Boss, if you are the one

Chapter 113 The Scar in My Heart
"You say I'm old?" With dissatisfaction in his narrowed eyes, he put his hand on her waist, as if he would be rude to her if she dared to say yes.

"Not old, not old." Ruan Mianmian was terrified of him, he was suffering from backache and back pain, and his whole body was uncomfortable, if he used this excuse to teach himself a lesson, she would definitely die under him.

"Your high school is the same school, what about the university? Is it the same as the university?" Feeling that his hand was about to reach above the waist, Ruan Mianmian quickly grabbed his hand, stopped him, and changed the subject at the same time.

"No." Ying Junbang shook his head, "I studied in the United States."

"It's so tall." Ruan Mianmian said in admiration.Staring at Ying Junbang's face, I suddenly wanted to know what he was like when he was in school: "Do you have any photos of you when you were in school? Can you show me?"

"What are you doing?"

"No reason, just want to see what you looked like when you were in school."

"It's nothing to look at." Ying Junbang turned her big hand and wrapped her hand in his own.I don't really want her to see what she used to be like.

"That's not what I said." Ruan Mianmian pouted, a little unhappy: "I really want to know. Show me."

"I didn't like taking pictures very much before." In other words, there are no previous photos.

"Hateful. Cheapskate." Ruan Mianmian glared at him, and pulled her hand out of his palm very rudely.

Seeing that she was angry, Ying Junbang felt a little helpless: "I really didn't like taking pictures before."

"I don't really like taking pictures, so it's impossible not to have a single photo?" Ruan Mianmian shook his arm: "I really want to see it, give it to me, I want to see it."

Ying Junbang didn't move, as if he didn't really want to take it out.Ruan Mianmian stopped shaking his arm, and instead passed her hand in front of him, looking forward to seeing Ying Junbang's childhood photos.

The variety show on TV was still going on, and some joke was made, and the audience inside laughed so hard.

The two of them stuck together like this, completely ignoring the sounds from the outside world.

Ying Junbang stared at her small face for a while, then finally picked her up and stood up.

The moment her body was suspended in the air, Ruan Mianmian was taken aback, and subconsciously hugged Ying Junbang's neck with both hands: "What are you doing?"

This is too scary, right?Ruan Mianmian rolled her eyes at him, but he took her to the study.

In the drawer under the desk, take out a photo album.Put it on the desk.

"Give."

That's about the same, Ruan Mianmian was satisfied, Ying Junbang sat down on the chair, and immediately hugged her in his arms.Ruan Mianmian nestled in his arms and opened the photo album.

In the photo, Ying Junbang looks about thirteen or fourteen years old, his facial features are somewhat similar to now, and his tight lips reveal a bit of blunt lines.Wearing uniform, the whole person looks serious and restrained.

"You are so serious." Looking at this, he really doesn't look like someone who likes to take pictures.

After that, there is not much difference in age, and they all look similar.The older he got, the colder the look in the corner of his eyes.

Ruan Mianmian had no doubt that if she had known Ying Junbang back then, she would have been chilled by his cold face.

After turning over two pages, they were all like this, Ruan Mianmian clicked his tongue twice: "Not one of them has a smiling face?"

Ying Junbang stretched out his hand to take the photo album back: "I said it's nothing interesting."

He hates taking pictures, none of these pictures were taken by him, otherwise there probably wouldn't be a single one.

"Don't do this." Ruan Mianmian grabbed his hand away: "Let me see. You and Manager Qiu are classmates, so you should have his previous photos. Let me see what he was like before."

Ruan Mianmian continued to look through the photos, Ying Junbang in the photo was basically alone.There was no smile on his face either.No matter who she looked at, she always had a serious expression on her face, which made her feel a little bored.

What's even more outrageous is that there are not many photos, and half of the album is not finished.What's even more outrageous is that the album basically contains photos of Ying Junbang alone.The background is without exception, either at school or in the classroom.

Not even a photo with a third person.Ruan Mianmian put the album away and turned to stare at him: "How much do you hate taking pictures?"

Ying Junbang casually put the photo album back in the drawer, feeling a little helpless about her question: "As I said, there is really nothing interesting."

"..." Ruan Mianmian looked at his expression, and suddenly realized belatedly.Due to Juanbang's status, he is an illegitimate child, and his father doesn't want to see him, so it's impossible for him to be close to him.Not to mention taking pictures.

