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Chapter 84 Guilt
Bai Nuo looked at Xiao Qi who was going to die in front of him, and her mood was indescribably complicated. When she was a girl, she admired Xiao Qi who was handsome, erudite (compared to foreigners who didn't understand anything), and she heard that he was willing to give up for herself. With the opportunity of having wives and concubines in groups, I love Xiao Qi so much in my heart, and almost gave up everything about myself for Xiao Qi.

In fact, she knew that the old father was very sad, and the clansmen were also very disappointed.The old father is the head of the clan. Although the Bai people are small, they are equivalent to the king of a country. He only has one daughter. He originally wanted to find a son-in-law in the clan and let him and his son-in-law take over his position. He failed his father's expectations.

The tribe who wants to put this matter aside will never let her go easily, maybe just tie it up, tie it up, and find a promising tribe to marry off.Don't care about your own opinion at all.The ancients paid attention to the orders of their parents and the words of the matchmaker when they got married. Although they were not so particular in the barbaric land, they still had to respect their father's wishes.

But her father loved her very much, not only did he not tie her up to marry the clansman, but he also helped her fight for the best interests, making Xiao Qi swear that he would never accept sex.She was very moved in her heart, and when she was moved, she felt guilty, guilty that she was sorry for the old father who gave birth to her and raised her.But people are selfish animals after all, especially her, Bai Nuo, who is very selfish.

While suffering from guilt in her heart, she was doing selfish things at the same time.Enjoying the convenience her father brought to her, but ignoring her old father.She will never forget the day when she left, the disdain and disappointment of her tribe.For Xiao Qi, she really gave up everything, even the basic filial piety.

Abandoning her father and clansmen, she followed Xiao Qi to live in an unfamiliar foreign country with guilt and guilt.At first, Xiao Qi saw Bai Nuochang's beauty and loved him a lot. The two were considered husband and wife, and soon gave birth to their daughter Xiao Ruo.At this time, although Bai Nuo often felt guilty in her heart, she was not so uncomfortable with the happy life.

Later, Xiao Qi became more and more dissatisfied with Bai Nuo. When Bai Nuo didn't know the rituals and music, didn't understand Daqin characters, and couldn't have a common language with him, Bai Nuo's heart sank.She doesn't understand the culture of a big country like Daqin, but that doesn't mean she's stupid.Xiao Qi is not a scheming person, even Bai Nuo can feel the changes in his emotions.

At this time, Bai Nuo was not only guilty, but also regretful.If she is still in the Bai clan, she will be the next patriarch, and her husband is just her subordinate. As long as she wants, she can change her husband at any time. No one dares to despise herself, even if she is holding her, she is afraid that she will dislike him.She married Xiao Qi for true love, but the true love she pursued was just an illusory dream.

She regretted it, really regretted it, why did she pursue some true love?Her father had already told her that this man was unreliable, didn't he?But she still chose Xiao Qi without hesitation, which broke the old father's heart.Now is my retribution coming, right?But, what can I do if I regret it?She has no way out.

No matter how regretful and unwilling Bai Nuo was, he had no way out, so he could only coax Xiao Qi, hoping that Xiao Qi could continue to pamper him and maintain the superficial love.But no matter how gentle and accommodating she was, Xiao Qi's estrangement from her also increased day by day, Xiao Qi really lost his heart.In the last year, Xiao Qi seldom went home.

During that year, Bai Nuo lived in great pain. She wanted to return to the Bai clan, but she knew that although her father was still alive, the Bai clan had changed hands. Loyal veterans will turn to themselves.At that time, both she and the new patriarch will be extremely embarrassed.

At that time, if the new patriarch wanted to survive and stay in the position of patriarch, he had to get rid of himself.On the contrary, I have been away from the Bai people for many years, and I have no connections in the Bai people. My father is also old, and I have no ability to get rid of the new patriarch.At that time, not only would he not be able to survive, but he would also implicate his old father.

Although she is selfish, she is still filial to her father.She really didn't want to go to that deadly game and bring her old father into trouble.So she just took care of her daughter every day, waiting for Xiao Qi to return occasionally. She pinned her last hope on her daughter, hoping that Xiao Qi could show some affection for her for her daughter's sake, so that she could live a peaceful life. End of life.

It's a pity that her last hope also came to nothing, Xiao Qi not only betrayed her, but also brought back the woman and a cub.Not only that, Xiao Qi also announced that he would hand over the entire General's Mansion to the son born to that woman to inherit, the reason being that he had never been able to give birth to a son, and he couldn't let the Xiao family lose their incense.

At that moment, she felt that the sky was falling.She laughed suddenly, and the tears came down from the laughter.She betrayed the father who loved her, and abandoned everything to pursue true love. It turned out to be so ridiculous. Why on earth did she envy the happy life that was desperate for love after listening to a few Qin people? It was all a lie. There is no true love in the world.

