Chapter 103
"I dare not attend Leng Yi's funeral, and I dare not face Leng Yi's eyes. Although it is only a portrait, I can imagine what Leng Yi will say to me. He will definitely say that I am the murderer who killed him. I will pay him back. What's worse, Leng Yi's death has stimulated two people, one is my father, he was so angry that he died of a cerebral hemorrhage recurrence; the other is Jing Lan, she is crazy, no, to be precise She became abnormal after the miscarriage, and when Leng Yi died, she went completely crazy. I think, I really became a sinner, so many people's deaths are all due to me, an illegitimate child who should not exist in this world. "
"I returned to the Leng family after receiving the news of my father's death, and took over all the properties of the Leng family. And Jing Lan's illness is getting worse and worse. For a while, she treats me as Leng Yi, crying and begging for forgiveness, and for a while, she recognizes me as Leng Yan , holding me and wanting to marry me. Zeng Ma and I sent her to a mental hospital and hired the best doctor to treat her."
"However, her condition in the hospital was even worse. She clamored to go home every day, and was in a manic state all day long. In the ward, she hit her head against the wall and even the glass window. She abused herself severely, causing her head to bleed. The ward was changed, and the walls were all padded. She couldn't hurt herself, so she pulled her hair with her hands and scratched herself with her nails. She was still covered in injuries. She could only rely on tranquilizers to control her emotions, but such long-term use of tranquilizers No, in the end, the doctor suggested that we take it home, maybe the warmth of the family will help her condition."
"So, Zeng Ma and I took her back to Leng's house, and the doctor came to check her every day. After a period of time, her condition gradually improved. Although she was still in a trance, at least she was not so manic. When I came home, I looked at me and smiled dimly, and always asked me when I was going to get married."
"Zeng's mother felt very embarrassed and proposed to take Jinglan back to the countryside. I really felt a headache when I faced Jinglan every day, so I didn't stop her. The three of them left that day. After a while, I remembered that I should ask Jinglan For Lan's situation, they called to go to the countryside, but their nephew from the countryside answered the phone, and he said that Jing Lan had committed suicide a long time ago and had come to the hospital in the city."
"I was very surprised, since they came back, why didn't they come to me, so I sent someone to find out which hospital they were in, and bought flowers to see Jinglan. The daughter of Zeng Ma, who treats me like her own, is also my brother's girlfriend."
"When I found them, they were very surprised, but Jinglan still recognized me. As soon as she saw me, she rushed over and hugged me and cried. I asked Zeng's mother why she didn't look for me when she came back. Like the relatives of the Leng family, Mama Zeng said, Jinglan looks like this, she doesn't want to cause me any more trouble."
"I'm very guilty. It's entirely my responsibility for Jinglan to be like this now. I want them to rest assured that I will treat Jinglan like my own sister, and ask them not to be polite to me, and ask them to move back to Leng's house, but Zeng's mother is alive and well. I disagree, and in the end, I had no choice but to arrange a house for them outside."
"One day, it was the Mid-Autumn Festival. I was very indifferent to the festival, because I was alone anyway. Zeng's mother called me and asked me to have dinner together. I thought about it. I haven't seen them for a long time, so I should go and see them. I agreed. That night after I got off work, I bought some gifts before going to Zeng Ma’s house. It was already dark, and on the way I suddenly found Jing Lan with disheveled hair and messy clothes huddled around the corner.”
"I got out of the car quickly, and before I could reach her, a homeless man came out from behind the big trash can and started to touch Jing Lan. I rushed forward and taught him a lesson, that homeless man Before leaving, I left a sentence, what's the big deal, a crazy woman is already a piece of shit, she was played by others just now!"
"I was taken aback and quickly asked him what was going on. It turned out that Jing Lan had been wandering around here just now, saying 'Leng Yan, Leng Yan's'. A few hooligans came over and saw that she was unconscious. I went to find Leng Yan, who said he was Leng Yan, and gave Jing Lan... No wonder her clothes were all torn. I was very sad, and I carried Jing Lan back to Zeng Mama's house, Jing Lan was still in a daze, Suddenly saw me and asked blankly, 'Who are you?'”
