The maid is the queen

Chapter 84 Lin Shangyi Dystocia

She looked at him pitifully, but it was a pity that she still couldn't give birth, because she didn't have enough strength.

From noon to night, she was almost dying.

Lin Luoshui was also a little defeated, and asked everyone to go out, looked at me and said, "Miss Wanyi, please go out for a while."

"No, I'm not going, I want to be here."

Seeing that Lin Shangyi was exhausted to the extreme, and his physical strength had already been exhausted to the point of fainting, my heart ached so much that my heart shrank.

He didn't drive me away again, but looked down at the medicine box and said very sternly: "It's a natural thing for every woman to give birth to a child. It's not that anyone who is weak can't give birth. She took it before giving birth." Some things dissipated the strength of the whole body. If the child still can't be born after a while, I'm afraid that both of them are in danger, and neither can be kept."

My heart is weak and my feet are soft, how could this happen.

"There is another method, which can almost be said to be killing frogs to get pearls." He looked at Lin Shangyi and me calmly.

"No." I refused excitedly: "There must be other ways."

"Zhiqiu." Lin Shangyi breathed weakly: "I want the child to be born."

"Don't be afraid, there will be a way, don't worry."

"Zhiqiu." She burst into tears: "I really don't have the strength. I want to give birth to him. I try to give birth to him, but I can't come out. I feel that if I wait a little longer, there will be nothing left."

I firmly grabbed her hand: "No, no, don't talk nonsense, it's ok, let's wait a little longer and try harder, okay?"

But she was panting, and firmly grabbed my hand: "Zhiqiu, I know I really can't do it anymore." At the end of her speech, she almost broke down in tears.

My tears also flowed down, and I couldn't wipe them off no matter how hard I tried.

I wanted to help her, but I couldn't. When I saw Lin Luoshui's needle piercing her head, I bit my lip and cried silently.

Her wandering eyes, I don't know what she is looking at, so beautiful and beautiful, like a begonia opening its delicate petals, but the disappointment in her eyes is so strong that it makes people feel sad.

If he doesn't come, he thinks she is unworthy. He thinks that a court lady will give birth to him, and he doesn't even look at it. I cover my mouth and dare not cry. I'm afraid that Lin Shangyi can't help but say that he wants to see him for the last time. Is he won't come.

I watched her straining hard, her face turned black and blue, I watched the blood flow from the broken teeth in her mouth, I didn't dare to watch anymore, my eyes were blurred with tears.

Time passed so slowly, it was difficult for almost a moment, and finally the baby came out, but she didn't cry, she held her breath, looked at me unconsciously and smiled.

I hugged her and hugged her tightly: "It's okay, it's born."

Lin Luoshui patted the child's butt twice, and the sound of crying broke the blood and tears here.

She didn't even have the strength to speak, she pulled her hand away slightly, and stroked gently in my palm.

My name is Lin Yingying, and she smiled while rowing.

I closed my eyes with a smile, and left this world with a smile, but I cried and shook her shoulders vigorously: "Get up, how can you do this, don't you care about giving birth to a child? Lin Yingying, I hate people like you, you Get up, open your eyes, your child. I won’t take care of your child, I won’t love other people’s children, I’ll hit him, scold him, I won’t be able to control him, Yingying, please, please , just open your eyes and look again."

"Zhiqiu." A big hand grabbed me up: "Don't act like this, she's not breathing anymore."

I fell limply on the ground along his body, crying loudly: "You quack doctor, how could you hit him so hard."

"Zhiqiu, calm down." He knelt down and looked at me, with something moist in his eyes: "She wanted to have a baby the most, and she did it, Zhiqiu, calm down."

"I want to cry." I whimpered.

He patted me on the shoulder, and I threw myself into his arms and wept bitterly, wiping my tears and nose fluid all over his clothes.

People's feelings are so fragile sometimes, you can throw yourself into his arms even if you don't like the person you like, just want to find a shoulder for me to cry on.

Crying until she was a little hoarse, she sat weakly on the edge of her bed, wiped her face with a wet towel, and combed her hair.

Her eyes, as bright as a begonia, will never be opened again.

I remember she put my hand on her stomach, feeling the child's restless movement, I couldn't listen to anyone who comforted me, only her, I would feel that it was sincerely wanting me to live well a little.

Our identities are all similar, are we doomed to be sad again and again with our humble identities?My miscarriage, and she used the life force to give birth.

She wants to go clean and beautiful, and I told her to rest assured word by word in her ear, telling her that she must not be a maid in the next life, must not enter the palace, and I will take good care of her son, a healthy Prince.

Time is so short, like the dew, it will disappear as soon as the sun rises.

When she leaves, not many people will feel sad for her, the palace is so realistic and ruthless.If there is one less person, there will be one less to compete for favor.

It took three days to deal with the funeral, and I went to see her off in person. The weather was bad that day, and the rain blown by the wind was like beads with broken threads.

