I open a restaurant in Daqin

Chapter 292 Mother
"Grandmother wants to rest, Zheng'er is not hungry... Take a rest!"

Seeing his mother's weak appearance, Ying Zheng felt a convulsive pain in his heart, and quickly pressed his mother.

"It's okay, grandma is fine, Zheng'er is here, let grandma prepare delicious food for Zheng'er, it's been a long time since I cooked for Zheng'er!"

Zhao Ji shook her head quickly, pushed Ying Zheng's arm away, and forcibly got up from the bed, without a coat, wearing a thin nightgown, and ran outside with her bare feet.

"Aunt..."

Ying Zheng hurriedly called, but Zhao Ji had already left.

"Your Majesty, you wait here and let Bizi take care of the Queen Mother!"

A Yao looked at Ying Zheng who got up, quickly picked up Zhao Ji's clothes and shoes from the side, said a word, and chased after her.

Ying Zheng stared blankly at the two women who left one after the other, with a slightly painful expression on his face, and slowly sat down.

An unprecedented regret filled Ying Zheng's heart at this moment.

I regret that I should have regarded my mother as a victim of politics and a victim of struggle.

Only now did he discover that his mother was still the same mother as before.

She is pure and innocent, and she doesn't understand the dangers of this world at all. What she wants has always been simple, but it is a home and warmth.

But thinking about it carefully, Yingzheng found that since returning to Qin, all the warmth of the past has gone away from them.

In the state of Qin, even the former kings were so helpless, helpless, and persecuted.

When they returned to Qin, it was tantamount to being caught in this endless struggle.

It's not that the father didn't take care of them, it's just that the crisis was greater than taking care of them. Even though the father had tried his best, they still couldn't feel the slightest warmth in this cold court.

But at least at that time, Ying Zheng was still considerate of his mother, and he still had time to spend with her.

But with the death of his father and his succession, it seemed that the endless mountains had oppressed him, and he almost collapsed.

On the one hand, there are various forms of oppression by the officials of the Manchu Dynasty day after day;

He really didn't care about that much anymore. As he became more and more busy, he and his mother gradually drifted away. He must carry the family business left by his ancestors and not allow anyone to take it away, even if this person is Neither can mother.

So, at some point, the innocent mother became his opponent, the one he had to knock down.

Now, he did it, but the remorse in his heart made him almost suffocate.

Is it true that what mother wants is the power of Qin?

No, what she wants is just a guarantee and protection for herself.

It's a pity that after all, she is a woman who has no great achievements. No matter how powerful the power is in her hands, she doesn't know how to use it except to protect the people around her.

In the end, it was used by someone with a heart.

And as a son himself, it's okay to be inconsiderate, but he even hates it!

Why didn't I let go of my mother earlier?Otherwise, how could the following things happen?
Thinking about it, Ying Zheng couldn't help crying.

After a long time, he stood up abruptly and walked towards the back kitchen in the palace.

In the back kitchen, I trotted around in a hurry, rummaged around, found flour, but couldn't find candied dates, honey and other raw materials.

She remembered crying, and she didn't know if it was a mental disorder or why. At this moment, she seemed to have forgotten her identity.

Outside, a bunch of maids were watching, but none of them dared to go forward.

Everyone knows that in the past year, the queen mother has often gone crazy, and when she goes crazy, she will stay like something, she will grow up when she catches someone, she will bite, her eyes are red, and she looks at everyone as an enemy.

Over time, as long as the queen mother is not normal, everyone will be afraid, they will be afraid, and no one dares to come forward.

"Queen, what's the matter?"

Seeing Zhao Ji who was squatting on the ground hugging her head and crying, she hurried forward, put the clothes on her body, and said softly: "Queen Mother, it's cold, put on clothes quickly, be careful of freezing!"

Zhao Ji looked up and saw A Yao, her expression was a little dull: "Is it Yao'er?"

A Yao nodded again and again, and said: "Well, it's a servant girl, Queen Mother, put it on quickly..."

Before A Yao could finish her words, Zhao Ji hugged her violently, and said in pain, "Yaoer, it's my mother who is useless, I can't even find the ingredients for making cakes, it's my mother who is useless... "

A Yao's heart sank, and she couldn't help but think of the scene when Zhao Ji tried her best but couldn't get the ingredients for making the three fresh lotus flower cakes.

At that time, Zhao Ji collapsed like this moment, crying like a tired person.

Zhao Ji at this moment seems to have become the Zhao Ji of that year.

"It's okay...it's okay, Empress Dowager, I'll let someone do it!"

A Yao pursed her lips, tears rolled down unconsciously, and shouted to the people outside: "Quick... quickly find candied dates, honey, come here, go!"

When the eunuchs outside heard the words, they hurriedly responded and went to look for her.

Ying Zheng came from the outside and looked at Zhao Ji who was crying bitterly in the kitchen, only to hear Zhao Ji crying and muttering to herself: "Zheng'er, it's grandma who is useless, grandma didn't take good care of you, grandma didn't Use... no use..."

The bridge of Yingzheng's nose was sour, and tears rolled down unconsciously.

He walked to the door of the kitchen step by step, and said in a low voice, "Mum..."

As soon as the voice came out, Zhao Ji raised her head suddenly, and when she saw him, her eyes instantly became terrified.

"Zheng'er, why are you here?"

"No, don't hurt my children, Zheng'er, mother, please, don't hurt them, they are your younger siblings, Zheng'er, mother, please!"

Zhao Ji hurriedly hugged A Yao tightly, like a hen protecting the calf, looking at Ying Zheng, her eyes were full of fear and pleading.

Ying Zheng's body trembled suddenly, a very familiar scene.

Back then, under his mother's pleading and terrified eyes, he personally threw to death Ying Zheng and the two evils of Ying's greatest shame, Lai Ai.

Now, this scene reappeared, causing Ying Zheng's heart to twitch in pain.

His heart ached, but Zeng Jin's anger and resentment were gone.

That's right, grandma is still the same grandma, always caring for her children like that.

It's just that she protected herself, but she failed to protect those two evils after all.

Ying Zheng didn't regret falling to death those two villains, but he was heartbroken that the scene left his mother with an indelible pain in his life.

"It's okay, grandma, Zheng'er is wrong, it's okay, Zheng'er depends on grandma!"

Ying Zheng choked up, stepped forward suddenly, and hugged her tightly.

Zhao Ji struggled frantically, as if Ying Zheng was an evil star, she dared not get close.

But gradually, she finally gave up struggling, unable to continue struggling, and slowly passed out in Ying Zheng's arms.

Ying Zheng felt that the mother in his arms fell asleep, buried his head on her shoulder, and cried bitterly.

(End of this chapter)