Boss, if you are the one

Chapter 554 Can't Open Your Mouth

He spoke eagerly, holding Ying Wanwan's hand slightly harder, he couldn't wait to express his heart and make Ying Wanwan believe him.But he didn't know that Ying Wanwan's trust in him now was zero.

"Wanwan, trust me once, I—"

"Who is Yang Die?" Ying Wanwan withdrew her hand from his palm, her face was still pale and thin, with a bit of sarcasm and a bit haggard.Watching him suddenly change his face.She asked again: "Tell me, who is Yang Die?"

Chi Yanheng's face froze there, he didn't know how she knew Yang Die, and he didn't understand why she mentioned Yang Die properly: "Wanwan, you?"

"What about me?" Ying Wanwan felt tired, really tired.After she had seen Ying Junbang's relationship with her family, she had already decided that she wanted to find a man who would be devoted to her.

But she never thought that Chi Yanheng would be such a person.Deceive her, hurt her, and step on two boats.

"Do you think you can lie to me for the rest of your life?" Ying Wanwan remained expressionless, her pale face not daring to sneer: "When you lied to me, you should have thought that the lie will always be exposed one day."

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to lie to you." Chi Yanheng didn't know how Ying Wanwan knew, but now he has to pay for what he did in the past: "I just don't want you to know, I thought— "

"You think you can lie to me for the rest of your life. Chi Yanheng, it feels good to be on two boats, right? Do you feel happy seeing me being fooled around by you? Do you think I'm ridiculous?"

"What?" What is pedaling two boats?Chi Yanheng was stunned: "What did you say?"

"What did I say?" Ying Wanwan sneered: "Where did you get your confidence? While taking you home, you cuddled with another woman? While telling me you loved me forever, you made a promise to another woman Are you responsible for her? Chi Yanheng, tell me?"

"No." Chi Yanheng was really anxious now.He didn't expect that Ying Wanwan would have such a big misunderstanding about him: "Yang Die and I are not what you think. She and I—"

"You go." Ying Wanwan has never been in love, but she can't tolerate a grain of sand when it comes to feelings: "You don't need to explain to me. I don't want to hear it. I want to break up with you."

She suffered a gunshot wound, and her shoulders are still in hot pain. Talking such a long series of words has exhausted her energy.This would be to close your eyes and never want to listen to Chi Yanheng's explanation.

"Wanwan." Chi Yanheng panicked, and reached out to hold Ying Wanwan's hand.Ying Wanwan was injured and didn't have much strength at all, she couldn't pull it out even if she wanted to, she didn't want to talk to him, she closed her eyes and pretended to sleep.

"Wanwan." Chi Yanheng really panicked, he wanted to explain, but suddenly found that he had some feelings that he couldn't explain.What should I say?Say how messed up he was before?How much did he love to play?How did he play with his life?

He couldn't say it.But if he didn't say anything, Ying Wanwan would misunderstand.

Ying Wanwan tried again, but she couldn't pull her hand back.He was even more annoyed in his heart: "If you don't let go, my second brother will come back later, and I will let him beat you until you can't get up."

She was a little angry, only one of the three brothers was left behind, didn't they say that Chi Yanheng would break up with her?How do you stop Chi Yanheng like this?

"Wanwan." Chi Yanheng didn't expect her attitude to be so fierce.Fortunately, he is injured now and has little strength.He held her hand tightly, not giving her a chance to break free at all.

Ying Junbang has not come back yet, his time is limited.He knew that if he didn't speak clearly, Ying Wanwan might never forgive him in his life.At that time, it is really hopeless.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Chi Yanheng put her hand against his cheek, regardless of whether she was willing to listen: "I don't know how you know Yang Die. But she and I are not what you think. "

"I want to marry you and tell me that I want to take care of her for the rest of my life. These two things are actually not in conflict." Feeling that Ying Wanwan's hand wanted to be pulled out again, he couldn't help but tighten it again: "Wanwan, listen to me Say, listen to me. I want to take care of her. Because she has become like this now, it is my fault. "

What?Ying Wanwan turned her face away quickly, not caring about the injury on her shoulder, she stared at Chi Yanheng with wide eyes.

Chi Yanheng was a little afraid to meet her gaze.He always hoped that he would be perfect in Ying Wanwan's heart, but the reality did not allow him to do so.The wrong things he has done are the least confident of him.

