me and a divorced housewife

Chapter 182 Xiaolan
I went to Xiaolan's work unit to find her.I found a coffee shop downstairs in her unit.

I asked her if she wanted something to eat, she shook her head and said she had no appetite.

It can be seen that Xiaolan is also feeling very uncomfortable, but it has only been a while since I saw her. She has lost a lot of weight, her face is haggard, her eye sockets are dark, she looks extremely lack of sleep, and her expression is a little wandering.

Come to think of it, she must not have slept well, the two of them separated, monkey is naturally very painful, but thinking about it, Xiaolan is probably the most painful.

"Xiaolan, actually monkeys..."

As soon as I opened my mouth and mentioned the monkey, her face immediately changed, she interrupted me, and said, "Haozi, if you come to intercede with the monkey today, then don't open your mouth."

Her attitude is very decisive, no wonder the monkey said he felt hopeless, and it is true, of course, I fully understand that a girl like Xiao Lan puts all her heart and soul on the monkey, and the monkey is everything to her, and she has already forgiven once Monkey, this time, probably really broke his heart.

"Xiao Lan, listen to me, in fact, Monkey is not much better than you now. I saw him the other day and he has lost a lot of weight. I can see that he is very sad that you left." I said.

After hearing this, Xiaolan twitched the corner of her mouth slightly, but still said, "What's none of my business? I have nothing to do with him anymore."

"Why do you say you are doing this? You obviously still can't let go of each other in your heart. Now it's like this, isn't it torturing each other?"

"He deserves it!" Xiaolan said bitterly.

These three words seem to have condensed the resentment and grievance in her whole body, so when she said it, her voice was loud and her body was almost trembling. Not only the guests and waiters around me were shocked, but I was also shocked Jump.

She seemed to realize that her emotions were a little out of control, and whispered, "I deserve it too."

After finishing speaking, her tears fell, it was the kind of silent crying, only the tears flowed down like a flood that opened the gate, but did not make any sound, which made people look very distressed.

I was confused for a while, and I didn't have the courage to speak up for the words I prepared when I came here.It seemed that any more words would only add harm to her.

She bowed her head and sobbed silently there, wiping her tears constantly, and the atmosphere became cramped and silent.

I hesitated for a while, feeling very embarrassed, like a lawyer defending a heinous criminal, I lost my confidence first.

But remembering the monkey's entrustment, I still decided to speak out.After all, when Liu Ruyue misunderstood me back then, Monkey almost knelt down to her because of me. Although he was at fault for this matter, but the loyalty of fighting for my friend made me unable to let it go.

"Xiao Lan, what do I want to tell you? I also know that no matter what I say now, it probably won't help the matter, but as a mutual friend of both of you, I want to tell you a truth, that is, sometimes For an animal like a man, his love and sex are separated, such as a monkey, you can see that he does some things really... he is indeed a bit rough, but in fact he always has you in his heart. I think, if you this time Forgive him, he will never do anything sorry to you again, if he does, I will be the first person not to let him go." I said.

Xiaolan looked up at me, sneered, and said, "Haozi, I know you and Houzi are good brothers, but don't you think your excuses are disgusting?"

I was taken aback.

"A man's sex and love can be separated, so can a woman's? I won't say anything else, I'll just make an analogy. For example, the female neighbor you like, Liu Ruyue, you two are together and plan to get married. But you suddenly found out that she cheated, slept with someone else and got pregnant, and she told you that although she slept with someone else, she always loved you in her heart, can you accept it?" Xiaolan said.

She stared straight at me without blinking. It was a questioning look, which made me feel as if I was an accomplice to a crime, and I felt guilty.

I had prepared other excuses, but when she said this, I was speechless and didn't have the courage to speak anymore.

"Haozi, I can understand, apart from your relationship with the monkey, part of the reason may be that you want us to be better, thank you, but I have already figured it out, I will not love him again, I have not spent my life I have loved someone so hard, even my own parents have never loved him so much. He is the first, and may be the last. I hope you will tell him for me, so that we can get together and break up, so that he will stop trying to get it back. What, let's make a good impression on each other, because it will only make me think he is more disgusting and detestable." Xiaolan said bitterly. "Okay, I still have something to do, let's talk when I have time."

As she said that, she got up and picked up her bag and was about to leave.

"Xiaolan." I called her to stop.

She stopped, but I didn't know what to say.

"Is there anything I can do for you?" I said.

"Thank you, no need." She said, "By the way, you tell the monkey that I have found a home worthy of entrusting my life. If he still loves me in his heart, then please don't bother me."

……

I went to the place where the monkey lived to look for the monkey, and I was shocked when I entered. The house was in a mess, with household garbage and sundries piled up everywhere, clothes all over the floor, and wine bottles and cans everywhere. There was nowhere to go. .

This is a completely different environment from when Xiaolan was here. After Houzi graduated, he and Xiaolan have been renting this small house of [-] square meters, but when Xiaolan was here, no matter when I came, the room It's all neat and organized.Moreover, all functional areas are used reasonably, making it look warm and happy, and you will not feel that this is a small square meter house.

But now everything is different. When Xiaolan left, it seemed that she took away the soul of the cottage, leaving only a dirty shell.

The monkey was unkempt, its eyes were bloodshot, and the corners of its eyes were full of gum. It smelled strongly of alcohol, just like a person picked up from a garbage dump.

I told the monkey exactly what Xiaolan said.

After hearing this, the monkey was stunned, his eyes were empty, he didn't say a word for a long time, then he lowered his head and said in a low voice, "It's over, I'm over..."

Then, he caught me off guard and cried bitterly, unlike Xiaolan's silent cry, he was crying loudly.In all the time I've been with him, I've never seen him so sad.

I had no words of comfort, so I could only stand aside and pat him gently.

He kept crying for half an hour, crying so much that I wanted to cry, he sat up suddenly and asked me, "Did she tell you that she found a new home?"

I nodded in a daze, "Yes, that's what she said."

He stood up abruptly.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"I'm going to find her!" Monkey said excitedly, "Why do you treat me like this? Why do you find a new man so soon! Why?"

He walked to the door panting to change his shoes, I rushed over and grabbed him.

"What are you doing?"

"I'll go find her!" said the monkey.

"Hurry up, if you go to her like this, it will only be counterproductive, and she will only be more disgusted." I said.

He was taken aback, "No, I still have to go find her, she is so stupid, let her be fooled again!"

"Hurry up! Whoever lied to her, can it be as bad as you lied to her?" I said loudly.

He stopped struggling, became quiet all of a sudden, and said to himself, "Yes, yes, who else could have lied to her worse than me...I'm just a bastard, a bastard!"

As he said that, he started to slap himself. I hurriedly slapped myself, but I couldn't do anything.

"Stop it!" I slapped him hard.

We were both stunned after fanning.

"Yes... sorry monkey, I... I didn't mean to, I thought..."

He smiled, "Good fight, good fight...Keep fighting, quick! Keep fighting!"

With an almost begging tone, he took my hand and hit him in the face.

"Can you act like a man!" I yelled as I broke away from his hand.

"Yes, yes, I should act like a man, I have to find that man, yes, I will find him!" He said and wanted to go out again.

Oh my God!
(End of this chapter)