Spread joy in the arms of the cold male god

Chapter 139 I Like You Lu Jingyan
But Song Xiaolin refused to listen.

She was so stubborn that her eyes were red and red from the wind, because she was too dry, and she was obviously sleepy, so she didn't want to go into the house to sleep, and she didn't want to wear an extra coat.

She is going to wait for him here.

Even if you are cold to death, you have to wait.

Later, I don't know how long it took, her mind was in a mess.

When she was in a daze, she thought, he probably won't come back.

But suddenly, the sound of a car gradually approaching.

Immediately afterwards, a slightly dazzling beam of light entered her pupils without warning, like clusters of torches, wanton and flamboyant.

That ray of light seemed to cut through the darkness of the entire night, and a heart that had been shattered to the core seemed to come alive suddenly. She was originally a person drowning in the deep sea, but she caught a weak and scorching light on the cold seabed. Guang, trying his best to break through many obstacles and jump out of the sea, just to see him.

The car engine stopped, and the night returned to silence.

Lu Jingyan got out of the car, and walked toward her in a leisurely manner against the dim light. His silhouette sank into the flickering light, making it more angular and extremely cold. His eyes were deep and gloomy. , with a trace of gloom and tiredness that could not be concealed, the slim suit made him tall and straight, and every step seemed to be stepping on her heart, moving him endlessly.

With his arrival, all the light shining on her disappeared without a trace in an instant, and she suddenly fell into the darkness brought by him. Surrounded, it's hard to resist the softness that suddenly collapses in the heart.

Song Xiaolin had to admit that she was indeed a very spineless person.

She is so heartbroken, so fascinated, she can't control this surging love at all, she wants to calm down, but what should she do to be sober enough?

At the moment when she was in a trance, Lu Jingyan's expression darkened.

Hearing the phone call from her, he no longer had the energy to do anything, he rushed home almost non-stop, because he was too anxious, worried, tired, and hadn't closed his eyes for many hours, he was almost in the There was an accident on the road.

He was thinking of her.

It was hard for him to describe the moment when he saw her, what kind of pen and ink he should use to describe the joy and sorrow of this scene.

In that cold and drowsy night, he stared at her deeply, but thousands of words were only in his eyes.

Under the mottled moonlight, her eyes were very red, as if she had cried heart-piercingly, and there was a smudged and dried-up blood stain on the white dress, together with her tightly clenched fists. His hand was also faintly dark red, with wet blood slowly sliding down from the finger bones to the ground, slowly spreading and fading until it was blown dry by the wind.

Lu Jingyan frowned for a moment, unable to suppress the suffocating depression anymore, his mood was really terrible.

"Child."

He took a long leg and wanted to pick up her hand to check the wound.

But Song Xiaolin avoided it and took a step back. She didn't speak, just looked at him like that, as if watching the fire from the other side, trying to see him into the bottom of her heart and rub him into her bones. The smudged red is still very eye-catching.

He unconsciously softened his tone, and with his deep breathing, the sound of the wind slowly spread into her ears, "No matter what you want to settle with me, but now take care of the wound on your hand, understand, child ?”

"I don't understand." She didn't speak for a long time, her voice was slightly hoarse, and after a pause, she whispered, "This is red wine."

Indeed, compared to the color on the hands, the red on the white dress looked a bit purple, not like blood, but more like the traces of dried red wine.

"What about your hand?"

Song Xiaolin retracted his hands: "It's nothing, I just accidentally got cut by the glass."

"Has the wound been treated? Why is there still blood on the ground?"

At this time, she was impatient, and her tone was full of displeasure: "Lu Jingyan, I'm waiting for you here, not to wait for your thorough questioning."

If you want to ask the bottom line, it should be her asking him the bottom line.

Lu Jingyan originally opened his lips and wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't ask anything. After a long time, he sighed helplessly. Seeing her shoulders shivering from the cold, he really felt distressed, "Children, let's go into the room first, what do you want?" No matter what the account is, I will accompany you."

But she stubbornly stood still, letting the wind whizzing past her ears, perhaps only when the cold wind blows, this chaotic mind can wake up.

She was so abnormal that he faintly noticed that she seemed to remember something.

Reminds me of that drunken night.

Sure enough, Song Xiaolin looked at him, and tears suddenly appeared in his eyes, together with the grievance that fell into his ears, "Lu Jingyan, do you know that?"

what do you know?
She didn't say it, but he understood.

Up to now, there is nothing to hide anymore, just like a scar, the wrong medicine is used, and it cannot be healed over and over again.

He nodded, "Yes."

Just one word, but like a landslide, she held back the sadness in her heart, but she still couldn't help the pain in her heart, and smiled bitterly, "Then why do you pretend that nothing happened? Lu Jingyan, you act like nothing happened, Makes me ridiculous like a fool."

What should a person on the verge of death do to save him?

Can't be saved.

So, let it run its course?
"Lu Jingyan, talk! Why didn't you talk?" She almost collapsed, only felt that the air around her was thin, and it was difficult to even open her mouth, accompanied by heavy breathing.

But upon hearing this, Lu Jingyan's expression was very pale, as pale as a landscape ink painting. He intentionally avoided her question, and only said in a low voice, "You're drunk."

Was drunk?
Can you veto all her feelings by saying that you're drunk?With these three words, do you want to veto all her feelings?

There is no such reason in the world.

"No, Lu Jingyan, you are wrong. These are not foolish words when I was drunk, but the truth. It is the truth that I have buried for many years. I really, really like you, I like you, Lu Jingyan, why do you I have never felt my deep love for you, why? Why is this?"

The precarious kite blows farther and farther with the wind.

But where is the end of the kite that is blown farther and farther by the wind?
She is a drowning person holding on to the only rusty chain, she caught it, but this chain can be broken easily, it is only a matter of time before sinking to the bottom of the sea, but once it sinks to the bottom of the sea, it is a matter of time Falling into boundless darkness, all that remains is despair that will never go away.

(End of this chapter)