Pamper

Chapter 193

"Yes, because of your mother, your grandfather threatened your father with your mother's marriage in order to make me win the first prize in one fell swoop. Between feelings and the imperial examination, he chose your mother and promised your grandfather never to take the imperial examination. Back then I competed too fiercely with your father, and he did not take the imperial examination, so your grandfather was worried that he would retake the imperial examination three years later, and someone would mention me again because I did not have such a strong opponent, so he used it as a threat Jin Yuan's family background is very different from mine, and it is very difficult to marry Shuzhen, so he agreed to his father's conditions. It is also because of this that your mother left home in anger, and returned to Suzhou after marrying Jin Yuan. Before Jin Yuan died, he never returned to Beijing. As for your father's death, your father came to the capital to celebrate your grandfather's birthday, but he didn't want to, because he met bandits. After all, your father was depressed and unsuccessful , His death is all related to the Li family. Shuzhen blames me and the Li family." Li Zhiyu thought back to those days, and felt like a dream.

"If she hadn't been seriously ill and worried that no one would take care of you after she passed away, she would never have returned to the capital."

After Master Li finished speaking, Sang Rou's face was full of tears. She looked at Li Zhiyu and asked, "Does mother hate the Li family?"

Master Li looked at her and didn't speak.

"If mother really resents the Li family, why didn't she ever say anything bad about the Li family?" Sang Rou wiped away her tears, "Mother is so gentle and kind, she won't blame anyone."

Mr. Li suddenly laughed, although he smiled, but the smile didn't reach his eyes, and his eyes were moist: "Shuzhen... Shuzhen didn't blame me."

Sang Rou shook her head: "No, she didn't!" Sang Rou didn't know if her mother blamed the Li family or her uncle, but she knew that although his uncle played a key role in it, he was only passive.Moreover, many things went wrong, how could one say who was right and who was wrong, now that his father was gone, and so was his mother.Why bother to torture the living.

Sang Rou thought that when she heard all this, she would blame the Li family, but seeing the unconcealable pain in her uncle's eyes, Sang Rou suddenly felt relieved. She thought that her mother must have never said anything about the Li family because of this. Bad words?Her leaving home back then, her father's death, everything was not only the pain of their family, but also the lingering shadow of the Li family.

Master Li slowly leaned on the back of the chair, as if he had aged a lot: "She didn't resent my brother."

Sang Rou didn't answer, but shed tears silently. Master Li looked at her and asked, "Do you know why I want to tell you what happened back then?"

Sang Rou shook her head, her mind has gone blank now.

"Shuzhen fell in love with Jin Yuan back then, and that's what happened later. I don't want... I don't want James Soong to affect you too. The Song family's family is not so easy to get into. Moreover, I know that Jin Yuan is very If he wants to take part in the imperial examination, I hope his daughter can fulfill this wish for him and go all out! Back then, Jin Yuan and I failed to meet in the examination room, so I hope that Sang Rou can compete with Li Zhen in the examination room!"

Sang Rou wiped away her tears: "Uncle, my father did not take the imperial examination, but you won the opportunity for me. Although everyone thinks this opportunity is very unusual, I know that it is not easy for a woman to take the imperial examination. I will seize it This is the only chance, I don't want to do well in the exam, but I hope that I will not disappoint this only chance, even if I don't pass the exam, but I have tried my best, I believe, my parents are alive in heaven, Will be happy too."

(End of this chapter)