Look at Xiao Qi, when she first fell in love with herself, besides her beauty, she also fell in love with her identity, right?If you marry yourself, you can get a general position for nothing. This is an opportunity that many people can't envy.Didn't you find another woman after you found out that you couldn't communicate with yourself spiritually?He also needs to pass on the position of general he got by himself to the son born to another woman.

She felt that her life was simply a joke, a joke made by herself.She was selfish again. She knew that if she died, her daughter would never end well under the hands of that scheming woman, but she was still cowardly and selfish. Regardless of her daughter, she directly chose to end her own life , ended his years of suffering.

Bai Nuo died, but her resentment soared into the sky, forming a huge seal, and engulfing the reincarnated Li Xiruo here, into her body.When Bai Nuo died, his soul should have returned to the underworld, but because of Li Xiruo's unexpected arrival, his soul was trapped in his body and he did not die immediately.And her vitality that was about to be cut off gradually recovered due to the nourishment of Li Xiruo's spiritual power.

She has no control over her body and doesn't care.She knew that the person who controlled her body was the reincarnation of her daughter. She thought she was sorry for her daughter, and she had no face to show up to see her daughter. She was afraid that her daughter would ask her why, so she left her alone.

She just stayed quietly in her body and watched everything Li Xiruo had done since then. She never thought that Li Xiruo would be so stubborn, he would not compromise with Xiao Qi at all, refused to accept Xiao Qi's protection, and went straight to After leaving the General's Mansion, I met Bai Qi, the man who made Bai Nuo feel incredible.

Ever since experiencing Xiao Qi's emotional injury, Bai Nuo no longer believes in love, she doesn't believe that there is any love in this world at all, the so-called love is also based on reality.But Bai Qi overturned Bai Nuo's cognition, Bai Qi rescued Bai Nuo who had no relationship with him, left Bai Nuo in the Bai mansion, let Bai Nuo's daughter be buried in the ancestral grave of the Bai family, and even sheltered Bai Nuo. With Bai Nuo.

Bai Nuo was very puzzled, how could she be able to get such protection from the most remarkable general in the entire Qin Kingdom?She is a woman who was abandoned and gave birth to a child. How can she treat her like this for nothing?

Li Xiruo is emotionally slow and lacks energy, but Bai Nuo is not.Bai Nuo had already seen the admiration in Bai Qi's eyes, she knew that the youngest and most remarkable general in the Qin Kingdom fell in love with her, or rather fell in love with her body.I don't dislike myself as an abandoned woman, I don't dislike myself as an uneducated barbarian from a foreign race, I don't dislike myself having given birth to a child, I don't even dislike that I may not be able to give birth to a son.

The true love she had been looking forward to all her life unexpectedly appeared in front of her eyes without knowing it, and it came so easily, she couldn't believe it.Bai Qi's excellence is unquestionable. Compared with Xiao Qi's little boy, Bai Qi is a hundred times better than him. Even in terms of appearance, Bai Qi is better than Xiao Qi.But it was such an excellent man who fell in love with his unbearable self.

Bai Nuo even imagined that if he met this man at his best age, would he fall in love with him.Or is it his own body that he fell in love with, or the reincarnated soul of his daughter in his body?
Before she figured out who Bai Qi loved in his heart, Xiao Qi was about to commit suicide. In order to appease her resentment, at this moment, Bai Nuo could no longer be calm, regained control of her body, and stopped her from committing suicide. Xiao Qi.He is still living in such pain, why should he leave?Why should I be relieved?Can all the past be wiped away with just a knife on the neck?

You can turn back time, let yourself go back to before you were married, and stay with your father. Is there a new choice?He ruined his life, and with just a knife in the neck, everything was going to be evened out and paid off.He thought beautifully, but she would never allow it!

Xiao Qi looked at Bai Nuo who stopped him from committing suicide, his eyes were full of astonishment, what he saw in Bai Nuo's eyes was deep resentment, bone-piercing hatred.Xiao Qi's heart immediately turned cold, she stopped her not because of her love for him, but because of hatred!Because she hates herself, she wants to stop herself. She wants to tell herself that hatred cannot be appeased by one life.

Bai Nuo looked at Xiao Qi's painful and complicated expression, and said coldly: "What I want cannot be appeased by one life."

Li Xiruo said more eagerly than anyone else: "Then what do you want? What do you want to calm your grievances and let me go back to my era?"

Bai Nuo and Li Xiruo have shared the same body for so long, and are very familiar with Li Xiruo's voice. There are only two people in her life who she has been ashamed of, one is her father and the other is her daughter.She didn't dare to look back at Li Xiruo, she lowered her head guiltily and thought about Li Xiruo's question, yes, what exactly does she want?

(End of this chapter)