"I said I was Leng Yan. She didn't believe it. She said that I lied to her, that I promised to marry her just now, kissed her just now, and was with her...but I left her and left. Facing her like this, I really don't know what to do. This Mid-Autumn Festival reunion dinner was really terrible!"
"The worst is yet to come. Zeng's mother suddenly fell ill, and she was quite seriously ill. And Jing Lan's father, he has a prosthetic foot, and he can't take care of himself. How to take care of Jing Lan? Jing Lan Started running wildly outside, sometimes suddenly appearing in the middle of the road, scaring the passing drivers half to death. She laughed and cried in the middle of the road, no one married her, no one wanted her, Leng Yan is a bad person. Sometimes the police come After driving her away, she hugged the policeman and asked the policeman to marry her and go home..."
Leng Yan had never said so many things before, and the only one who was forced to listen was gradually attracted in the end, filled with emotion in his heart, "So, you married her?" The only one asked coldly.
Leng Yan took a deep breath, "Before you, the only woman who moved me was Tingzi. After Tingzi left, I thought my heart was dead. I thought I would never have a love life again in this life. So, when Zeng Ma was seriously ill, I thought for a long time, who would take care of Ting Zi after Zeng Ma was a hundred years old? In fact, I have always been a lonely person, and I have a certain understanding of mental patients. Environmental treatment is sometimes more effective than drugs. It works. Since I don't plan to love again, I don't plan to get married again, why don't I marry Jing Lan, at least let her live in Leng's house justifiably, and have many servants to take care of her, whether it is atonement or gratitude, what? all good."
"So, I married her. I just signed and swore an oath in front of the priest. There was no guest, and no one in the world except Leng's family knew that I was married, including Xiao and the others. So, I had a form After I got married, I still maintained the old habit of going home rarely, at most once a week to see them. I have never touched Jing Lan, but Jing Lan seems to be very happy, and her spirit is really much better , sometimes very sober, I think it's worth it, this kind of life lasted for a long time."
(End of this chapter)
"I dare not attend Leng Yi's funeral, and I dare not face Leng Yi's eyes. Although it is only a portrait, I can imagine what Leng Yi will say to me. He will definitely say that I am the murderer who killed him. I will pay him back. What's worse, Leng Yi's death has stimulated two people, one is my father, he was so angry that he died of a cerebral hemorrhage recurrence; the other is Jing Lan, she is crazy, no, to be precise She became abnormal after the miscarriage, and when Leng Yi died, she went completely crazy. I think, I really became a sinner, so many people's deaths are all due to me, an illegitimate child who should not exist in this world. "
"I returned to the Leng family after receiving the news of my father's death, and took over all the properties of the Leng family. And Jing Lan's illness is getting worse and worse. For a while, she treats me as Leng Yi, crying and begging for forgiveness, and for a while, she recognizes me as Leng Yan , holding me and wanting to marry me. Zeng Ma and I sent her to a mental hospital and hired the best doctor to treat her."
"However, her condition in the hospital was even worse. She clamored to go home every day, and was in a manic state all day long. In the ward, she hit her head against the wall and even the glass window. She abused herself severely, causing her head to bleed. The ward was changed, and the walls were all padded. She couldn't hurt herself, so she pulled her hair with her hands and scratched herself with her nails. She was still covered in injuries. She could only rely on tranquilizers to control her emotions, but such long-term use of tranquilizers No, in the end, the doctor suggested that we take it home, maybe the warmth of the family will help her condition."
"So, Zeng Ma and I took her back to Leng's house, and the doctor came to check her every day. After a period of time, her condition gradually improved. Although she was still in a trance, at least she was not so manic. When I came home, I looked at me and smiled dimly, and always asked me when I was going to get married."
"Zeng's mother felt very embarrassed and proposed to take Jinglan back to the countryside. I really felt a headache when I faced Jinglan every day, so I didn't stop her. The three of them left that day. After a while, I remembered that I should ask Jinglan For Lan's situation, they called to go to the countryside, but their nephew from the countryside answered the phone, and he said that Jing Lan had committed suicide a long time ago and had come to the hospital in the city."
