Lord please be gentle

Chapter 218 49 Doesn't Love Him
Bo Nana sat lazily in front of the dressing table, and Xiao Ling and Chunmei dressed her.On the second day of their wedding, her face did not have the shyness and charm of a first-time bride, on the contrary, there was a faint but unresolved melancholy between her brows.

After washing and grooming, Yin Feifei still didn't come back.After waiting for a while, a maid came in to report: "Madam, Commander Yin sent someone to say that he is on business and can't come back to accompany Madam for dinner. Madam please eat first, don't wait for him!"

Bo Nana married Yin Feifei as the righteous sister of Situ Zhan, so after the two got married, Yin Feifei was immediately promoted by the guards to be the commander of the guards, and Zhuxinyuan was his and Bo Nana's dorm.

"Oh," Bo Nana replied feebly, then turned her head and said to Chunmei, "Chunmei, you go to the dining room first, order the dinner to be served, I'll go out right away!"

Chunmei quickly responded and went out, closing the door behind them.Obviously, she knew very well that Bo Nana was just looking for an excuse to distract her.

Bo Nana and Xiao Ling were the only ones left in the room. Unaware of Bo Nana's opening, Xiao Ling asked, "Sister, what's the matter, just tell me!"

Bo Nana shook her head and sighed: "I have nothing to say, but last night... I decided to betroth you to Fei Fei as a concubine, are you willing?"

Unexpectedly, Bo Nana would say such words, Xiao Ling froze for a moment, parted her lips slightly, not knowing what to say for a moment.

Seeing Xiaoling's silly look, Bo Nana felt even more distressed.She took Xiao Ling's hand and wiped her tears: "It's my sister who hurt you! I don't know how to make it up, so I have to share the extraordinary love with you! He is a very good man, very good, very good, definitely I will not disappoint you and my sister!"

Xiao Ling also cried, she knelt down in front of Bo Nana, kowtowed, "Sister, you are so kind to Xiao Ling! But, how can Xiao Ling serve Mr. Yin with a dirty body?" ah!"

"Don't say that, I'll feel even more guilty! Besides, I'm not a virgin, he doesn't care if I'm not Yin!" Seeing that Xiao Ling didn't object, Bo Nana felt relieved.In any case, if she can have Fei Fei and Xiao Ling in her future life, she will have nothing to ask for!

The master and servant hugged each other and wept again. In the end, Bo Nana wiped Xiao Ling's tears away with a handkerchief, and said, "Don't cry, the three of us will be together in the future, no matter what kind of difficulties we will face!"

After all, the two walked out of the dormitory together, supporting each other, and went to the hall outside to have breakfast.

*
After breakfast, Bo Nana sat alone by the window in a daze.After all, it is not an auspicious sign to eat the first meal by yourself after the wedding, and I am a little worried.

When she was in a trance, she felt a familiar burning aura behind her. She turned her head subconsciously, but saw Situ Zhan's familiar handsome figure.

He didn't know how long he stood behind her, until his unstoppable heartbeat and shortness of breath woke her up, otherwise he didn't know how long he would continue to stand.

I don't know when, he could only peep at her back, afraid of meeting her eyes, afraid of seeing her repelling and guarded eyes towards him.

But she still noticed his existence, and when she looked back, after a short shock, she was still sullen and wary as usual. "How did you come!"

Every time he sees him, he always looks like a thief, making Situ Zhan helpless and sad.Thin lips pursed tightly, pondered for a long time, and slowly replied: "This king is going to go to the Western Regions, come and see you before leaving!"

Bo Nana was quite surprised and hurriedly stood up. "Go to the Western Regions!"

Situ Zhan saw her obviously moved, but he couldn't figure out whether her throbbing was for him or Yin Feifei. "Don't worry, Yin Feifan will stay with you in the palace!"

Bo Nana was silent, and her mood was obviously much more stable.This completely different and contrasting attitude made Situ Zhan very sad.There was another silence before he let out a breath. "Take good care of yourself, don't be self-willed. You can't leave the palace when the king is away. If you want anything, you can ask Yin Feifei to get it for you..."

Before Situ Zhan finished speaking, Bo Nana was upset. "Why can't I leave the palace! My illness is cured! Besides, you promised to let Fei Fei accompany me to Qianxiang after I recover!"

After Bo Nana's complaints were finished, Situ Zhan patiently explained to her: "My king is going to the Western Regions, and someone may follow you and take this opportunity to threaten me with you! Do you understand?"

