paranoid pet

Chapter 140 Waiting
Lu Shijing disappeared for no reason. Xia Shichu looked at the things in his closet. All the clothes were there. The white shirt she liked was gone...

Oh, yes, he was wearing a white shirt that day...

Xia Shichu collapsed on his bed, the sky blue pure cotton quilt was warm and smelled like him, she cried so hard that she couldn't breathe, curled up tightly in a ball.

She thought that he was wearing a white shirt to let herself praise him for his good looks, but she was planning to leave...

She started crying, unable to breathe, Lu Shijing is a liar, a liar...

Xia Shichu has become a person, positive and hardworking.

No.1 is gone, Xia Shichu became No.2, Gong Li became number one, and Xia Shichu's previous position became Luo Yiyi. Everyone thought that Xia Shichu knew why Lu Shijing didn't come to class. come and ask her
"Student committee, where did your boss go?"

Even some teachers would come and ask, "Do you know where Lu Shijing went to study?"

Xia Shichu's thoughts on solving the comprehensive questions were disrupted, she raised her head, and smiled softly at them: "I don't know~" She smiled, her eyes were hot, and everyone who came to ask said: "Oh, don't cry Come out, we won't ask you anymore"

They all left angrily.

Xia Shichu smiled, lowered his head, worked on the questions, and said softly, "I didn't cry."

She didn't move out of Lu Shijing's house, she started to hate it here, hated this house full of Lu Shijing, but she wanted to wait for Lu Shijing to come back, maybe he just had a temporary emergency, and he would be back soon, soon...

Just wait.

Xia Shichu was like this, sitting at the door of the stairs, waiting for the person who called her Chuchu to come back, pretending to be a normal person, she was just watching the change of seasons, she touched the neck, and the blue man lying quietly on the collarbone She touched the necklace lightly. He had to wear it all winter. When he took a shower, he wanted to put it down. He squatted and held it carefully outside the bathroom, for fear that the necklace would grow wings and fly away. Yes, she picked it up, and kissed the blue diamond...

As for Lu Shijing, who disappeared completely, Xia Shichu thought Lu Shijing was just a big dream of her youth...

Su Ran called herself before. When Xia Shichu received the call, she thought that Su Ran was going to ask her about Lu Shijing. Unexpectedly, she heard from Su Ran that Xia Tian had gone abroad, and she responded flatly. With a sound.Hanging up the phone, Xia Shichu sat on the ground and wrote the physics paper... That day, she was waiting at the police station, and she really hoped that someone would come to pick her up, but that day, Xia Tian left quietly, and they didn't come to see her Look at yourself - how is it.Just left like this, she wrote down a formula, I don't even want yours, why are you so stingy that you don't give me a word of concern.

She didn't want to calculate the result, but just wrote down the formula. She suddenly remembered that these people were all people who had agreed to study at the National People's Congress together.

So is Lu Shijing

summer
They're all gone.

She also wanted to act like a spoiled child, saying, "I want to leave too. It's fine to go anywhere, but not here." But she couldn't. During this period of youth, Lu Shijing was the only one who loved her the most...

But this person doesn't love her anymore.

Xia Shichu lived seriously, took exams, and immersed herself in the sea of ​​questions. No one taught her to reason. She often slumped on difficult problems. Throwing the tattered papers in the trash can, she got angry and yelled at the tattered papers in the trash can: "You will be like this, you only bully me"

After yelling and venting, Xia Shichu wiped away his tears, took out the broken paper, and continued to smash.

She hates Lu Shijing's house so much now, it's full of his smell and shadow, every place belongs to him, Xia Shichu lived a life of leaving early and returning late.

Her inner impatience and irritability were all vented on the papers. As long as she thought of Lu Shijing, she would bury her head in the papers. Stacks of papers were stacked together to completely block everyone's eyes. Xia Shichu didn't realize until she had done too much. With Lu Shijing, the routine is the same.

Luo Yiyi always appeared in front of her and looked at Xia Shichu mockingly. Maybe everyone thought that Xia Shichu was too tired from studying and lost a lot of weight. His face became thinner and his eyes looked very big. The waist and limbs inside have lost a lot of weight, and they have become so loose that they can be crushed with a little force with both hands.

Xia Shichu did the questions on his own, ignoring Luo Yiyi.

Luo Yiyi taunted: "I've always been unworthy, it's only a matter of time before I leave, don't be sad, Xia Shichu."

Xia Shichu smiled and raised his head, staring at Luo Yiyi calmly and coldly.
say "go off"

Xia Shichu will never suppress her temper again. She hates Luo Yiyi, the kind that she hates very much. She would rather Luo Yiyi never appear in her life, so that she can spend more time with Lu Shijing. I wasted a lot of time with him. If, during that time, she was calm and stayed with Lu Shijing for a while, then maybe Lu Shijing wouldn't leave her alone...

Luo Yiyi didn't expect Xia Shichu to let herself go so directly, and she said it so loudly that everyone around could hear her, Luo Yi was a little embarrassed, "I hope you get news from Lu Shijing sooner."

She thought Xia Shichu would explode again, but she didn't expect her to say "Okay, thank you" solemnly

Looking at him coldly again, he said clearly and coldly, "Can you get out?"

For the first time, Luo Yiyi couldn't pretend to be a lady, so she returned to her seat angrily.

Xia Shichu continued to solve the problem. She didn't remember how long Lu Shijing had been away. She only remembered the snow, the white shirt, and the stairs... Now the spring breeze illuminates the whole earth, full of vitality and hope...

Things that die in winter slowly come to life.

Xia Shichu's grades are getting better and better, but that gentle and lovely girl is more lifeless. The Chinese teacher watched the little girl slowly transform, and Xia Shichu seemed to become the original Lu Shijing...

The spring breeze was blowing gently that day.

Everyone starts their own journey.

The wind on the roof was blowing softly, and the air gradually became hot and dry.

Gong Li leaned against the railing, watching the increasingly quiet Xia Shichu.

He spoke softly, his voice rubbed into the soft wind.

He said: "At the beginning of time, my application was approved..."

"Huh?" She said lazily, unable to arouse any interest.

Gong Li looked at her, the boy's spirit was full of worry, he knew that Xia Shichu didn't listen, "I mean, I passed the Cambridge exam..."

Xia Shichu understood, everyone around her was leaving, they were all going abroad, she smiled, foreign countries are so good, everyone wants to go...

"Congratulations..." Her eyebrows and eyes were light, this year's wind is quite good...

Gong Li's Yingting brows were slightly frowned, and in the soft wind, he revealed the secret of his entire youth.

"I love you, Xia Shichu"

Xia Shichu shook his hands, frowned, and wanted to interrupt him for no reason.

Gong Li smiled: "Don't talk, listen to me."

dumb in summer

Gongli continued: "In the first year of high school, when I asked you the question, I fell in love with you... Afterwards, every step I took when I approached you, you smiled softly. I really like you..." He didn't mention Lu Shijing during this time.

Continued: "Now I'm going to go, if you... I won't go"

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The wind was dry and hot, Xia Shichu left the empty rooftop, and the wind carried a soft sentence: "Because he left, I was waiting for him"

In the scorching time, Xia Shichu really became a loner, with nothing left...

The blue diamond necklace fell out of the clothes, shining in the sun, Xia Shichu kissed the necklace with gentle eyes...

On the day of the college entrance examination, Xia Shichu put down the necklace, and the moment she walked out of the examination room, she looked at the candidates around her who were smiling enthusiastically. The world disappears.

People come and go, traffic is surging, she puts on the necklace, turns her back on the crowd, and leaves this place full of her youth...

(End of this chapter)