me and a divorced housewife

Chapter 64
At night, I tossed and turned, and changed countless sleeping positions, but I couldn't fall asleep.

I hate her a bit, if her answer is not so clear and straightforward, if it is a little more ambiguous and vague, I may give her another excuse to comfort myself, but now the problem becomes obvious, she is with someone else living!
I don't know how to describe my mood. This is probably the feeling of wearing a cuckold, but I have nothing to do with her, and it can't be regarded as being cuckolded.

But I just felt real anger, a feeling of being deeply deceived.

But think about it again, did she deceive me, or was it me who deceived myself?

Feeling extremely depressed, unable to fall asleep, lying on the bed was even more uncomfortable, so I simply sat up and went to the living room to turn on the TV to watch TV.

There was a foreign movie on the movie channel, and I was completely out of it. I just stared at the screen and watched those people live in sight.

I didn't look into it anyway, but I heard a line.

The male number two said to the male lead, don't think that I won her because you won, you can't get everything from a woman no matter what, women are natural lying machines.

This sentence hit me right in the arms and hit me hard.

At some point, Liu Ruyue came out. She was wearing pajamas, rubbing her sleepy eyes, and asked me, "Why aren't you asleep yet?"

"Oh, I can't sleep." I said casually.

She came over, looked at me, and said, "What's on your mind?"

"No." I shook my head decisively.

"He said no." Liu Ruyue smiled helplessly, "It's all written on your face, so you are still a child, and you can't pretend to be, it's all on your face."

"Then don't you adults keep things in your heart, one thing on the surface, one thing on the other side?" I asked angrily.

She looked at me, a little surprised, and said, "What's wrong with you? You speak so harshly?"

"It's nothing, nonsense." I said dullly, "Stop talking, go to bed early, you have to fly tomorrow."

"It's okay, I'll stay with you." She said and sat next to me.

Normally, I don't know what it would be like to be moved, but today, I don't seem to feel anything at all.

"No, I'm sleepy too, and I'm going to sleep too." Then I stood up and was about to leave.

"Wait a minute." Liu Ruyue called me to stop.

"what happened?"

"I have something to tell you."

I sat back down again.

She looked at me, as if she couldn't figure me out.

"Are you mad at me?" she asked tentatively. "why?"

"I haven't." I said impatiently, "Is there anything else?"

"I have something to tell you, but seeing how you are now, let's talk about it later." She said.

"Then I'm going to sleep." I said, in fact, my subtext is that I am not interested in talking or not.

After saying that, I went back to the room in style.

He walked in a chic way, but when he returned to the room, he couldn't be chic at all, and fell into a state of cranky thinking again.

Fuck it!How about love!I said in my heart, anyway, I didn't have much hope, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter.sleep!
But it still failed, and I didn't fall asleep until dawn.

After Liu Ruyue left, I went out to wash and prepare to go to work. I brushed my teeth while looking in the mirror, and saw a tired, bloodshot eye in front of the mirror. Of course, what I saw, besides these, was more What is not reconciled.

Before I finished brushing my teeth, I threw the tooth bowl and toothbrush angrily!
no!I have to ask clearly, this time I have to ask clearly!
I decided to go find Liu Ruyue!Going right now!
I first called the airport and booked a flight to Weihai today, the flight time is not far from Liu Ruyue's flight.

After booking the air ticket, I called the boss to ask for leave, because I knew that I would propose a proposal in two days, so I was afraid that the boss would not grant the leave.

Unexpectedly, he agreed without hesitation, and he said, "It's okay, you can go, anyway, the case is not going to be brought up, and now you should focus on our new company's projects."

After I asked for leave, I hurriedly washed and dressed, and it was not until I went out and caught a taxi that rushed into the venue that I realized that I was such an impulsive person in the car.

But I can’t care about that anymore, I’ve made a decision, I’ll do it, even if I know the result is not satisfactory, then I’ll admit it.

I've never been so impulsive in my life.

It wasn't until I was sitting on the plane that the urge seemed to cool down, and I didn't feel as if there was a feeling of unreality.

Surrounded by strangers with sad expressions, they seemed to have some serious purpose on this plane, what they were going to do, but I was completely different, I seemed to just get on the plane excitedly However, this purpose does not seem to be so clear and confident now.

When we arrived at Weihai and got off the plane, this feeling of bewilderment became more and more serious. I didn't know whether I should go to Liu Ruyue to expose her.It's not so much a lack of confidence, but rather, it's because I'm afraid of breaking through that scene. If that's the case, some things she has hidden in my heart these days may be broken along with it.

I thought about it, but I didn’t seem to have the courage. If only the distance from Binhai to Weihai was short, I could just rush over without thinking about it. However, I seemed to calm down after an hour’s flight. But if this matter passed in such a vague way, it seemed that he couldn't convince himself even more.

