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Chapter 145 Bai Yujing suddenly fell ill

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The hall was still very lively, except for You Tan, no one noticed that Bai Yujing's play was replaced by others.

Youtan got up and went straight to Bai Yujing's room in the backyard.

The climate in late winter is still a bit cold. Although you don't wear too much, you can still feel the coolness.The asparagus bamboo that had been placed in the yard in summer had been moved to nowhere, leaving only the desolation of the garden.

You Tan couldn't help speeding up her pace, Yu Jing, I really want to see you now.

"Kuukou..." Youtan knocked on Bai Yujing's door a few times, but after waiting for a long time, no one inside answered.

"Did you oversleep?" Su Yu asked beside Youtan.

But Youtan's next sentence directly denied Su Yu's thoughts: "No, Yujing has been sleeping well for so many years, and some sounds will wake him up."

It so happened that at this time a young man walked by the door, You Tan couldn't help but grab him and asked, "Where's your husband?"

The servant saw that it was Youtan, and replied in a panic: "Sir, he fainted this morning, and he is now being treated by a doctor in the east wing. Many disciples from the master's school have passed by. Ms. You, would you like to see me?" Come with me to see it too?"

This time, Youtan's worried expression became more intense, and he nodded hastily, "Please take me there quickly."

I heard from the boy on the road that Bai Yujing had been fine before, but this morning he fainted for some reason, and he hasn't woken up yet.

Many people have gathered in the East Wing, all of whom are servants from Yujingju and Bai Yujing's apprentices.But now they are all just guarding outside the door, and no one goes in, saying that they are afraid of affecting Bai Yujing's rest.

Seeing You Tan coming, they all gave way to You Tan.Youtan glanced at these people gratefully, and led Su Yu into the house.

The house in the east wing is not too big, and it is burning right now.Bai Yujing is now lying on the bed with a pale face, like a piece of white paper, as if a gust of wind pushing the door can blow him away.

Beside Bai Yujing's bed was an old doctor who was packing his things. Seeing that someone had come in, he wanted to talk to the patient's family about Bai Yujing's condition.

You Tan walked up to the doctor gently, and asked softly, "How is his condition?"

The doctor shook his head: "It's not very good. I don't know what the disease is yet. The preliminary judgment may be that he is suffering from overwork. I'll prescribe some prescriptions for him to recuperate. Let's observe for a while before we talk."

"Excuse me, doctor." Youtan bowed to the doctor, and asked Su Yu to follow the doctor to get the medicine, while she sat beside Bai Yujing's bed.

Originally, Su Yu didn't want to disturb the two of them when they were getting along, so he just took the opportunity to get the medicine, so he accompanied the doctor out of the door.

This is the first time Youtan has looked at Bai Yujing's face so seriously since that night in the dungeon.At that time, he was still dressed in fiery red costumes, like a feathered phoenix.Now there is no anger at all.It really made You Tan feel distressed.

"Yujing, why do you force yourself so much?" Youtan gently held Bai Yujing's slender fingers, but she didn't dare to use force, for fear of hurting him.

"For so many years, haven't you done enough for the teacher? Do you have to exhaust yourself to make you feel at ease..." Youtan said, tears fell, "I'm really good now. Regret, if I could insist on taking you away, it would be fine, and you don’t have to worry about it like now. Yujing, I never asked you to give me anything, as long as you can be safe and happy, and do what you want to do , I am already very happy, I only have such a humble wish, why can't you satisfy me?"

As he spoke, You Tan burst into sobs.With her head down, she didn't notice that Bai Yujing's eyelashes were gently fluttering.

After being silent for a long time, Youtan felt that Bai Yujing seemed to be waking up again, and then slowly let go of his hand.Then she did something she had always wanted to do for so many years, Youtan stepped forward, and gently kissed Bai Yujing's lips.

Today his lips are cold, and it was not the same in the water prison many, many years ago.You Tan sighed that she was ridiculous, that was just her own wishful thinking, and Bai Yujing didn't even know it until now.

When Bai Yujing fully opened his eyes, You Tan had already adjusted his emotions, and there was no ripple in his eyes.

"Why are you here?" Bai Yujing asked softly.

Youtan got up and poured him a glass of water, and turned around with such a thin back: "I saw you didn't appear in the front hall, and I was a little worried, so I came here."

Bai Yujing pulled his lips, showing a weak smile: "I know my body, it must be because of hard work, it seems that I have to pay attention to it in the future."