"I'm sorry. I, I didn't tell you before, not because I wanted to lie to you, but because I didn't know how to speak. "

"Wan Wan, the person I love is you. But I have a responsibility to Yang Die. I—" It is very difficult to show my worst appearance in front of my lover and in the sun.Chi Yanheng was thinking of waiting for Yang Die to recover before convincing Ying Wanwan, but now——

"Twelve years ago, I was only 12 years old. At that time, Yang Die was working as a waiter in the heaven and earth." Chi Yanheng paused when he said this, and looked at Ying Wanwan's face. Doubt, that is the expression of complete distrust in him.

As soon as he gritted his teeth, he had to continue: "I used to have a good time with Li Yang. I had a rough time with him for a while. Once because we drank too much, we—"

Chi Yanheng didn't speak fast, but he spoke clearly about the past. In 12 years, he seldom, or tried not to recall his behavior at the beginning.Because every time he recalled it, he was ashamed.

He also thought about not telling Ying Wanwan anything.Just keeping it from her like this, he will always be what she thinks in her heart.But I didn't expect that there are really no eternal secrets in the world.After talking awkwardly about the past, Chi Yanheng's back was covered with sweat.

Even though there was an air conditioner in the ward, he felt very stuffy and hot: "Actually, no one in my family told me that Yang Die was not dead. When Li Yang went abroad, I was thrown into the army and later went to the military academy. Wan, I never thought about lying to you. I have guilt, self-blame and remorse towards Yang Die. But it's not what you think. "

"I don't know why you misunderstood, but I want to tell you. I said I want to take care of her because I was the one who made her into this. What I thought was that when she recovers, I will I'm relieved. But I didn't expect you to know, Wan Wan, I never thought of lying to you. Never. I just—"

I don't know what to say, and I don't know how to spread the unbearable self in front of you.I just don't know what I have to do to be worthy of you.I just can't open my mouth.

It was quiet in the ward, very quiet.Looking at each other silently, neither of them spoke again.

Ying Wanwan's wound was still hurting, but Chi Yanheng's words made her stunned.The guilt and remorse in his eyes were not fake.The shame in his eyes when he talked about Yang Die was not fake.

She's been with him for a while too.She knew that what he said now was true.He really has nothing to do with that Yang Die.She thought of Yang Die's appearance when he talked about Chi Yanheng, there was no love in his eyes, but a little more provocative.

She was originally a smart person.Get in touch before and after, if there is anything you don't understand.only--

"Yeah, you have nothing to do with him, so why did you hug her?" She was uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.

"Where am I—" He hugged her.Before saying the last three words, Chi Yanheng thought of the hug that Yang Die asked for that day.He also understood that Ying Wanwan must have seen it, so he became suspicious.

"I'm sorry. It's my fault." Chi Yanheng's voice was a little heavy: "She has been paralyzed for 12 years. She is no longer like the Yang Die she was back then. I asked a specialist to help her with a second operation, but she refused. I was just trying to convince her. That hug, it didn't mean anything."

"She is already thirty, she has never been in a relationship, and has never been in contact with other men. I probably understand what she thinks." Chi Yanheng knew that he had no way to make any excuses for himself at this time: "Wanwan, I I have to admit the mistakes I made. Yang Die is indeed my responsibility now. But don't worry, I don't have the slightest affection for her. What happened back then was just a moment of confusion when I was young and frivolous. "

"It's impossible for her to be with me. And Yang Die has an arrogant personality, don't say that I don't mean that to her. Even if it is true, she will not be with me. Because she will never accept it, I This enemy."

He knows this, Li Yang knows it, and Yang Die knows it even more.

Ying Wanwan was silent, her mind was in chaos.She needs time to digest what Chi Yanheng said.

"Wanwan?" She didn't make a sound, but Chi Yanheng's heart didn't relax, he just got more anxious.He wasn't sure what kind of ending he should give himself every night.

It was very late at night, and here was the Senior Inpatient Department again.At night, there are basically no people around, and the surrounding is very quiet.Ying Junbang hadn't come back yet, and the time for nurses and doctors' ward rounds had passed.It was so quiet that you could hear the sound of air blowing from the air conditioner in the room, and the beeping of needles on the wall.

"You go out." Ying Wanwan closed her eyes, listening to the approaching footsteps outside, she sighed slightly: "I don't want to see you now."

"Wanwan?" Chi Yanheng didn't expect such a result: "I've already explained it, you trust me."

"It's because you don't believe me." Ying Wanwan looked at Chi Yanheng with watery eyes.Chi Yanheng could clearly see the emotion contained in it, and said sadly, "Chi Yanheng, it's because you don't believe me."

"Late night?"

"You don't believe that I will stand by your side, you don't believe that I have you in my heart. You don't believe that my love for you is enough to support me to stand by your side without hesitation, and believe in everything you do. Chi Yanheng, you don't believe me."

(End of this chapter)