Yan Yan Yugui

Chapter 359
Qingrou suddenly became afraid, and her heart sank uncontrollably, like falling into a bottomless abyss.

But mother, why is this!

Didn't she remember that her mother was very close to the empress?
Lin Yanyan shook off Qingrou's hand: "Princess Qingrou, this is the last time I will call you princess, you will not be princess soon, so keep quiet!"

Lin Yanyan left without looking back.

She has no sympathy for this life, and she doesn't even want to use the saying that a poor person must be hateful to Qingrou.

Said to be pitiful, said to be innocent, is Qingrou as pitiful and innocent as Zheng Zixuan?

At least Zheng Zixuan is kind, so she is willing to help Zheng Zixuan.

But what about Qingrou?In the past several encounters, all she saw was a savage and willful person who would do anything for her own will. Qingrou and Xinyang were the same people in their hearts, and they were worthy of being mother and daughter.

Lin Yanyan came out of the yard, and said to the guard: "Take care of her."

The imperial guards involuntarily responded, and respectfully sent her away.

Qingrou slumped on the ground in a daze.

Cai Ling came over to help her: "Princess, it's cold on the ground, go back!"

Tears fell on the skirt of the clothes, seeping into the texture of the brocade, leaving a water stain.

"Cai Ling, did you hear that? She said that my mother committed a heinous crime. My mother will never come back. My father was gone before I was born. Now my mother is gone. I am the only one left in this family." ..."

Cai Ling didn't know how to comfort the Princess, she had heard it all, if it was true what Princess Kangping said, then Her Highness the Princess would not be forgiven, and it would be useless for the Princess to make a fuss.

"Princess, you still have servants." Cai Ling said after being stunned for a while.

Qingrou looked up at the clear blue sky, from now on, she could only see this piece of sky, her mother couldn't come back, and she couldn't go out again.

Lin Yanyan returned to Tongyuan Building and ordered someone to send a letter to Yang Yujun and Chen Qianyao, saying that Zheng Zixuan had already gone to Minghua Nunnery.

I sat alone in the tea room in a daze.

After seeing Qingrou, she was in an inexplicably bad mood.

Perhaps, she couldn't let Xinyang's debt be repaid with blood, she was always unwilling to do so.

My mind is filled with the scene of the Tao family being beheaded at Caishikou, the guilt and anger in the father's eyes, the distress and powerlessness of the mother looking at the two children, Le Yi has tears in his eyes, and asks her... Sister, does it hurt to beheaded? ?
She watched helplessly as the heads of her relatives rolled down one by one, blood flowing like a river...

The unsuspecting commoners were still cheering there, throwing rotten vegetables and rotten eggs at them, feeling that this family deserved what they deserved.

Then it's her turn...

Heartache can't breathe.

After being reborn, she never dared to recall the scene of that day, even when the injustice of the Tao family was clarified, she did not dare to recall, it was too painful...

It was pain she couldn't bear.

She was finally reborn. She wanted to live a good life and be happy every day. This was what her parents wanted to see most, even though they couldn't see it anymore.

And she is not just Tao Siyu, she is also Lin Yanyan.

But today, she couldn't help thinking of these things.The whole body is like falling into an ice cellar, cold to the bone.

After an unknown amount of time, someone opened the door and came in. Lin Yanyan thought it was Feng Hua, and quietly asked, "Feng Hua, what time is it?"

The man came to her, sat down next to her, wrapped hers in a pair of warm and generous hands.

Lin Yanyan raised her eyes dully and looked at the person in front of her: "Why are you here?"

Xiao Qian's mansion was busy, Feng Hua came to say that Yan Yan went to the palace to intercede for Zheng Zixuan, and then went to the princess' mansion, but something was wrong when she came back, so she locked herself in the tea room and didn't see anyone, and she didn't eat lunch. It's almost three hours.

He was so worried that he dropped what he was doing and rushed over.

He had never seen her look so low and lonely, her hands were as cold as the icicles hanging under the eaves of the cold winter.

Xiao Qian's heart twitched, and he said softly: "Feng Hua is worried about you, so she came to me."

"If there is anything unhappy, tell me, don't be bored alone."

Lin Yanyan looked at him, her eyes gradually became moist, what would she say?Tell him that she is actually Tao Siyu, how much she hates Xinyang, and wished that Xinyang would be divided into five horses.

It is believed that Yang is still alive, even though he is in prison, he can still dress neatly, eat and drink well, and Qingrou can still live in the princess mansion... But what about her?What about her family?

He died of injustice, and his body was separated.

No one knows how biting the wind was, and even the sun was icy cold that day.

Just because Xinyang is a princess, a royal face can save her life.

Just because their Tao family is an inconspicuous little courtier, they deserve to be wronged and die in vain.

There is also the Marquis of Ding'an, the [-] Lin family troops, and countless people who are starving to death because of Xinyang, suffering from hunger and cold, struggling in despair...

So many lives can't take Xinyang's life.

It is self-deception that Xinyang's life imprisonment is the best punishment.

She just wanted Xinyang to die, to be quartered by five horses, to be executed by Ling Chi, and to die thousands of times and hundreds of times.

But she can't...

Xiao Qian saw her tears welling up, the pain in his eyes was so heavy that it couldn't be melted away.Xiao Qian couldn't help feeling flustered, and took her into his arms: "Yanyan, what happened, tell me, I'm flustered when you're like this."

Yan Yan seemed to be a different person, a person he didn't know.

Lin Yanyan buried her head in his arms and wept silently.

The temperature of his body, his strong heartbeat, and the rhythm of his pat on her shoulder gradually pulled her back from the abyss of pain.

"I'm fine, I'm just in a bad mood." Lin Yanyan said softly.

Xiao Qian rubbed his chin against her temples: "Is it because of Xinyang?"

Lin Yanyan was startled, he understood her.

Her silence was the answer, Xiao Qian tightened his arms, and said helplessly: "Yan Yan, there is no other way, Father has considerations from Father, if you really want her to die, you can only have a white silk and a glass of poisoned wine , but let her die like that, it is really cheap for her."

"It's better to let her suffer from regret every day. She is such a proud person, she claims to be smart, and she has tried her best, but in the end she becomes a pawn in the hands of others. For her, it is the heaviest blow. And Father said that after she dies, she will not be allowed to enter the royal cemetery, and she will not be buried with Yan Hua, just let her live without seeing the light of day, and she will be alone after death."

"Yan Yan, I know that these punishments are far from enough to repay the sins she committed, and cannot relieve the hatred in your heart, so we must live well and live happily, so that we can comfort the dead instead of living unwillingly. and resentment, let that person rot alone in a dark corner!"

Lin Yanyan pulled out the hand that was held by him, and hugged him back: "Hearing what you said, I feel better."

Xiao Qian kissed her forehead lovingly: "In the future, don't be sad alone, tell me anything unhappy, and I will relieve your worries."

Lin Yanyan nodded obediently.

(End of this chapter)