"Junbang?" Ruan Mianmian threw her body into his arms, wrapping her small hands around his waist: "Can you tell me about your childhood?"

"..." Ying Junbang frowned, as if he didn't want to say anything, Ruan Mianmian rubbed her small face against his chest, and said in a coquettish voice, "What were you like when you were young? I really want to know, Besides, you always have one or two things that make you happy, right?"

Happy?
Ying Junbang subconsciously shook his head: "There's nothing to be happy about."

All his happiness was forced to stop when he was sent home by his mother at the age of ten.

"..." In silence, Ruan Mianmian realized that she seemed to be asking something that shouldn't be asked again.But she really wanted to know: "If you don't want to—"

Just when Ruan Mianmian thought he was resisting, he spoke up.

"I told you, I live in a boarding school." Ying Junbang's voice was flat, and he didn't have any nostalgia for that period, but he didn't have the slightest disgust either.

No matter what the emotion is, it will eventually pass, whether it is like or dislike, it will pass.

"With no other entertainment, I just study hard. Learn something."

Ying Junbang's voice stopped.Study hard?What was his goal at the time?

I hope I can behave better, better, and become a good boy, an excellent boy.In that case, his mother, or his father, would come to pick him up.

But he waited for a year and a year, but he didn't get it.

The so-called aristocratic school is full of children from rich families.Some of them just care about having fun all day long and don't go to school at all. If something happens, the family will settle it anyway.

He was not like now a long time ago. He was gloomy, lonely, and didn't like to associate with people. Such a person was undoubtedly the target of that group of people.

The first time they provoked him, he didn't fight back.The less trouble, the better.He didn't want to cause an argument, didn't want to upset that person.

The second time they messed with him, he got angry, fought back, fought back.He looked at that classmate's nose bleeding, and thought, if he caused such a big disaster, that person should come to school, right?
They should come to teach him a lesson, right?In this case, at least it shows that he still has his son in his heart.

He thought so.

It's a pity that he didn't wait for that person, but the housekeeper of the Ying family.

The butler brought a large check and donated it to the school. This matter was settled and Ying Junbang was taught a lesson: "Second Young Master, I hope you understand who you are. Don't think that you can be lawless. If you still have Next time, Mister won't bother you anymore, when the time comes, you'll be prepared to fend for yourself here."

The butler, who was close to his destiny, said these words to the boy who was only 13 years old at the time in an extremely cold and heartless tone, and left.Without even asking, why did he fight with someone?Why is this happening.

Not to mention asking him if he is doing well in school?How are your grades?
No, nothing.The butler appeared and disappeared again.As if he was some kind of trouble, a hot potato.

Then the principal gave him a little education for the sake of the words "Ying Dinghong" and let him go back.

And he also understood from that day that he was a trouble to Ying's family.A big trouble.

All his efforts are actually a joke.Because no one cares, no one cares.

After reacting to this incident, he fell into a depressed mood for a long time.

He found that what he had lost was not only his mother, but also his father.No, he never had a father.

Not even now.

He thought he would be depressed, but he could only work hard.

Because besides working hard, he couldn't do anything else.Because the life of a person living in school is really boring, really boring!

He kept silent, but the expression on his face was so gloomy that she couldn't even describe it, and there was a bit of repulsion, as if he really didn't want to say anything.

"Junbang?" Ruan Mianmian called him concerned: "If you don't want to say it, then don't say it."

"It's not that I don't want to say it." Ying Junbang shook his head: "There's really nothing to say."

Those old things were like the scars on his heart, once he tried to uncover them, he would be bleeding.

What's more, he never planned to spread these scars in front of others.

"..." Ruan Mianmian fell silent, the other party didn't speak, the conversation really couldn't go on.

Are the two just staring at each other like this?Ruan Mianmian was a little helpless, so she had to find a topic for the two of them: "Well, last time I heard you play the piano, it was very nice. Have you passed the exam? How many grades?"

"No." What is the grade test?To him it was nothing more than a useless certificate.He didn't even bother to take the test.

"I see, but I think you play very well." Although she is not proficient in music, anyway, she now thinks that Ying Junbang is very good.Ruan Mianmian sat upright as if on a sudden whim: "I really want to hear you play the piano. How about you find a piano to play for me?"

play the piano?Now?
(End of this chapter)