An arrogant concubine fell from the harem

Chapter 457 I don't want to live anymore (1)

I just keep my head down and think about things.

Then in the promenade of Weiyang Palace, when turning a corner, someone happened to come from that side, I rushed over from this side, and bumped into him, and I bumped into him.I said "Ouch" and took two steps back, almost falling, but Chunmei who was behind rushed over a few steps and supported me.

Before I could raise my head, he said coldly, "You don't have eyes when you walk?"

It turned out to be Wu Dalang, with Xie Xida behind him.

I stared blankly at him, and didn't know how to react all of a sudden.

Wu Dalang stood in front of me like a sculpture, with a pair of unfathomable eyes that could not see emotions, anger, sorrow, or joy. He stared at me for a long time, then he hummed slightly, and said lightly: , where did your usual cleverness go? I really don’t understand, what is going on in your head all day long?”

I still didn't speak, still staring at him blankly.

At this moment, I don't know why, I have endless grievances and complaints in my heart, and I want to confide in Wu Dalang, but I don't know how to speak, I don't know what to say.I just feel that I am immersed in an unspeakable sadness, very sad, helpless, very lonely, with an indescribable desolation.

Xie Xida took a step forward and asked with concern: "Ms. Concubine Shu, what's the matter with you?"

Wu Dalang didn't move, just stared at me.

After a long time, Wu Dalang turned his head and said to Xie Xida in a very disdainful tone: "What will she do? She has nothing to do, and she is ignorant and has nothing to do when she is full. She is not a troublemaker all day long." No, just thinking wildly and dreaming daydreams that I made up. Now I am not too young, and my IQ is still like a three-year-old child! I am not willing to face the facts at all."

I bit my lip tightly.

Is this what I look like in Wu Dalang's mind?Could it be, am I really useless?

Wu Dalang ignored me and said to Xie Xida: "I still have some important things to deal with! Xida, let's go, there is no need to waste time on irrelevant people."

Xie Xida said, "Yes, Your Majesty."

When Xie Xida left, he looked back at me frequently, sighing again and again, his eyes were full of worry and uneasiness, and the expression on his face was painful—it’s not that Xie Xida didn’t care about me, but he also Can't do anything.

(End of this chapter)