But fortunately, it's still early, and I have time to think it through.

I wandered aimlessly on the streets of Weihai alone. Although Weihai is also Beihai, it can be regarded as a relatively beautiful coastal city. The weather here is bright, the air is fresh, and the people on the street are stylishly dressed, just talking I don't quite understand.

This is very strange. China has a vast land and abundant resources, so many different dialects have been born, but in general, there are always Chinese characters as its derivative standard, and it is always the same. No matter how biased the dialect is, it can always be found when it corresponds to Chinese characters. Or words and words with similar meanings, but the Weihai dialect is quite different. Most of their words and sentences seem to be invented by themselves, so it sounds like a foreign language. It is completely different from Qingdao and Jinan, which are not far away. Their dialect sounds rhythmic and intelligible.

I walked alone in the street for a while and ate some local snacks. I also went to Liugong Island, a famous local scenic spot. Yes, most of them are couples walking together. They are joking or walking hand in hand. In short, sweetness and happiness are written on their faces.

Only those who are in love can understand that kind of heart-to-heart bond. This makes me feel sad for myself while longing for love. I have not experienced that kind of sweetness like them for so long. It is so hard to be tempted. It still fell like this.

This made me angry again.

I finally made up my mind, this matter still needs to be clarified, even if it is the worst ending, even if she tells me that she likes someone else, even if she is that kind of person, even if my feelings fail and fall into the abyss , beyond redemption, but I must have an answer.

Thinking of this, I hailed a taxi on the side of the road and went straight to the hotel where Liu Ruyue was staying.

Along the way, I was in a sad mood, as if I was going to do a grand event, and it seemed like I was going to say goodbye. In short, there was a feeling of being gone forever.

When I arrived at the hotel, it was completely dark, and I wasn't sure if they had finished their performance and returned to their room.So I turned to the front desk clerk for help.

"Has anyone from our group come back?" I stopped a waiter and asked.

The waiter was puzzled, "Your group? Which room do you live in?"

"I don't know the other room numbers, I only know one of them, 302." I said.

"Oh, wait a moment, let me ask for you." The waiter picked up the walkie-talkie and said, "Xiaoxue, please answer if you receive it. Has the guest from 302 come back?"

There was no reply for a long time, so she had no choice but to ask again. There was a pause for a while, and she simply said two words, "No."

"Thank you." I nodded with a smile.

They haven't come back yet, it seems that the show may not be over yet, so I have to wait outside the hotel.

At about nine o'clock, I saw Liu Ruyue and the others came back, and the group of young and beautiful girls headed by Yang Yang walked in front. It could be seen that the performance made them very tired, so they were not very active.

Liu Ruyue and a man followed closely behind. The man was wearing a bloated down jacket, he couldn't see clearly, but he was very short, not as tall as Liu Ruyue, almost reaching her shoulders.The two of them were talking and laughing as they walked.

Shi Ji walked at the end carrying a big bag, and seemed to be gloomy.

My heart suddenly felt like a big stone sank, I thought, the one walking side by side with Liu Ruyue must be her boss.Sure enough, like Kim Dae-jung, his appearance is not good, and he is as thin as Kim Dae-jung, but he can't help him to be rich.

Naturally, it is reasonable for Shi Ji to be depressed.

I was suddenly extremely angry and remorseful, why is she such a woman?And the monkey reminded me like that, why can't I listen to half a sentence?
I really wanted to rush over directly, so I stopped Liu Ruyue and asked her what was going on.

But I held back, I thought, it would be better to face it directly, or cut off my thoughts once, and start a new life again.

I waited in the hall downstairs for about an hour before I went upstairs.

When I arrived at the door of room 302, I hesitated for a moment, but I still raised my hand and knocked on the door.

Liu Ruyue's voice came from inside, "Who is it?"

I kept knocking on the door without making a sound.

"I'm coming."

The door opened, and Liu Ruyue was wearing her pajamas. When she opened the door, she found that it was me standing outside. She couldn't help being very surprised, and opened her eyes wide, "Yu Hao, why are you here?"

I smiled bitterly and said, "Can't I come? Didn't you say you live alone? Why is it a standard room?"

Liu Ruyue seemed to be stunned by my question, and said, "I..."

I walked in without waiting for her to explain. There was no one in the room, but the sound of splashing water came from the bathroom.

"What are you doing here?" Liu Ruyue asked.

"I'll come to see you, who are you living with, and want to find out why you lied to me." I said.

"You..." Liu Ruyue didn't seem to expect that I would say it so frankly, "I...you are wrong, today is a special situation, I live with our boss."

(End of this chapter)