The tears flowed out again, and the red and swollen eyes were very painful.

Even in this palace, not many people remember her name, but I know that she is Lin Yingying, and I will tell her son.

What the father-in-law thought was that she died due to dystocia, but because of her meritorious service in giving birth to the prince, she was promoted to a fourth-rank Liangyuan.

I just thought it was funny, I just felt a little angry and helpless, and I stopped listening to those words after holding the child.Even making her a queen is all fake. The person is dead, so what's the use of fame and fortune.They didn't even find out why the dystocia was so unworthy of death, and I still couldn't help her, no matter how I checked, I couldn't find out.

Yuanyuan hurriedly followed with an umbrella, knowing that I was in a bad mood, so he didn't say anything.

Looking at the maids following behind, I felt very sad, grabbed my umbrella and said coldly: "Go back to the palace, don't follow me."

"Your Majesty, let the servants accompany you, Your Majesty!"

"Why, I just want to walk alone, it's okay, you go back and see the little prince first, I just want to walk alone, okay?" Biting her lip, she wanted to cry again.

Walking through the Taiye Lake alone with an umbrella, the green lotus leaves squeezed the lake, the water beeped on the leaves, and the water on the umbrella slid on my skirt, making it wet.

I simply left and walked aimlessly alone, letting the rain hit me hard, maybe it would be more comfortable this way.

Such an irresponsible man, such a man who doesn't even look at him, I actually like him. If one day, I become Lin Shangyi, will I be the same.

He can give me a high status, he can pamper me like this, and he can also beat me back to my original shape.

A team of imperial guards passed by, and a man stopped. He turned back to pick up my umbrella, caught up with me and opened it to protect me from the rain.

I looked back at him, still crying convulsively: "Ayan."

"Why are you crying? Did you play with my cat to death?" He opened his eyes wide: "Don't scare me, I will cry too."

I cried even harder, scaring him into a panic: "Don't cry, people think I'm bullying you if they don't know, if the emperor finds out, he will kill him."

He crossed his neck with one hand, making a murderous look.

I wiped my nose: "She is very poor, I can't help her even if I try, she still left."

"Are you talking about Lin Shangyi? Just now someone from the Imperial Forest Army said that Madam Wanyi has been crying. Hey, Ah Qiu, what's the use of crying, will she come back to life?"

No, the dead cannot be brought back to life.

"If you cry more, she won't feel at ease even if she leaves."

This sentence is so familiar, I thought about it myself after my mother left, but I cried so sad for a person I didn't know very well.

She left too many regrets, she left, just a lonely person, involved a lot, she is not relieved, she has no way.

"I watched the needle go into her head, and I wanted to tell the imperial doctor not to do it, but I couldn't stop it." Crying and coughing out, it was very uncomfortable.

He sighed a little: "Needless to say, Ah Qiu, you have to take care of yourself, don't you still have to take care of the little prince?"

I nodded, sniffed and said, "Yes."

"Then go back, don't get caught in the rain here, what are you taking revenge on, Ah Qiu, you are the most stupid to use your own body to get angry, how can you work so hard, if being sad can change something, then it is not called being sad, it's just A means."

What he said made sense, and I took the umbrella silently: "I'll go back."

"Be good." He smiled, showing his white teeth, his eyes narrowed into a line: "Treat my cat well, don't ignore its feelings just because it's not human, and don't let it be hungry, cold, and bored."

"You idiot." Wanting to cry and laugh at the same time, he raised his wet sleeves to wipe his face, and said in a low voice, "Thank you."

He blinked, a kind of mystery that only we know, and then Lala said with the coir raincoat on his body, "It's useless to thank me, it's raining heavily today, and there are no egg pancakes."

"..." It's not that I'm hungry anymore, I came out to ask you for something to eat on a rainy day.

Back under the umbrella, the mood is almost cleared up.

The Temple of Observing the Moon is really big, and now the Lake of Observing the Moon is full of greenery, the temple in the water is unreal no matter how you look at it.

Because the aunt saw that I was dripping wet, she didn't ask anything, she just said: "Madam, the hot water is ready, and Madam will feel better after soaking in it."

After washing my body and changing into dry clothes, she wiped the water on my dry hair with a dry towel, and there was a bowl of steaming ginger soup on the table.

She picked it up and drank it carefully before she said softly: "Your Majesty, take care of yourself."

"I know, is the little prince awake?"

"Not yet."

I squatted next to the little cradle and watched him, sleeping soundly. Xiaoxiaoyou's face is not wrinkled like it was when he was born, but very pink.

I like to hear him cry, the sound of his crying is quite loud and powerful, Yingying heard his cry and left this world with a smile.

"The emperor is here." A loud voice came in.

I didn't go to pick up the driver, anyway, I'm used to it willfully.Still lying on the side of the cradle, watching the little prince sleeping soundly.

(End of this chapter)