Chapter 133 [Pain of Grief] 9
"At that time, I really wanted to end myself, but I had flesh and blood in my stomach. So, I persuaded the first emperor on the grounds that I was weak and needed to rest for a long time, and let me go to another courtyard outside the imperial city to recuperate."

"Half a year later, I gave birth to a child, and then asked Meier to secretly bring her brother to see me. After I told my brother, my brother took the child away without refusing. I know that my brother will love her as much as his own child , After everything is done, I will return to the palace."

"Everything is as if it never happened. I am a cold and cold queen all day long, but only in the middle of the night can I bear the pain of thinking about my son and wash my face with tears. Every time my brother and sister-in-law bring cigarettes When Sha came to see me, I eagerly held her in my arms and wanted to hold her like this forever. Every time I sent them away, I began to look forward to the time to meet again."

"When Yan Sha was five years old, I didn't dare to let my brother take her into the palace again, because Yan Sha looked too much like Qing. The late emperor had bumped into Yan Sha before, and I was afraid that the late emperor would see the clues, so I could only endure it. I didn't dare to let Yansha enter the palace until after the late emperor left."

"Zhao'er said that she wanted to seal Yansha as queen. I was very happy in my heart. I thought that my daughter would stay by my side in a fair and honest way, but I didn't expect that all of this was a bad fate!" The queen mother covered her face in pain. head.

As the sun set, the last bit of light shone on the cold Fengqi Palace without bringing any warmth.

Jie Aozhao calmly listened to what the queen mother said, without any fluctuations on the surface, but turbulent waves in his heart, while Yan Sha was only heartbroken and regretful.

"Yan Sha, are you blaming mother? She gave birth to you but couldn't give you the affection you deserve." The queen mother looked at Yan Sha with tears and asked.

Yan Sha shook his head, forced a smile and said, "I don't blame you, and I want to thank you for giving me life. Although you didn't personally take care of me and raise me, my parents and brothers gave me the best. Good care and affection, so please stop blaming yourself."

"Okay, Yan Sha has really grown up, can Yan Sha call me mother?" The Queen Mother looked at Yan Sha with a mother's expectant eyes in a gentle tone.

However, when she looked at Yan Sha's worried eyes and didn't respond for a long time, when the queen mother thought she would not say that word and was a little lonely, she heard: "Mother..." Yan Sha shouted.

(End of this chapter)

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