Farmhouse smoke rises

Chapter 151 Lied to Me So Long

[When I was writing these chapters, I was always being abused and crying... It's the New Year's Eve, I don't want to make myself suffer... Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow 】

The evening wind was bleak, and Youtan's only son was walking alone on the dimly lit street, dressed in splendid clothes.It has been many years since I dressed myself up so well. Before, because I entered a brothel by mistake when I was younger, I always felt that the smell of rouge and gouache was too sweet, so I never used it.

This time she asked Xiaoan to put on a delicate makeup for her.Looking at the radiant You Tan in the mirror when she was done, she almost couldn't believe it was herself.

You Mansion is far from Yujing Residence, and it takes a quarter of an hour to get there every time by carriage, but she has walked this distance for half an hour.

The lights in Yujingju were brightly lit, adhering to Bai Yujing's thoughts, even if he couldn't take the stage because of illness, the incense of Yujingju would still be unbroken.So no matter it is day or night, there are still people performing here, and there are still a lot of people.

Yujing, this is all your hard work, if you lose it, you will feel worse than death.

Standing in front of the main entrance of Yujing Residence, she first asked someone to inform her, and then followed into Bai Yujing's room.

When the servant was leading her, he also said that their Mr. Yujing had just woken up, and his mind was still a little confused, so please don't mind it.

You Tan smiled and said, "No."

Along the way, many people greeted Youtan with smiles, just like she used to come here, and Youtan returned with a smile, exuding an intellectual temperament.

"Then I'll go in, thank you." At the door of Bai Yujing, You Tan saluted the young man, his smile made the young man stand in place in amazement.

There was no one in Bai Yujing's room, it seemed that Bai Yujing sent them all out.When Youtan came in, he could only feel the smell of medicine in the room, and he didn't know if the medicine had any effect.

Seeing that it was Youtan who came in, Bai Yujing looked at Youtan who had specially dressed up today, and a trace of amazement flashed in his eyes.

"It's really strange. Didn't Youtan never wear makeup all the time, but it's good to see it this way. My health has been getting worse recently, so I won't come to entertain you." Bai Yujing lay on the bed, Said with a weak face.

You Tan slowly walked to Bai Yujing's bedside, and covered him with the quilt. "Yujing, I came today to tell you that your illness is curable, so that you don't have to be sad anymore."

Bai Yujing seemed to know that Youtan would say that, so he still smiled, but he couldn't hide the sadness in his eyes. "Youtan, I don't accept treatment."

Youtan was surprised: "Why? Do you know that I wanted him to heal you..." Youtan didn't say the rest of the sentence, but changed the direction: "Yujing, accept the treatment."

But Bai Yujing was very decisive: "Youtan, how long have we known each other? I don't know you yet. As long as it is something you want to do, you will definitely do it well. I remember that your master didn't want to pass on the position at all. Let me be with you, but you are the one who wins in the end. I remember that I kept avoiding you all the time, and I don’t know how many times I rejected you. Now, I still can’t help but fall in love with you.”

This is the first time Youtan heard Bai Yujing say that he loves herself so frankly, and his eyes were moist in an instant.

"I don't know how superb Mr. Tang's medical skills are, nor how eccentric his personality is. I just have confidence in you. As long as you go to him, no matter what price you pay, you will definitely persuade him to treat me. .”

"Then you still..." Youtan's voice was choked with sobs, she was still cursing herself in her heart, and she agreed not to cry.

Bai Yujing wiped Youtan's tears with his hand, "It's because of this that I can't agree, you silly girl would risk her life for me, do you think I can feel at ease without you in this world?" Will you survive?"

"Bai Yujing, don't give me any high-sounding words. Why are you for me? Shit! If you are really for me, you should receive treatment and stop making jokes about your body!" Youtan finally endured the pain. I can't help but blow my hair.

Bai Yujing saw that Youtan looked like a little tiger, and couldn't help laughing: "Look, I said that your image won't last long. Well, it's so late, you just want to come to me Want to talk about something? Go back to sleep, if there is no carriage to pick you up, I will tell the servants in my house to prepare a wing for you to come out."

You Tan shook off Bai Yujing's hand: "I'm not sleepy! I don't want to go to sleep! If you want me to leave obediently, you can receive treatment! Otherwise, I won't sleep! I won't sleep for the rest of my life!"

Bai Yujing helplessly hugged Youtan in her arms: "Hey, go to sleep, I changed my mind and fell in love with you, but that's because I can't control my heart, now this time, I will definitely not listen to you again That's it. Whatever you do."

