The happiness of crossing every day

Chapter 1119 Moved the idea of ​​becoming a monk

Zhang Lina knew that if she gave birth to the child in her stomach in a daze, then she would become meat on that man's chopping board.

So, Zhang Lina began to ask her uncle's opinion.

"Uncle, I have been pregnant for several months now. I think that man is unreliable, and I must divorce him. So I think that the child in my stomach should be aborted. Tell me what I think right?"

Zhang Lina's uncle, when he heard this, he gave her a serious look, and then nodded heavily.

"Zhang Lina, uncle wants to give you some advice. And you'd better listen."

"I know that women who are pregnant with children generally have a softer heart. You must not be cruel to the child in your belly. But for your own, for your parents, and not to let you stomach, your child has been suffering since birth and suffered for the rest of his life, so you'd better get rid of this child as soon as possible."

After hearing this, Zhang Lina seemed to gain a lot of power all of a sudden.The whole shoulders and backs were subconsciously straightened.

She actually thought so too.

If I give birth to a child, the child will definitely become a drag.

If she is unlucky, a girl is born.

According to that man's patriarchal thinking, it is absolutely impossible for him to have it, and it is absolutely impossible for him to raise it.

At that time, she will have to hug this girl and live with her parents.

If she meets a suitable person later and wants to remarry, that man will seriously think about whether to raise this oil bottle.

If, the child she gave birth to is a boy.

According to the current law, if she divorces that man, the boy Zier will be sentenced to him.

At that time, she became a surrogate mother who paid out of her own pocket and paid for it.

If the child is given to someone else, she will definitely worry about it.

After all, her heart wasn't made of stone either.The child draws nourishment from her body, that is, the flesh and blood of her bones.

It was born after 10 months of hard work by her.

Why isn't she worried about throwing him to such a grumpy man?
In Zhang Lina's mind, just thinking about that scene made her feel extremely miserable.

So, Zhang Lina thought about it and still felt that she should get rid of this child.

The child is only a few months old now, not yet conscious, not yet inhabited by a soul.

Knock it out by yourself, and you don't have to work hard after it is born.Don't face it a disgusting dad.

……

After Zhang Lina thought about her idea, she started to act.

Early in the morning of the second day, she was led by her parents and went directly to a city people's hospital, where she had an abortion.

Pregnancy and childbirth in October are the most debilitating.

Abortion and miscarriage also hurt the body.

Zhang Lina didn't know how she got down on the operating table, nor how she got off.

She felt that her whole body was numb, and her head was also numb.

After being on the operating table, Zhang Lina also experienced for the first time the difficulties and sufferings of women.

Zhang Lina was crying sadly, while thinking regretfully, "I shouldn't have suffered such a crime."

"I shouldn't have to go through this."

All these things happened because she didn't keep her eyes open.

At that time, if she hadn't been led by the nose by that man.If she acted more assertive, she would be tougher.

Then it is impossible for her to marry him in a flash within two months.

What is the concept of two people?

Within two months, we only met more than 10 times.

They don't know each other as ordinary friends.What's more, you have to get along with people for a lifetime.

Thinking of her negligence on this, Zhang Lina deeply regretted her severe fall.

suddenly!

She began to hate herself.

She hated her blindness, her incompetence, and her weakness of character.

She hated him even more, that man with poor character, ugly appearance and wicked words.

Zhang Lina cried and cried, and fainted by accident.

When Zhang Lina's mother saw him like this, she was so frightened that she almost died of fright.

At her age, she only has such a daughter, she doesn't want to let a white-haired person give away a black-haired person!
As a mother, she can understand the grievance and pain in her daughter's heart.

She just wished she had come out sooner.

Moreover, treat everything in the past as a passing moment earlier.

In her opinion, the man her daughter was looking for was a piece of shit.

Now that you have stepped on it, run quickly.

Change your shoes quickly.

Wash yourself clean and start living again.

Zhang Lina's mother has a tougher personality.

As she thought about it, she also began to feel that her life was suffering.

Because she suddenly realized that finding such a husband is actually not a good one!
Don't look at how well-behaved he is now.

No whoring or gambling.

In fact, when he was young, he was quite an asshole!
The reason why he is honest now is because she has become stronger.

She has become a tigress.

As for him, he is also old and can't move anymore.

If he was a few years younger, he would definitely still be out in the wild.

Moreover, she also knows what her husband thinks.He is afraid that after more than ten years, he will be old and unable to work with his hands and feet. At that time, no one will support him or serve him.

He was always worried, he was old and nowhere.He was also very worried that she would retaliate against him at that time.

Thinking that I once told him personally, "If you dare to hit me again, when you are old and paralyzed on the bed, I will feed you shit with my own hands!"

Zhang Lina's mother knew herself, when she gritted her teeth and said these words, she completely suppressed her man.

That is to say, from that time on, this useless man of mine became so obedient and sensible.

……

Zhang Lina's mother thought about it, and suddenly felt that getting married didn't mean much.

She had thought of becoming a monk before.

After seeing her daughter's personal experience today, she suddenly thought again, life is really hard.

After a few more years, I simply went to the temple to burn incense and look for the master.

She really wanted to become a monk.

If her daughter still can't find happiness in the future, or find a reliable man, then she will suggest her daughter to become a monk with her.

It is also a good thing to cut off the black hair and completely cut off from this world of mortals.

Zhang Lina's mother was thinking about it, and she gently touched her daughter's head with red eyes.

As she touched it, tears began to flow from the corners of her eyes.

She is suffering!
She has lived a miserable life with such a useless man who doesn't earn money all her life!
(End of this chapter)