Pet Killing Agent Girl: Killer Queen Dragon and Phoenix Baby

Chapter 131 [Pain of Grief] 7
Yan Sha wanted to say something but was stopped by the queen mother, who looked haggard and distressed Yan Sha.

"When I became a queen, I didn't feel that I had won, because there is no absolute winner in this harem. I also visited Concubine Rong later, and it must be her son who helped me win the throne. Concubine Rong Ever since she fell out of favor, she has been depressed and locked herself in her room, and when she saw me go to see her, she scolded me like crazy."

"She said that I would never get the love of the late emperor, because even without her, the late emperor would have spoiled other concubines again. I know what she said was right. Since then, I have not visited Concubine Rong again, but only told the palace servants Take good care of her."

"In the days to come, I will devote myself to teaching Zhao'er, hoping that he will gain the attention of the late emperor, and all of this is just as I wish. After Zhao'er was three years old and sang a long poem in front of the late emperor, the late emperor conferred Zhao'er As the crown prince, from then on Zhao'er had his own palace and was taught by the late emperor."

"And I started to live with loneliness again, until I met Ning Qing. That day I was sitting alone by the lotus pond in a daze, when I heard someone approaching me and standing behind me, I thought it was Meier and joked with her , who knew it was a male voice who answered. When I turned around and saw him, I was stunned. He was as fresh and spotless as a lotus flower. We didn’t ask each other about our identities and we had a tacit understanding. That day we chatted until the sunset, until Meier Come to Lianchi to find me, and we will leave separately."

"Since then, we have made an appointment, and we often meet in the lotus pond, chatting and laughing happily. Until the late emperor said at a flower viewing banquet that he invited a famous painter in the folk to the palace to paint portraits of the concubines in the palace. When Xuan Na painter When we entered the palace, when our eyes met, I will never forget his surprised and sad expression when he saw me, and I knew that everything in the past would disappear that day, just like a dream. But I didn’t know that my heart had seen me He's already landed on him."

"I didn't go to the lotus pond since that day, and stayed in the palace every day to lose weight every day. I always thought that I loved the late emperor, but when Qing appeared, I realized the pain of lovesickness. When I realized this At that time, I felt guilty, and even more so that I was contemptuous, unforgivable, and sorry for the late emperor, and I also wanted to forget him."

"Later I fell ill. When I was in a coma, all I saw was clear. When I woke up, Meier said that he had visited me secretly. But the late emperor never asked me about my situation, but I just kept silent. I am delighted that Qing has come to see me."

(End of this chapter)