princess from the underworld

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Zi Yan is also happy to play with Jun Lanyue, but she finds it difficult, she is used to it, she is used to his vague smile, knowing that it is just a mask, but she still wants it extravagantly, getting used to it is a terrible thing Things, that is the emotion that Ziyan can't control, so she put all her energy into all kinds of chores.

Time is the best medicine, let the wound dry slowly, then nothing will matter, even though the terrible scar is left behind.

I have seen such a fable:

"Shadows are a nuisance!" thought Tom and Toby the cats, "we must get rid of him."

However, no matter where they go, Tom and Toby find that as long as there is sunlight, they will see their own shadow that drives them crazy.

However, Tom and Toby finally found their own solutions.Tom's method is to keep his eyes closed forever.Toby's solution is to stay in the shadow of other things forever.

Because of the painful experience, we are unwilling to face this negative event.However, once it happens, such negative events are destined to accompany us all our lives, and the most we can do is to suppress them into the subconscious mind, which is called forgetting.

However, subconsciously, they will still function as they always have.And, no matter how badly we forget facts, the pain that accompanies them still assails us with unaccountable and irrepressible grief.This pain makes us try harder to escape.

In the end, the usual solution is one of these two: Either we, like Tom the cat, completely distort our experience and become blind to all the important negative facts of life; or, like Toby the cat, we Just turn to the pain and make everything about yourself so bad that the original event that hurt you the most doesn't hurt so much now that everything is so bad.

Zi Yan chose the former, because she thought that she could ignore it or even forget it...

(End of this chapter)