Bai Yujing's words really irritated Youtan, making her frantically beat and scolded Bai Yujing: "Do you know that you are going to die if you don't receive treatment! You think you are dead Everything will be fine for me, and I don’t have to worry about you anymore! You think I’m really relieved when you die! Let me tell you, Bai Yujing, don’t dream! If you do this, you’re not sorry for me, Youtan! Your 15 years of relationship! You are not sorry for the child I fell for you at all! Ah..."

"What did you say?" Bai Yujing was taken aback when he heard the back, and then asked fiercely, "What did you just say?"

You Tan also realized that she was being pissed off, she covered her mouth, her wide eyes were full of panic: "I...I said you are sorry for my 15 years of feelings for you..."

"It's not that sentence!" Bai Yujing's eyes almost burst into flames.

Youtan was really scared this time, she was going to take that matter into the coffin, but... but... why did she say it out of excitement!
Seeing that Youtan didn't speak, Bai Yujing suddenly laughed, but his voice sounded so bleak: "Youtan... Sure enough, what happened to us in the water prison that night? You still lied to me and said no! And You killed the child again!"

Youtan finally got angry, and slapped Bai Yujing resoundingly when he fought back. "Then what do you want me to do! Threat you with the child in your belly! Said that I want you to marry me and let you abandon your school! If I threaten you, can you go with me! Tell me! Can you! Then why do I want that child! Born without a father! It’s better not to be born!”

Bai Yujing grabbed You Tan's collar, his eyes were shattered.No, it's not like this... If I knew you had my child, how could I treat you like this... How could I treat you like this...

Finally he was defeated under Youtan's gaze, "Youtan, no matter what, I still won't accept treatment, I have hurt you so much, I can't continue to hurt you."

"Haha..." You Tan also laughed heart-piercingly: "Now you are pretending to be a good person? Why didn't you come out with such high-sounding words when you didn't even look at me because of your sect? Let me tell you, Bai Yujing, since you already owe me, I want you to owe it to the end! This time, you will be cured even if you are not cured! Now that you already know, I don’t have to worry about your thoughts anymore. Keep it secret, if you die, you will be sorry for your dead child!" You Tan stood up and looked down at Bai Yujing.

Bai Yujing's face was already pale due to illness, but now it is even more pale, and even his whole body is trembling. When his eyes touch his hands, he always feels dissatisfied with his child. of blood.

"I'm receiving treatment..." Bai Yujing lowered his head and finally spit out such a sentence, and then tears slipped out of his eyes and wet his face.Can't stop.

Youtan slowly leaned down, put his arms around Bai Yujing, and comforted him softly: "It's okay, when you recover from illness, you can do whatever you want, as long as you are healthy, you can do whatever you want... Yujing, I really do I can't just watch you die... So no matter what you think about me now, I can't let you die... You are my whole world. If you die, what will you do? You Tan what to do!"

Bai Yujing also hugged Youtan back, a big man, crying silently into tears. "Youtan, it's my fault. If I had a choice, I'd rather you never knew me. I'd rather push you away when you held an umbrella for me and called my sister. I'd rather you starve and freeze. I won't let you go to the capital with me, I'd rather you really marry Jing Hanlin and never come to my side to be wronged!" Bai Yujing rubbed You Tan's hair, choked up and said.

"If there was regret medicine in this world, I would have taken it long ago." Youtan smiled helplessly, but there was no regret in his eyes: "But it is because there is no regret medicine, so I cherish the present even more, and cherish walking with you even more. It's been such a long time. Do you know Yujing, meeting you is the most beautiful thing in Youtan's entire life."

The lights in the room were flickering, and a pair of figures were waiting for each other. Looking around, it seemed sweet, but very sad.

That whole night, Bai Yujing and Youtan didn't fall asleep, they just hugged each other in their clothes.No one spoke, they just hugged each other quietly.

In the morning, Bai Yujing said softly to Youtan: "Before the treatment, I want to sing again, what do you think?"

Youtan nodded: "Okay, I haven't heard you sing for a long time, you sing on it, I'll embroider a purse for you, remember I embroidered one for you many years ago, right? But at that time, you threw it into the lake without even looking at it, which made me sad."

Bai Yujing's body looked much better today than yesterday, he walked slowly to the cabinet, and found a tightly wrapped purse from under the box.Because of the age, the purse has already faded.

Youtan couldn't stop the tears from flowing down like this, covering his face and choking: "So you have been..."

"Yeah, why am I willing to throw it away? You embroidered it for me yourself." Bai Yujing smiled softly, filling the room with brilliance.

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