Boss, if you are the one

Chapter 398
If you think about it clearly, it is she who wants to spend your whole life with her, and if you think about it in this life, you will recognize her, and you will not fall in love with other women, or be tempted by other women?

"What are you thinking about? I'm already 35. What's the point if I have a child?" Did she still think that he couldn't bear the responsibility of being a father?

"It's not like this." Xuan Mozheng was not feeling well, after thinking about it, he still struggled to sit up.Seeing this, Ying Juantian stretched out his hand to support her.Xuan Mozheng sat firmly, pulled up the quilt to cover her naked body, and looked at Ying Juntian at the same level.

"Ying Juantian, that's not what I want to say." Xuan Mozheng thought about how to say it better: "If I have children, I will not divorce. Not only will I not divorce, but I must work hard to ensure that I will give The child is a happy family. You said that you want to have a child with me, but you really think about it clearly, in this life, in the rest of your life, do you only have me as a woman? "

In the future, there is still a long way to go, and no one knows what will happen tomorrow.She also knew that this kind of guarantee was actually the most unreliable.

Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty once promised the golden house to hide the beauty of Empress Chen, but in the end he married Wei Zifu.Is there such a thing in history?But she and him are neither children nor young people, can they also think clearly?What is the future?Did he really think it through.Want to spend the rest of your life with her?

The hotel room was very quiet, only the sound of heating from the radiator.Ying Juantian's eyes met Xuan Mozheng's, and he clearly saw his shadow in her eyes.

Have you figured it out?He frowned slightly, his expression seemed to be thinking.He didn't speak, and Xuan Mozheng didn't rush him either.There are some things in this world, just like that.It's better to be clear up front than to regret later.And if there is no child, she may only be in pain for a while, or only she will be in pain, but if she has a child.That is a responsibility.

It is not to say that children with unhealthy families must have problems.But now that you have decided to have a child, it is necessary to give the child a beautiful and harmonious family environment.She has fallen into Ying Juantian's hands for the rest of her life, and she believes that she will never fall in love with other men again in this life.

If he doesn't love her, she can bear it as before.Because this relationship was indeed forced by her at the beginning.But once he gave her a response, but took back such feelings, it would be too cruel.

And if two people have children, they still have to break up, divorce, or he doesn't want to divorce.Still like the two years before their marriage, they never come home at night and are full of gossip.Even if she can bear it, what about the child?Look at Ying Junbang, a child without the care of his parents, even if he doesn't grow crooked, what will be the final result?Just look at the conflict between Ying Junbang and Ying Dinghong yesterday.In the final analysis, it was because of Ying Junbang's childhood misfortune.

She has already made a mistake once, and this time, she doesn't want to make another mistake.If Ying Juantian hadn't thought it through clearly, she wouldn't want to have a baby, let alone ask him for this promise.Because a promise with an uncertain time and date is never as good as a real but cruel reality.

Still silent, Ying Juantian looked at Xuan Mozheng's face.He was certain in his heart, but her words made him unable to say such certain words.Is this the only Xuanmozheng in this life?It seems that there is nothing wrong with it.It's just that life is too long, who knows what will happen tomorrow?He has already planned his own life, and of course, marriage is the same.

It's just that he didn't expect to encounter such a variable in such a way.Now Xuan Mozheng asked him to make a promise, but he couldn't make it for a while.

His silence was like a thorn, not long, but gently pierced into Xuan Mozheng's heart.She smiled wryly, her expression seemed a little helpless: "Ying Juantian, you really haven't figured it out yet, right? Since that's the case, then you should think it over before you come again."

"Xuan Mozheng, I—" It's not like this.Ying Juantian wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to explain.He didn't mean that.It's just that he's not sure, it's really hard for him to say now.

"I'm so tired, I want to rest for a while." Xuan Mozheng yawned: "You go out first."

"Xuan Mozheng." Ying Juantian wanted to say something, Xuan Mozheng retracted his body into the quilt, and closed his eyes.He wanted to shake her awake, but in the end he didn't.Where is it that she can't give her a definite answer?He doesn't know either.But if he really agreed to her like this, it seems that there will still be a faint regret in his heart.

Why is this so?He couldn't figure it out.I don't know how to explain it.Maybe because of unwillingness?Unwilling that his marriage was a design of hers, and unwilling that he still didn't end up with the woman he was attracted to at first?
Does he not like Xuan Mozheng?No, it is not.He likes her, he's pretty sure of that.But what about love?He's not particularly sure.

Xuan Mozheng in front of him tightly closed his eyes, as if he really fell asleep.He didn't say what he wanted to say, sighed in his heart, turned and left the room.After Xuan Mozheng left, her eye sockets became hot, and her eyes felt a little astringent and sore, but she didn't want to cry.

