tears, love

Chapter 55 Unattainable Happiness

"You said you wore it on the day of your wedding? No! Then what about your husband?" I stood up excitedly from my chair and looked at her with wide eyes in disbelief. Encountering a boyfriend's cheating and time travel is already a very tragic thing, but I don't want to have a time traveler who is more outrageous and unlucky than me.

"I don't know! Maybe, she's still in a coma!" Xin Ran curled her lips, her eyes were a little dazed, with a hint of sadness that couldn't go away.

"Then you never thought about going back? Maybe your he is still waiting for you to wake him up! Could it be that you plan to stay in this life and not go back to see him?" Perhaps, I shouldn't overthrow all of you at once. Boatman, perhaps, there are still good men in this world, but I haven't met them!
Xin Ran lay listlessly on the table, frowned sadly and said, "Thought about it! It's just... I can't go back!"

"Why?" I don't understand. Since I can wear it through, there should be a way to wear it back. I don't care if I can go back!But she is different. In that world, the person she cares about the most is waiting for him. How can she not go back...

"Do you know what the conditions are for going back?" She raised her head, her lips were pale, and she shook her head and smiled wryly.

"What is it?" I hurriedly asked.

"Find Xu's past life and make him fall in love with me!" After finishing speaking, she buried her head deeply in her arms.

"Then, did you find him?" I asked cautiously.

"En!" Xinran nodded in a muffled voice.

"Then him?"

"I showed up too late! He already has a woman he loves deeply!" She forced the corners of her mouth to pull out a smile that was uglier than crying.

"They're married? So you're giving up?" I can't think of a better reason than that.

"No, the woman he likes is married to another man. That's a distant place that he can't keep with all his strength. Did you know that he actually had gray hair all night because of that woman? Hehe, that kind of woman can only be seen on TV. The plot that will happen just happened by my side, how can you tell me to fight for it!" Her voice was soft and melodious, so powerless.

I couldn't help but raised my voice and said, "Why not? Wouldn't it be better for that woman to marry! Then you would have a chance? Why did you give up before fighting for it?"

"You don't understand!" Fei Xinran shook her head, "It's not that I gave up without fighting for it, but so what if I fight for it? If he really falls in love with me, I have to go back to the original world, right? What if he is left behind? The pain of losing once is enough, since he is Xu's previous life, how can I have the heart to hurt him again!" Tears fell silently, with indescribable despair!

"Then you plan to continue like this, spending your whole life in this time and space, waiting for birth, old age, sickness and death?" I couldn't help but worry for her, didn't I say that I don't believe in love and men?Why do I hope so much now that she can return to her lover, so hope she can find her own happiness!
"I don't know, maybe, there are other ways..."

Looking at her, my mind is in a mess!After all, what is love all about?Is happiness really that difficult, so out of reach...

(End of this chapter)