"I was very surprised, since they came back, why didn't they come to me, so I sent someone to find out which hospital they were in, and bought flowers to see Jinglan. The daughter of Zeng Ma, who treats me like her own, is also my brother's girlfriend."
"When I found them, they were very surprised, but Jinglan still recognized me. As soon as she saw me, she rushed over and hugged me and cried. I asked Zeng's mother why she didn't look for me when she came back. Like the relatives of the Leng family, Mama Zeng said, Jinglan looks like this, she doesn't want to cause me any more trouble."
"I'm very guilty. It's entirely my responsibility for Jinglan to be like this now. I want them to rest assured that I will treat Jinglan like my own sister, and ask them not to be polite to me, and ask them to move back to Leng's house, but Zeng's mother is alive and well. I disagree, and in the end, I had no choice but to arrange a house for them outside."
"One day, it was the Mid-Autumn Festival. I was very indifferent to the festival, because I was alone anyway. Zeng's mother called me and asked me to have dinner together. I thought about it. I haven't seen them for a long time, so I should go and see them. I agreed. That night after I got off work, I bought some gifts before going to Zeng Ma’s house. It was already dark, and on the way I suddenly found Jing Lan with disheveled hair and messy clothes huddled around the corner.”
"I got out of the car quickly, and before I could reach her, a homeless man came out from behind the big trash can and started to touch Jing Lan. I rushed forward and taught him a lesson, that homeless man Before leaving, I left a sentence, what's the big deal, a crazy woman is already a piece of shit, she was played by others just now!"
"I was taken aback and quickly asked him what was going on. It turned out that Jing Lan had been wandering around here just now, saying 'Leng Yan, Leng Yan's'. A few hooligans came over and saw that she was unconscious. I went to find Leng Yan, who said he was Leng Yan, and gave Jing Lan... No wonder her clothes were all torn. I was very sad, and I carried Jing Lan back to Zeng Mama's house, Jing Lan was still in a daze, Suddenly saw me and asked blankly, 'Who are you?'”
"I said I was Leng Yan. She didn't believe it. She said that I lied to her, that I promised to marry her just now, kissed her just now, and was with her...but I left her and left. Facing her like this, I really don't know what to do. This Mid-Autumn Festival reunion dinner was really terrible!"
"The worst is yet to come. Zeng's mother suddenly fell ill, and she was quite seriously ill. And Jing Lan's father, he has a prosthetic foot, and he can't take care of himself. How to take care of Jing Lan? Jing Lan Started running wildly outside, sometimes suddenly appearing in the middle of the road, scaring the passing drivers half to death. She laughed and cried in the middle of the road, no one married her, no one wanted her, Leng Yan is a bad person. Sometimes the police come After driving her away, she hugged the policeman and asked the policeman to marry her and go home..."
Leng Yan had never said so many things before, and the only one who was forced to listen was gradually attracted in the end, filled with emotion in his heart, "So, you married her?" The only one asked coldly.
Leng Yan took a deep breath, "Before you, the only woman who moved me was Tingzi. After Tingzi left, I thought my heart was dead. I thought I would never have a love life again in this life. So, when Zeng Ma was seriously ill, I thought for a long time, who would take care of Ting Zi after Zeng Ma was a hundred years old? In fact, I have always been a lonely person, and I have a certain understanding of mental patients. Environmental treatment is sometimes more effective than drugs. It works. Since I don't plan to love again, I don't plan to get married again, why don't I marry Jing Lan, at least let her live in Leng's house justifiably, and have many servants to take care of her, whether it is atonement or gratitude, what? all good."
"So, I married her. I just signed and swore an oath in front of the priest. There was no guest, and no one in the world except Leng's family knew that I was married, including Xiao and the others. So, I had a form After I got married, I still maintained the old habit of going home rarely, at most once a week to see them. I have never touched Jing Lan, but Jing Lan seems to be very happy, and her spirit is really much better , sometimes very sober, I think it's worth it, this kind of life lasted for a long time."
(End of this chapter)
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