Reborn Shadow Queen: Jun Shao's favorite

Chapter 187

Bai Mo's intuition told him that Tang Lixin seemed to be injured: "What's wrong with you?"

Tang Lixin took two steps back in panic when he heard the words, the smile on his face was a little stiff, avoiding the eyes of the two people: "No...it's nothing!"

Bai Mo walked up to him without saying a word, stretched out his hand and squeezed his shoulder hard, Tang Lixin's face immediately wrinkled together, enduring the pain between his brows, insisting not to say anything sound.

He looked at Tang Lixin's complexion and said, "You're injured."

Tang Lixin took his hands away from his shoulders, scratched his head with a smirk, "How could that be, how could I get hurt when I'm fine?"

Before he finished speaking, Bai Mo waved to Gu Niannian, and Gu Niannian walked over clearly and held Tang Lixin's hands.

"What are you doing? Let go...ah!" He struggled, but Bai Mo suddenly lifted the clothes behind him, revealing the bruises.

Bai Mo put down his clothes and looked into his eyes: "Who did this?"

"I..." He lowered his head, not knowing what to say.

Gu Niannian took out the key from his pocket, went into the house and took out the medicine box, and without a word, opened his clothes and prepared to take the medicine.

Tang Lixin's face turned red all of a sudden, after all, Gu Niannian was also a girl, and this was the first time he looked like this, blushing and struggling: "Sister-in-law, sister-in-law, let me go, I will do it myself!"

As he spoke, his eyes were red with anxiety, Bai Mo looked at him and took the medicine from Gu Niannian's hand: "Let me do it, Xiao Xin has a thin skin."

Annoyed, Gu Niannian threw the medicine to Bai Mo, walked up to Tang Lixin, stretched out her hand and slapped him on the head hard, Tang Lixin let out a cry with water in her eyes: "Sister-in-law, what are you doing?"

Seeing Tang Lixin's appearance, she became angry, and slapped him on the forehead again: "Why didn't you tell us when you were injured, are you stupid?"

Bai Mo looked at the bruises on his body, and analyzed while applying the medicine: "Your injuries were caused by someone else, not one person but a group of people. The injuries are only on the back. It seems that you didn't fight back."

"I took a look just now, and there is no scar on your chest. So you have been beaten in one position. In the case of being beaten by a group, there are two possibilities. One is that you kept holding your head and did not move. The second is who has been protecting."

After listening to Bai Mo's words, Tang Lixin glanced at Gu Niannian with a guilty conscience, a little worried, after all, everyone knew the matter between Gu Niannian and Ruan Jingjing, and he felt sorry for his sister-in-law by doing so.

That look naturally did not escape Gu Niannian's eyes, she squinted her eyes: "Li Xin, tell me, how did you get hurt?"

Tang Lixin tidied up her clothes, bit her lower lip and thought for a while: "I went to buy water just now, and I ran into robbers on the way. I ran out of money. They beat me up and let me go."

"It's that simple?" Gu Niannian didn't believe it. If it was true, why would Tang Lixin hide it from them.

Tang Lixin hummed, and Bai Mo shook his head, deep in thought: "It's getting late, you still have to go to school, go to sleep!"

Hearing this, he glanced at Bai Mo gratefully, said goodnight to the two of them, and ran back to the house as if fleeing.

Bai Mo looked at his back with heavy thoughts in his eyes. He almost watched Tang Lixin grow up. He knew Tang Lixin very well. He was lying just now.

Tang Lixin had a problem since he was a child, his ears would turn red when he told a lie. Just now when he took a look, Tang Lixin's ears were so red that he was about to bleed.

The reason why he didn't expose Tang Lixin was just because he didn't want to force him. Since he didn't want to say it, he must have his own reasons.

Gu Niannian glanced at Bai Mo, and frowned slightly: "Do you think his words are true or false?"

Bai Mo didn't answer her, and walked to the gate alone and opened it: "It's getting late, we should go back."

At this time, Gu Niannian remembered something, and walked up to Bai Mo: "Why are you following me?"

Bai Mo had already walked some distance away from her, and his voice drifted into her ears along the wind: "You are my patient, and I promised Li Mo to take good care of you, if something happens to you, how can I It’s not that you’ve lost your trust.”

Gu Niannian pouted, closed the door and followed.

It was almost early morning when she got home, she fell on the sofa and hugged the pillow and yawned, glanced at her phone, she was going to get up in two hours, she might as well not sleep.

Bai Mo went to the kitchen to get a bottle of milk and handed it to her, as if he knew what she was thinking, and sat on the sofa with her.

The sky outside turned pale, Bai Mo looked out of the window, something bright flashed in his eyes, his eyes were dark, and he remembered the morning in his memory.

He stood at the door with blood all over his body and looked at the sky. It was such a sunny morning, but he had just crawled out of hell.

Gu Niannian drank the milk in her hand without saying a word. She lowered her eyes and thought about Tang Limo. The two of them just sat quietly, waiting for the passage of time.

After a long silence, Bai Mo spoke quietly, his voice was a little hoarse, but the corners of his mouth were raised: "Actually, I am very glad that I survived, even though it was very hard."

"Why? Have you... thought about dying?" His words successfully attracted Gu Niannian's attention.

Bai Mo shook his head, his eyes were still looking at the clouds blowing in the wind outside the window: "I didn't want to die in the past, I just couldn't live anymore."

"Isn't that the same meaning?" She took a sip of milk, feeling a little puzzled, she really didn't understand what Bai Mo was talking about.

"A person wants to die because he has lost hope in life, so he wants to die, but have you ever thought about it? You long for this world, but you just can't live. Your life and death are not what you want. under control."

Before Gu Niannian could speak, Bai Mo continued, "Have you ever experienced self-loathing? A person loathes his own existence, but he doesn't have the courage to die, and all these thoughts are subtly imposed by others. Give it to you, you don't even have a chance to resist."

As Bai Mo said, a trace of hatred surged on his calm expression, the calmness in his eyes was completely shattered, and he quietly clenched his fingers.

She looked at Bai Mo and didn't know how to respond. She had never thought about these things, let alone experienced them, but she knew that they would be very painful.

The atmosphere became quiet again, Bai Mo's fingers curled up, and his frown gradually faded away.

(End of this chapter)