Bonana pouted, still unhappy. "What are you going to do with me threatening you! What am I to you!"

"What do you think!" Situ Zhan asked her patiently.

Therefore, Bo Nana could only remain silent.Now that things have gone through so much, she really can't say that she is an insignificant woman to Situ Zhan.

"My king is going to the Western Regions to do business!" Situ Zhan slightly bit the word business, he no longer dared to expect her to understand him, but begged her to restrain himself a little. "At this time, you can't have any accidents! Understand?"

"What's the matter!" Bo Nana was still unhappy. "Can't wait for me to go to Qianxiang and come back!"

She was looking forward to this day almost hopelessly, and now she had to wait for another few months, it was almost nowhere in sight.

Willful and impatient, she couldn't wait.

However, Situ Zhan followed her way, and it hurt her to hear her complain.After pondering for a while, he explained helplessly: "The royal family in the Western Regions is in turmoil, and the princes of various powers and counties are vying for the throne. The time cannot be delayed, and there is no delay!"

He also wanted to accompany her to Qianxiang, and the beauty smiled.However, there are too many things waiting for him to do.If this opportunity is lost, he will lose control over the royal family of the Western Regions and miss a good opportunity to strengthen his power.

Bo Nana didn't understand these politics, she still pouted and snorted displeasedly: "You'll always be like this, greedy for profit!" After finishing speaking, she turned her head away and ignored Situ Zhan again.

Situ Zhan almost vomited a mouthful of blood.He wanted to say, if he didn't want to be blinded by his desires, what would he do to help her recover Sissy.But he didn't say anything after all, swallowed all the grievances and unwillingness, turned around and left.

Bo Nana didn't expect him to leave just like that, she couldn't help turning her head again, watching him leave Zhuxin Garden without looking back.

Feelings of reluctance welled up in her heart, which made her feel an inexplicable sense of guilt, and hurriedly suppressed this emotion, turning her head cruelly.

She has already married Yin Feifei, and from then on, Yin Feifei is the only one in her heart, and she must never have any feelings of nostalgia for Situ Zhan.

It's just that the Western Regions are so far away, is there any danger?She thought dazedly in her heart.

*
Yin Feifan had been busy all morning, and it was not until noon that he had to finish counting the supplies needed for the west trip.See it in person, put everything into the book one by one, and then put them in the carriage.

After finishing everything, Yin Feifei was allowed to go back to Zhuxin Garden to have lunch with Bo Nana.

Knowing that Bo Nana had gone to relax in the garden, Yin Feifan ordered lunch to be served on the table, and he waited at the table.

While waiting, his expression looked a little dazed, unlike the joy and happiness that a bridegroom should have.Maybe, he was struggling with something.

After a long time, he saw Xiaoling walking over with Bo Nana supporting him. He quickly got up, went to support Nana, and said dotingly: "Why did you come back? The food is getting cold, the sun is getting hot outside, let's watch you bask." Are you sweating?"

Bo Nana blushed pretty, and said angrily, "It's all right! The flowers in the flower garden outside are in full bloom, so I just admired them for a while, by the way... I just chatted with Xiao Ling about my sister's private conversation!"

Hearing what she said, Yin Feifei recalled agreeing to her request last night, his handsome face froze, and he was speechless for a while.

Xiao Ling was at the side too shy to raise his head, his pretty face was as red as oozing blood.

The atmosphere was awkward for a while, and the three of them were speechless.

Xiaoling helped Bo Nana to sit down, while Chunmei served the dishes beside her.Yin Feifei pulled up a chair and sat down next to Bo Nana, dismissed Chunmei, and let him prepare vegetables for her himself.

The three meals a day are completely based on the taste that Bo Nana likes. They are rich in nutrition, complete in variety, and extremely delicate and attentive.However, Yin Feifei didn't need to worry about these things, because Situ Zhan hired the best cook to cook her favorite dishes according to Bo Nana's favorite taste.

"Little Ling, let's sit down and eat together!" Bo Nana invited.

When they were in the Fuqian Club before, they often sat and ate together without distinction.

But now he is in Prince Zhan's Mansion, not at Fuqian Club, so Xiao Ling dare not act presumptuously. "Sister, you can eat with Mr. Yin, Xiaoling... Xiaoling's humble body is not worthy of eating at the same table as the master!"

Seeing the panic in Xiao Ling's eyes, Bo Nana knew that her fear of Situ Zhan was deeply ingrained and could not be changed, so she stopped forcing it.

