Red apricots make spring

Chapter 232
The reason why Qing Ru got up early and jumped into the well was because she suffered a setback at Lu Ce's last night, not to mention all hope was lost, and she was so ashamed and remorseful.The other reason is that she wanted to show her ambition by "death" and impress Lu Ce with her infatuation, hoping that he would change his mind.Of course, she also hoped that some words about this matter would reach Lu Fenglin's ears. Maybe Lu Fenglin, thinking of her safety and serving in Lu's residence for the past few years, could fulfill her wish.

She even vaguely had the idea of ​​framing Wenrou in her heart, so when she cried and went back to the residence last night, she was asked the reason by the maid in the same room. The gossip of the public caused Lu Chenzhou and Lu Fenglin's dissatisfaction with Wen Wen's "envious" and "unvirtuous" and Lu Ce's disgust with Wen Wen's "cruel heart".

It's just that Qing Ru made a good plan, but she didn't expect to be seen by others when she ran out of Lu Ce's room crying last night, and when she jumped into the well early in the morning, it was Lu Ce who personally rescued her and carried her back to the house, so The rumors were all directed at Lu Ce, and when she heard that Lu Fenglin passed on Lu Ce and scolded him, she was immediately panicked.

This clearly offended Lu Ce to the death, not to mention losing his sympathy and hope of getting promoted, even if Lu Ce forced her into his room under Lu Fenglin's persecution, she would not expect to be favored in the future.What's more worrying is that rumors have spread to Manfu, if she doesn't have a name, she really has no face to stay in Lu's mansion.Even if he leaves the house, it will be difficult to find a good family if his reputation spreads. How will he live in the future?

After thinking about it, Qing Ru didn't dare to provoke Lu Ce anymore, and felt that the only way to do it now is to seek gentleness.As long as she can nod her head in agreement and say a few good words for herself in front of Lu Ce, there may still be room for change.So I couldn't lie down anymore, dragging my tired and hurt body, I came to find tenderness.

Who would have thought that she came at the wrong time, before she approached the courtyard gate, she saw Lu Ce bring Xizhu in, so she had to cover herself and wait until Lu Ce left, Wen Wen and Xizhu also left afterward She came back again after a long time, and went to say hello to Lu Chenzhou and Lu Fenglin. She couldn't find a chance to talk to Wenrou at all, and she waited until she was dizzy, her limbs were weak, and she sat down on the mud floor with her back against the tree. When she felt that she was about to lose her strength and was about to pass out, she saw Wen Rou holding a book in her arms and slowly walking back with a pensive expression on her face. She didn't care about anything, and struggled to stand up, and caught up with Before shouting softly.

Wen Rou stopped, and saw Qing Ru in Tsing Yi with a haggard face in a blink of an eye. She couldn't help but sighed secretly, and asked softly: "Why is it difficult to give birth? What do you want me to do?"

"Qing Ru had no face to see Madam again, but she was suffering in her heart, and she didn't want to suffer like this any longer, so she begged Madam for a grace, no matter whether it was life or death, Qing Ru's life was in Madam's hands." Qing Ru said in a low voice. Soft and powerless, but with a firm tone in his tone.

Wen Wen was surprised and inexplicable, "How do you say this? Your life should only be controlled by yourself, what right do I have to control it? If you still think about what you asked for yesterday, I will still say that, you shouldn't do this." Come beg me."

The more she talked, the more absurd she felt. How could there be such a woman in the world who wanted to share her husband with both soft and hard methods?Maybe some virtuous women and good wives in ancient times, out of consideration of reputation, heirs, solid favor, etc., or they had no feelings for their spouses at all, and just wanted to live a stable life, would agree to this request and take concubines and maidservants for their husbands , but she would never do that!Lu Cena didn't like Qingru, she didn't stop and interfere, and she wouldn't arbitrarily make decisions for Lu Ce while wronging herself, forcing him into a housekeeper.Love is a matter between two people. If a third party is inserted, they can only torture each other. She doesn't want to live in a situation of self-abuse and abuse for the rest of her life.

Seeing Ruan Ruan, Qingru rejected her without hesitation, feeling even more desperate, but through brief contact, she saw that Ruan Ruan is not a harsh and ruthless person, even if she said something wrong, she would not be beaten and punished, so She begged again in a low voice: "Ma'am, you also know that in the current situation, if I don't have a title, I really can't stay in the mansion any longer... Please, take pity on me, let me have a place to stay... ...I'm a maid, I won't hinder you no matter what..."

The thing was done by Qingru herself. In the current situation, she can only blame her for her wrong ideas. Others have no responsibility and obligation to bear the consequences for her. He agreed to her unreasonable request and sacrificed his future happiness to fulfill her.