People are so weird sometimes.If it is the first time you are disappointed, you will feel that you have to die or live, as if the world is dark.It's like I can't live anymore.

But when we were disappointed again and again and failed to get good results again and again, that little disappointment seemed to become irrelevant.It seems that I have long been used to it and become numb.

It doesn't matter, isn't it just that I don't love you?In fact, wasn't it decided more than a year ago?Ying Juantian would not love her.The reason why he didn't divorce may be because of Xuan's relationship, or because he couldn't find a better person.Or, in his heart, he deliberately wanted to play such a scene with her, so as to make her sad again when she couldn't help herself?
Forget it, don't want to.Whatever the reason, it's enough.Xuan Mozheng suddenly couldn't fall asleep.He dragged his limp and tired body to the bathroom to wash up. The dress was torn off by Ying Juntian yesterday, so he couldn't wear it long ago.

Go to the living room outside.Ying Juantian's figure disappeared.But there are a few handbags on the sofa.It was the brand she always liked, and it was her size.

Put your clothes on.Xuan Mozheng looked around.He found his small handbag, took out his phone and checked the time, it was almost noon.No more words, just left. Ten minutes later, Ying Juan went upstairs, and what he saw was people going to the empty room.

Xuan Mozheng disappeared.

Wasn't she uncomfortable just now?How would this go?He took out his mobile phone and wanted to give it to Xuan Mozheng, but then thought of what she said, she was asking him for a promise, and he knew it.It's just that this promise is not so easy to give.Resisting the urge to call her, let him think about it for another two days.

There are two more days until the Lunar New Year.The streets are decorated with lights and festoons, and there is a beaming look everywhere.Compared with the joy of these people, Xuan Mozheng's heart is much calmer now.Tightening his coat tightly, Xuan Mozheng sat in the taxi and looked at the street scene outside.

I originally wanted to graduate early, but looking at it now, it seems that it is unnecessary.It's better to finish your studies with peace of mind.As for the rest—

Thinking of the madness last night, and Ying Juntian's lack of love at all in the end, Xuan Mozheng had the urge to get out of the car to buy some post-event medicine.It's just that taking the medicine is not good for your health, but she doesn't want any accidents.

"Master, please go ahead—" Finding a pharmacy to stop the car, before Xuan Mozheng finished speaking, her cell phone rang first.

"Hello."

"Xuan." Fran's voice came from the other side of the phone with some grievances: "I was stopped by someone asking for money, 3 yuan, I don't have that much cash, and the person won't let me go, what should I do?" manage?"

"You want money?" What is he doing?What 3 yuan?Where the hell has he gone?This is City S.It's impossible to encounter blackmail, right?
"Yes, I want money, 3 yuan. I didn't bring that much cash when I went out just now. Please come here now, or I won't be able to leave." Fran's voice sounded like he was calling for help.

Xuan Mozheng fainted.This Fran really said: "Where are you now?"

"Let me see." Fran repeated the road name: "Hurry up, hurry up, 3 yuan. Thirty thousand."

"Stay there and don't move, I'll come over right away." Xuan Mozheng glanced at the driver after finishing speaking: "Master, please go to Chenghuang Temple."

What the hell is Fran doing in a place with so many people? 3 yuan?This is not a large amount, but how could they be dragged away?Xuan Mozheng was a little speechless. When she was disturbed by such a thing, her emotions were suddenly shifted.

The car stopped on a road near the Chenghuang Temple.Xuan Mozheng signaled the driver to go to the place she just mentioned.

"Miss, you can't park over there, and you will be fined if you get caught."

"But--"

"Miss, you can see it when you cross this road." The driver pointed to the road ahead: "Here, go through here, turn right, and you will see it. It's very close. No chaos here. Parking, you know?"

Xuan Mozheng had no choice but to pay and get out of the car. She was actually not familiar with this place.It's just that I came here with a few classmates in college.In fact, she really spent all her time studying back then.Not having much fun.

Looking at the flow of people coming and going on both sides, as well as the completely antique Chinese-style buildings, I was a little interested for a while, but before she played, let her find Fran first.

When Xuan Mozheng found Fran, he was squatting in front of a small shop watching that person painting landscape paintings. When he saw Xuan Mozheng coming, he waved to her as if he had found a savior: "Mozheng, here, here."

Xuan Mozheng walked over, and Fran pointed at the painting, and turned to look at her: "This man's painting is very good, I want to buy one, but he said that one would cost 3 yuan, I didn't bring so much cash, He can't swipe his card, so hurry up and pay for me, and I'll pay it back to you later?"

(End of this chapter)