Boss, if you are the one

Chapter 296 Pregnancy

His back hit the door panel, the impact was not heavy, but Ying Junbang was frightened.

"I'm sorry, are you okay?" In a short period of time, he almost hurt her twice, and Ying Junbang's face was very ugly.He couldn't tolerate himself making such low-level mistakes.

"I'm fine." Ruan Mianmian looked at the concern and nervousness on his face: "It didn't hurt. Don't worry."

"I'm sorry." Ying Junbang said again: "I didn't mean to."

After finishing this sentence, there is no more words.Ruan Mianmian hung up his coat, and his eyes fell on Ying Junbang's face, seeing that he looked the opposite of usual.A very bold guess welled up in her heart, her eyes widened, unwilling to believe her guess in her heart, but Ying Junbang's reaction at this time made her have to believe it.

When he was about to step towards the sofa, she suddenly grabbed his sleeve.

"Junbang, don't you want this child?"

Ying Junbang's body shook, and he turned to look at her, his long and narrow eyes lost their usual calmness and sharpness for the first time.A little flustered, a little guilty, and some emotions she couldn't understand.

Ruan Mianmian bit her lip, she didn't ask any questions last night, and now she can finally ask them.

"You don't want this child, and you don't want to marry me?"

Ying Junbang's lips moved, wanting to refute, but he didn't know how to refute.He lowered his eyes, and it took a few minutes to find his voice.

"I don't. I just need some time to prepare." Marriage, especially marrying Ruan Mianmian, he had thought about, but children were really not in Ying Junbang's plan.That's why he will take good measures every time to prevent accidents from happening.

Ruan Mianmian should be angry. Like ordinary girls, when she finds out that the man she loves is not willing to take responsibility for herself, she will quarrel and lose her temper, and then make the man have to take responsibility for herself.This already has a child, does he still want to be irresponsible?

But Ruan Mianmian, she is not an ordinary girl.The time she had been with Ying Junbang really wasn't that long, but she understood him, understood him, she didn't let go of his hand, but clenched it tighter.Her heart was trembling, she was uncomfortable and unhappy, but she couldn't show weakness, let alone let him notice that she was actually not as strong as he thought.

Her voice was very soft, coaxing and gentle: "Junbang, what are you worried about? What are you afraid of? Tell me, okay?"

Ying Junbang's body trembled, and when he met Ruan Mianmian's clear eyes, he once again felt a sense of shock in his heart.He thought she would be angry.

"I—" He couldn't say it, and he didn't know how to say it.Anyway, his current mood is very subtle, so subtle that he can't find sentences to organize his language, to let Ruan Mianmian understand that he is not an irresponsible man, but he feels that the word responsible has nothing to do with marriage.

He didn't speak, Ruan Mianmian stretched out his arms around his waist, hugged him tightly, and rubbed his small face against his chest: "Junbang, we don't need to get married, but this child, I want want."

"..."

"If I'm not pregnant, then I don't care, but I already have one. Do you still want me to kill him?"

Not to mention that she would not agree, even Huang Jingxiu and Bai Yiyi would not agree, right?What's more, she didn't want to kill the child at all.But she didn't want him to think that she wanted to tie him up with a child.It was accidental.She didn't want to either.

"Mianmian—" She was very nice, very nice, and very understanding.She is changing for him and cooperating with him.Ying Junbang knew: "I didn't mean that. I didn't mean to ask you to kill the child."

He was just very unsure, not sure if he could really be a good father.Not sure if I can really be a good parent.He was a little messed up, but he definitely didn't want her to beat the child, he just didn't know what to do for the best.

"I understand, I understand." Ruan Mianmian hugged him tightly, suppressing the slightest discomfort in her heart.Some things really don't need to be said too much.She hasn't been with him for long, but she knows him and understands him.He has a knot in his heart, so she will give him time to digest it slowly.

"Anyway, the child is still young now, and you still have several months to get used to it, waiting for the arrival of this child." She believed in him, and believed that when he saw her child, it would definitely change.She is so confident, she also trusts him.

"Mianmian, I—" Ying Junbang wanted to say something, but felt that nothing was right.He has never been so upset as he is now. The arrival of this child has disrupted all his life plans.

"I'll call my mom." Ruan Mianmian waved her hand, with no sign of disappointment on her face: "My mom might be worried if we ran away so suddenly."

Ying Junbang's lips moved, and finally nodded: "Go."

Ruan Mianmian smiled, took out her mobile phone and called Huang Jingxiu, she was still with Bai Yiyi, told her situation, they wanted her to go back to Li's house for dinner tonight.Ruan Mianmian had no choice but to agree.Everyone is very happy at this time, why should she spoil everyone's happiness?
After hanging up the phone, Ying Junbang was no longer in the living room. She was stunned for a moment, and found him standing on the balcony, looking into the distance. The background was a little lonely and lonely.He took a step forward but stopped again, not stepping forward after all.Turned around and went to the kitchen.

She didn't come back yesterday, and there was no hot water at home, so Ruan Mianmian put the water on and boiled it.When the water overflowed the pot, feelings of grievance inevitably surged in her heart.

She remembered that there was a very popular post, which collected the expressions of many men when they found out that they were going to be fathers.At that time, the company was planning a milk powder plan, which was one of the materials she wanted to collect.

At that time, every father-to-be on the screen was excited and joyful after experiencing a brief surprise.None of those reactions were like Ying Junbang's.But she also knew that none of those men had such an unfortunate childhood as Ying Junbang.No one has such a deep knot like Ying Junbang, and just the day before, he was so angry with his father that he had a stroke.

She should learn to accept, tolerate and let go.She understands all these principles.But she still couldn't help feeling aggrieved, uncomfortable, and heartbroken.

She's pregnant, and she doesn't want to.She was also thinking about how to make a good career in the workplace when she went to the United States, and she was also thinking about how to work hard so that she could stand beside Ying Junbang, work hard and move forward together with him, instead of being Quite tired of her woman.

But here comes the child.She was also unprepared, but she would never have the idea of ​​not wanting a child.Not to mention that Bai Yiyi and Huang Jingxiu were all so happy and excited just now.How could she bear not to?

But she had forgotten that just because she wanted it, it didn't mean that Ying Junbang also wanted it.He wasn't ready to get married, he wasn't ready to have kids.

Shake your head and let yourself not think about these questions.She returned to the living room, stretched out her arms and hugged him tightly on the balcony.She didn't speak, just hugged him.Ying Junbang was taken aback for a moment, then quickly turned around and hugged her behind his back.

Ruan Mianmian put her face in his arms, thinking about her experience in the past few months, and the little things between her and him, she closed her eyes and tightened her arms: "Junbang. I love you."

No matter what happens, this love will not change.

"Well. I know."

Ying Junbang nodded, but as usual, he didn't respond to her love words, and didn't say whether she loved him or not.Ruan Mianmian didn't get angry, but she couldn't help feeling frustrated.There is also a bit of imperceptible fatigue.

Ruan Mianmian looked at Ying Junbang, and tried very hard to suppress her negative emotions.It doesn't matter, he needs time, she gives him time.Now he doesn't want to mention it, so don't mention it.

(End of this chapter)