Youtan also nodded: "That's right, the doctor said the same thing. In my opinion, you should not go on stage to sing, the key is to take care of your body first."

A trace of loneliness flashed across Bai Yujing's eyes, and he did not agree with Youtan's proposal: "Even if I die, I will die on the stage. This is my belief as an actor."

You Tan sighed and didn't mention this matter again.

If she remembers correctly, this Bai Yujing still has some medical skills. How could he act like he didn't know about such a big problem with his body.And now I still don't know how to cherish it, which really makes Youtan feel very angry.

But Youtan didn't know how to stop him.Just as embroidery is so important to You Tan, if you strip Bai Yujing's life out of singing, I'm afraid it's tantamount to killing him.

"I'm going to ask your apprentices to come in and see you. You should lie down properly first." Youtan got up and walked out, and then he didn't come forward again, just looked at Bai Yujing from the back of the crowd, Just like how many years ago when he was not close to Bai Yujing.

Bai Yujing just smiled at the apprentices on the bed, explaining that he is still in good health, so they don't have to worry.Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of Youtan walking out of the door with a lonely face, but he didn't ask to stay.

Youtan, I am not qualified to keep you.From a long time ago, I knew that not only could I not give you happiness, because a dying person, how could he be so selfish to keep you by my side.

Yes, Bai Yujing knew that his life was not long when he came back from Kyoto that year.

Bai Yujing's master is considered to be an expert. Not only is he beautiful, he can sing well, he is also proficient in civil and martial arts, and most importantly, his master is also good at medicine.

Therefore, Bai Yujing has been learning medical skills from his master since he was a child, and he has achieved something.

After returning from Kyoto that year, he found that something was wrong with his body. After consulting a lot of medical books, he realized that he might be poisoned.But this kind of poison is a chronic poison, and it will not be poisoned for a long time, and there is no cure for this poison.

So even if Bai Yujing wanted to stay with this Youtan again, he restrained himself and didn't do anything that would hurt her.

For so many years, Youtan just thought that Bai Yujing insisted on refusing to admit his feelings for her because he wanted to strengthen his family and abide by the rules set by his master, but she didn't know that Bai Yujing was doing it so as not to drag Youtan down.

Since I'm going to die, I can't delay you any more.Youtan, maybe you love me now, and you will love me in the future, but if I die, your feelings will always fade away.

You are only in your twenties, and you are still so beautiful. There are many people who want to marry you. When the time comes, there will always be someone who will love you instead of me.

On the way Su Yu followed Youtan back to Youfu, Youtan remained silent.On the contrary, Su Yu said a lot: "Master, you don't have to worry so much, Mr. Yu Jing will definitely be fine, didn't the doctor tell you all about it?"

Youtan shook his head: "Although I know he's fine, I always feel like he's going to leave me soon. And he still doesn't know how to cherish himself, doesn't listen to my advice, and insists on going to the stage Singing..."

Although Su Yu doesn't understand this kind of obsession, but he really wants to help Youtan: "Master, if you don't want Master Yujing to sing an opera, I can help you find a way, so don't worry."

But Youtan did not agree: "I still choose to respect his decision, so you don't have to intervene in this matter. You just need to complete the beautiful picture of Jiangshan in your hand. In October this year, I want to see a perfect picture. embroidery."

"Well, I will." Su Yu nodded, and then asked cautiously: "Master, what will happen to you if something really happens to Mr. Yu Jing?" Then Su Yu was praying, Master Don't say that you will follow, I will definitely use many means to prevent you from dying.

Maybe Su Yu's prayer was really heard by You Tan, she smiled, her face full of bitterness: "If Yu Jing really went, I would find a good man to marry and have a pair of good children... I will replace Live with Yujing."

For some reason, hearing these words, Su Yu's eyes became moist.

It's not hard to watch someone you love die and let him go.In this world, living is so difficult, but dying is really easy.

The difficult thing is that you have to replace all his expectations and love, and bring your strong love for him, and then live alone.

You Tan, why do you want to look at it so openly?Su Yu was deeply distressed.

It was still early when they arrived at You Mansion, neither You Tan nor Su Yu mentioned what happened in Yujing Residence.Yan Yihuan and Xia Ximo were still doing their homework in the mansion, and they didn't even know they were back.

Youtan left Su Yu after leaving a sentence: "I'll go to the room to have a rest".

Su Yu rubbed his frozen hands and looked up at the dark sky.Suddenly, I feel that I have been dyed with sadness.

Master, what should I do to make you really happy?

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