During the meal, Bo Nana wanted to ask about Situ Zhan's trip to the Western Regions several times, but she swallowed her words.

Anyway, Situ Zhan made it clear that this trip to the Western Regions without Yin Feifan is enough.

But there was always something in her heart, so she remained silent.

Yin Feifei was even more preoccupied, so naturally he didn't say much, and only heard the sound of spoons and chopsticks for a while.

When the meal was over, Chunmei came in to clear the table, and Xiaoling helped Bo Nana to rest in the flower hall next to her.

At this time, Yin Feifei waved his hand to Xiaoling and said, "You should step back first!"

Knowing that Yin Feifei had something to say to Bonana alone, and it was probably because of his own affairs, Xiaoling couldn't help but blushed again, bowed her head hurriedly, and backed out.

When there were only two people left in the flower hall, Yin Feifei told Bo Nana: "The matter of Xiaoling...I told the prince!"

"Well," Bo Nana's heart skipped a beat, but she still tried her best to pretend to be calm. "How did he say."

"He agreed." Yin Feifeijun's face turned cold.

"Well," Bo Nana didn't know how to answer.After a while, she asked cautiously: "Fan Fei, are you unwilling to accept Xiao Ling?"

Yin Feifei sighed, and he took the anxious Bonana into his arms. "Fool, don't think too much."

Lying in Yin Feifan's arms, Bo Nana still felt uneasy. "Fan Fei, why is my heart beating so hard, it seems like it's about to jump out of my throat!"

"Because...you have become my bride!" Yin Feifei embraced Bo Nana, smelling her fragrance, and the male instinct could not be restrained. "Nana, can we tonight?"

Bonana blushed, she didn't expect Yin Feifan to think of this.It turns out that no matter how gentle a man is, he has desires.Gently pushing him away, she hung her head in silence.

Seeing her silence, Yin Feifei sighed softly. "Don't worry, I won't force you! I will wait patiently, waiting for the day when you are willing to hand over you to me!"

Only Yin Feifan has such patience and self-cultivation. If it were Situ Zhan, he would not be able to hold back.Thinking of Situ Zhan, Bo Nana felt sad again.

Just when the two fell silent again, Chunmei came over. "Commander Yin, my lord announces you to see him off!"

Bonana trembled all over, and Yin Feifan hurriedly comforted her: "Don't be afraid, I won't leave!"

Immediately, Yin Feifei told Bo Nana that Situ Zhan was going to the Western Regions.He also explained that he would not accompany him.

In fact, Bo Nana had already learned these words from Situ Zhan.But she couldn't tell him that Situ Zhan came again while he was away.

It wasn't until Yin Feifei left that Bo Nana was sure that Situ Zhan came to bid farewell to her this morning.

He is really leaving the palace!
She felt sad for a while, and only she knew that her sadness was not just because she couldn't go back to Qianxiang for the time being.

*
When Situ Zhan left, Bo Nana didn't see him off.But before he left, he came to see her once.

She only knew that he was going to the Western Regions, the journey was long and the return date was uncertain.But all this meant nothing to her.She has already married Yin Feifan, and from then on, Yin Feifan is her husband and her only one.

As for Situ Zhan... that man who has carried too many sad memories will be sealed in her heart by her and will never be touched again.

From then on, Bo Nana and Yin Feifei lived a peaceful and stable life in the palace.

It is undeniable that it was Situ Zhan who propped up a world for them, so that they could live comfortably and live in peace.

However, neither of them wanted to be grateful to him, and even hated his imprisonment more or less in their hearts.

Because of her health, Bo Nana couldn't go back to Qian Xiang for the time being, so they both put the debt on Situ Zhan.However, when the two were alone, they tried to avoid mentioning this person as much as possible, carefully avoiding this sad past.

At night, they slept on the same couch, but they didn't have skin-to-skin contact.Bo Nana treated Yin Feifei as a family member, and snuggled into his arms, feeling as warm and safe as snuggling in the arms of her mother when she was a child.

In the dead of night, Yin Feifei quietly watched Bo Nana sleeping in his arms, and the sadness in his heart drowned him like a tide.

After exhausting all his money, he was finally able to hug her openly, but he still couldn't really get her.This despair is far deeper than before marrying her.

At least there was hope then, but now there is only powerless despair.He clearly realized that maybe Bonanna didn't love him.

Although Bo Nana relied on him, she only regarded him as a relative.Although Bo Nana hated Situ Zhan, he was the only man she ever truly loved.

(End of this chapter)