Gentlely shook her head and said: "For the Lu family, I'm still an outsider, and I don't have the status to decide this matter. Besides, even if I can make a decision, I won't agree to it against my will. You don't have to say it anymore."

"Ma'am..." Qing Ru waited to say more, and cut off her words gently: "The Lu family didn't drive you away, why can't you stay here? Even if you really feel that you can't live here, the world is so big, you can't go anywhere ? If you really want to leave, the Lu family will not treat you badly." She looked at Qingru's blue face, sighed and persuaded: "The road doesn't go all the way to the dark. When this road is blocked, don't you Can’t you turn around and choose another way? Do you want to be beaten and bloody and refuse to turn back? I’m done talking here, you’d better go back and have a better life, think it over slowly.”

After speaking, she was very disturbed and didn't want to say anything more, so she went to the courtyard again.

Qingru's whole body was weak and she couldn't stand upright. Seeing Wenrou was about to leave, she simply let her body slide down, knelt down and sat on the ground, crying: "Madam is so cruel, do you want to watch me die?"

Hearing this, Wen Wen turned around in surprise, looked at Qing Ru and was speechless for a while.

Seeing her stop, Qingru thought that her words had touched her, and hope came to her heart again, she fell on the ground and kowtowed repeatedly, crying: "Ma'am, I am a servant girl, my life is cheap, but it is still a human life anyway, you are a kind person." People with a heart, if you just watch me die, you may not feel good? I just ask you to hold your hand high, nod your head, and save my life!"

The anger in Wen Rou's heart gradually blazed, she tried her best to control her trembling body, and said coldly: "According to your opinion, if I refuse to nod, is it because I intend to force you to die?"

"Qing Ru didn't dare... just because she was afraid that others would be confused and hinder Madam's reputation..."

This is really both soft and hard, even threats and intimidation are used!Under Qingru's pitiful appearance, what is hidden is her extremely arrogant and selfish heart!
Wen Wen laughed back angrily, and laughed at herself: "What reputation do I have?" Ever since she traveled to this world, she has never had a good reputation.Who didn't survive under the criticism of thousands of people?Is Qingru more noble?If a person doesn't know how to respect himself, don't expect to be respected by others!

"Ma'am..." Qing Ru didn't understand what she meant.

Rou Rou looked at her, took a deep breath, calmed down his emotions and said: "If a person sincerely wants to die, no one can stop him! The well is not locked, and the rivers, lakes and seas are not covered. How do you want to die? Go ahead, I won't stop you, let alone feel guilty about your death!"

Qing Ru suddenly raised her head when she heard the words, and opened her tearful eyes wide with disbelief in her eyes.

Wen Rou glanced at the "Dragon Babu" in his hand and said: "To put it another way, I think your eyes are beautiful, and I really want to dig them out and put them in my eye sockets. Will you give them? If you don't, I will go to court for death. It's your fault that I'm dead! Do you dig or not?"

Qing Ru couldn't answer, her face was grim and sweat was dripping down.

Rourou stared into her eyes, and said word by word: "Listen clearly! Life is your own, if you don't cherish it yourself, don't expect others to cherish it for you!"

As she said that, she ignored Qing Ru who was speechless, and when she turned to leave, she said: "Okay, don't tell me again if you want to die or live, I'm not your mother, don't worry about it." Not so much..."

Ruan walked all the way into Wutong Pavilion, the two maidservants in the pavilion obviously heard the noise just now, after pouring her a glass of water, they stood quietly there silently, but looked at her from time to time with dubious eyes Never admired before.

Drinking the tea in one go, the irritability in Wenrou's heart was slightly relieved, she sat there looking at the book in her hand for a while, but finally she was still uneasy, smiled self-deprecatingly, and said softly: "Go out and have a look."

The two maidservants looked at each other, nodded and went out, only to see Qingru fainted at the gate of the courtyard with a pale face, and hurriedly returned to report.

"Ma'am, according to my servant, Qingru's elder sister passed out after being frightened, chilled and exhausted early in the morning. There should be nothing serious."

Rou Rou lowered her head and flipped the pages of the book with her hand, sighed softly and said: "Find two young servants to take her back to her room, and ask the doctor to take a look."

The maidservants responded and wanted to leave, and said softly: "In the past two days, people have watched her closely, so don't make any troubles."

The young maidservant said on behalf of Wen Wen: "Qing Ru is so arrogant, why should you..."

"Go." Rourou interrupted her to stand up and said, "Come and tell me after she has solved her knot."

The little maid was still waiting to talk, but another maid quietly pulled her sleeves, and the two of them came out of Wutong Pavilion, and found two servants to carry Qing Ru, all the way to Qing Ru's room.
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(End of this chapter)