me and a divorced housewife

Chapter 745 Meditation
I didn't want to attend Mengmu's funeral, I was afraid to face such an occasion.

I was just very worried about Meng Tingyun, so in the end I went and watched them from afar.

Meng Tingyun's reaction seemed to be different from what I imagined, she didn't cry much during the whole process, she just stood there silently.

When all the procedures were finished, she was the first to leave there.

Boss Meng asked his people to follow her, probably because he was worried that something might happen to her.Meng Tingyun resisted violently and quarreled with those people.

Boss Meng walked over and persuaded, "Xiaoyun, calm down, Dad is for your own good."

"I know, you do everything for your own good." Meng Tingyun said, "But it's not necessary now, I can live independently, and you don't need to use this as an excuse anymore. So, let your people go."

"You are very unstable now, and Dad is worried about you," Mr. Meng said, "Be obedient, can you stay with Dad recently?"

"There's no need for that." Meng Tingyun said, "I still have a lot of things to do, you can't find someone to watch over me for the rest of your life, can you?"

"You don't need to wait until you calm down." Boss Meng said.

Meng Tingyun said, "My mood is very calm, and I won't do anything stupid. Don't worry, okay?"

Mr. Meng said, "No, I can't let you do this."

"What?" Meng Tingyun said, "You still want to put me under house arrest? You all get out of the way!"

Everyone looked at Boss Meng without moving.

Meng Tingyun started tearing it up, struggling to leave, and shouted, "I have something that I didn't give to my mother, I want to get it back!"

"What?" Mr. Meng asked, "I'll ask them to get it for you."

"They don't know where they are, I have to go by myself." Meng Tingyun said.

Speaking of which, Meng Tingyun started arguing with those people again.

I walked over and said, "Let me go with her."

Boss Meng was taken aback, "What are you doing here? You go, I don't want to see you today."

"I asked him to come." Meng Tingyun said, "I want him to accompany me, can't I?"

Boss Meng didn't speak, and there was anger in his calmness.

"Let's go." Meng Tingyun pulled me up and left there.

I looked back and saw Mr. Meng standing there looking around, unable to see his expression clearly.

"Where are you going?" I asked Meng Tingyun after I came out.

She didn't speak with red eyes, so I had to follow her.

She went home and rummaged through boxes and cabinets in despair to find things.

"What are you looking for?" I asked.

She still didn't answer me, and kept looking. After a while, she found the thing. When I saw it, I couldn't help being surprised. It was her birthday present for her mother.

This gift has never been sent out...

She took the gift and stood there for a while.

After a while, she came back to her senses and went out again. I followed closely, and she didn't say a word the whole time.

She went back to Mother Meng's cemetery, and everyone else had left, leaving only Mr. Meng standing there.

Meng Tingyun walked over, did not speak, walked over gently, placed the gift in front of the tombstone gently, and then stood by the side, the two figures stood for a long time, standing silently.

I didn't bother them any more, so I left silently alone.

The days that followed were very difficult.Although I had a complete vacation, I didn't feel like I was on vacation. Instead, it was very heavy. In addition, as soon as my mother saw me, she made me reconsider my work, which made me very annoyed.He simply locked himself in the room and did not go out.

I miss Meng Tingyun very much. Looking at her state of mind, I am really worried that she will have something to worry about.

I went to find her a few times, but all of them were blocked by Mr. Meng's people.I didn't pick up the phone calls to her, and didn't reply to the WeChat messages.

I had no choice but to call Mr. Meng, "Mr. Meng, it's not an option for you to lock up Xiaoyun like this. There will be problems."

Boss Meng was silent on the phone for a long time, and finally hung up.

……

Recently, I often fall into meditation and cannot extricate myself. I try to understand those things that I cannot accept, but I still can’t figure out why people can be so cruel. Although I know that this is a world where the weak survive and the strong survive, we are human after all. There should be a basic bottom line of good morality. If everything can be done for profit, what is the difference between humans and animals?Or am I too naive?Afraid to face those cruel things?
Sometimes she was so absorbed in her thoughts that I didn't hear Liu Ruyue calling me several times.Coupled with the fact that she doesn't think about food and drink recently, and has no appetite, Liu Ruyue is very worried about me.She talked to me several times, wanting to know what happened, but I didn't want to tell her the so-called truth of life, so I shirked it.Because even I can't accept it.

At night, the monkey came, and I heard my mother say to the monkey outside, "I don't know what's the matter, and I won't tell him when I ask him. Lock yourself in the house, just like going to jail. Hurry up and help auntie set up a routine and enlighten me." Enlighten him. Let him honestly go back to work in the original unit.”

"Don't worry, auntie, take care of me." Monkey assured my mother.

……

I sat in the bar with the monkey, I kept drinking, and the monkey stopped me.

"Stop drinking, what happened?" Monkey asked me, "I heard from Auntie that you resigned from Changhai?"

I was depressed, so I told the monkey all the reasons.

After the monkey heard this, he was dumbfounded, "It's hard to imagine, it turns out that there is really a mess here, and the grandson Zhao Ziqiang is really wronged?"

I nodded silently and continued drinking.

"I know what you're feeling." Monkey said, "You think it's because you went to find Mr. Meng that her mother's car accident happened later, right?"

I was taken aback for a moment, but he understood me.

"This matter has nothing to do with you." The monkey said, "Haozi, I know you are very serious. The matter of Xiao Ding has not passed, so don't take this responsibility in your heart. To put it bluntly, this is just an accident." An unexpected car accident. Besides, with your temper, you can't hide this kind of thing the next day, and you will definitely confront him at that time. "

"I understand what you said, but... I think, if I can bear it, then maybe the following things won't happen." I said.

"You can't predict this matter," said the monkey. "If you can predict that there will be a car accident in the future, then there will be no accidents in this world."

"I'm fine here," I said with a sigh. "Maybe it will pass after a while. I'm worried about Meng Tingyun. She will attribute her mother's death to herself."

Just as I was talking, the phone rang suddenly. I took it out to check, and unexpectedly found that it was Mr. Meng calling.

(End of this chapter)