it.

Identity, my identity is now his woman, identity, he always uses it to oppress me.

Against him, I will end up in pieces. I'm not afraid, I... I think of Concubine Yi's anxious eyes, and Gu Pan is talking about the scene where Xia Juntang can go to see her soon.

She is very amiable, and cares about me like a daughter. Do I also want to be like Concubine Mu, so that she can be on guard? I don't want to hurt her old man's heart.

As for the child, if he doesn't love him, then I can't force him.

I don't know why, but now I suddenly become a little arrogant and calm down.Facing his somewhat haughty eyes, I turned my head to look at the snow on the plum blossoms, the tree was dim, and I couldn't tell whether it was flowers or snow, but I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

Was it held down for too long?This is really my temperament, Yun Zhiqiu. I tried to be gentle and obedient, I tried to remedy it, and hurried up to hug him.

But now I just find it funny, why is he so arrogant, why is he scolding me?They lied to me first, I would rather live a miserable life and wait for him to come back, even if we can't be together, but when he comes back, I can let myself be happy and think about him unscrupulously.

Now, separated by Ershu, I can't lower my head no matter what.

"Is it because I'm here?" He broke the silence, and smiled faintly: "I think the scene here should be very good. How can the show be as good as you? I'm thinking about it."

He turned his head and said coldly: "Eunuch Chen, it's very windy here, send the talented person back first."

The two little father-in-laws were already walking towards the shadow behind the plum blossom tree. Eunuch Chen came to invite me, and half bowed his body to let the two court ladies take me away half-heartedly.

I shook it off angrily, and looked at him with some sadness and annoyance.

He took two steps forward, leaned over to look at me, his whole face was sunken in the darkness, coldness covered my face, he stretched out his hand and wrapped it around my chin.

I gritted my teeth in pain, but still looked at him without dodging.

He exerted force now and said word by word: "Zhiqiu, aren't you hungry? It's not good if the child is hungry."

These words hit me like a cold wind blowing over my head and face, which made my hot heart cool down.The fist that was grasped was slowly released, and the eyes were also turned away.

He let go of my aching jaw, turned around and didn't look at me, but said, "Take it down."

The palace maid dragged me away without any explanation, and when I looked back, the place was still hazy.

The father-in-law reported to him, "Your Majesty, he is kneeling behind the tree."

What he said in a low voice can no longer be heard, and my heart is suspended, like the scattered snow falling from the sky, and the howling wind is like my mood at the moment, and I can't calm down anymore.

When I arrived at Zhenghua Palace, looking at the magnificent lights, I immediately felt as if I had returned to reality. The maids surrounded me and went back, sitting quietly in the room, holding the hand warmer in my hand, but my mind was drifting away. went.

Time passed very slowly, the candles in the room were so bright that no one could be seen, and the curtains embroidered with gold thread were gently undulating, and the brilliance of gold made me feel unreal.

What happened to me, I lost my composure as soon as Xia Juntang came, what happened to me, I knew it would never be possible, I decided to do it for my child, but I still couldn't control myself?

Burying his face in his palms, he withdrew his mind and concentrated on his own feelings.

I think, if he doesn't care about it, if he doesn't ask why Xia Juntang and I meet, and if he doesn't make things difficult for him, I can also treat him as never lying to me. I think I can just focus on him.

As I was thinking, there were footsteps outside, I raised my head and saw a few father-in-laws pushing the door open, and several maids in the main room bent down to salute, he stepped in, I stood up and looked at him in a panic Looking at him, he surprised me.

There was a faint smile on his face, and he was holding a snow-white kitten.

In astonishment, he had already approached, and Eunuch Chen on the side said flatteringly with a smile: "Your Majesty, this old servant is going to ask cats what they like to eat."

"Do you like it?" He smiled and stuffed the cat into my arms.

I hugged him in a hurry and looked up at him. How could he not be angry?My jaw isn't fake.

"What are you looking at?" His eyes were full of gentleness, and the maid behind him stood up and waited for him to take off his coat, wash his face, and clean his hands.

I looked at him, he still didn't attach much importance to the emperor's airs in front of me as before, but I felt that I couldn't see him through, and the white cat in my hand meowed flatteringly.

(End of this chapter)