Farmhouse smoke rises

Chapter 252 How Can You Abandon Me
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The lamp was still burning, emitting a faint light to illuminate the big tent. Under the misty light, Su Yu's complexion was not so pale anymore.But these days, Chen Yebai's complexion is getting worse and worse.

Su Yu doesn't like to hold a lamp when she sleeps at night. She said that she can't sleep with a lamp. In the past, when she was in Jinyun Temple, it was dark at night, but now Su Yu, although she doesn't know the difference between day and night, has been sleeping. Then, Chen Yebai treated it as if it was night, and covered the tent tightly, especially at night, he only lit a small lamp, so as not to produce too much light for Su Yu.

He sat on Su Yu's bedside, slowly hugged Su Yu up, and stroked her jade-like face with callused hands.

"You are so quiet." Chen Yebai seemed to feel that the quietness was too much, and he started talking to himself in the tent alone. While talking, he put his hand on Su Yu's lips, pointed and said : "In the past, if I hugged you, you would give me a lot of reasons, telling me that you didn't want me to hug you, and here," he moved his hand to Su Yu's eyes, a little doting He said: "At this time, your eyes seem to be able to speak. You open them wide and stare at me, like a little hedgehog. You want to protect yourself tightly and prevent anyone from invading you."

As he spoke, a wry smile appeared on Chen Yebai's mouth.In fact, he blamed himself very much.

If he hadn't told Su Yu how the royal family dealt with the disaster, then Su Yu wouldn't have been so concerned about guarding Sucheng and Liucheng.Who is she, Su Yu? The sky is falling. As long as she and her family don't fall, she can still act as if nothing happened. What does it matter to her whether others die or not?

But it was because of what Chen Yebai said to her about disaster relief that Su Yu knew that, as the richest man in Sucheng, he had a responsibility to the people of Sucheng.That's why in the days to come, I'll do my best, and I'd rather starve myself than let anyone hurt the people in Sucheng.

There are also the people of Liucheng. Under the difficult conditions, Su Yu could have abandoned the people of Liucheng, but she finally relented and went to distribute the few grains in her city to the people of Liucheng. Help them build fortifications.

Unable to contact the imperial court, she thought of going to Bingcheng for help.

Chen Yebai asked Sheng Sheng to ask Su Yu when he was in a coma. From what Su Yu experienced in Liucheng to all the dangers he encountered along the way, he listened very carefully, but the more he listened, the more he listened. , but his brows furrowed even tighter.

Such a huge bear, vicious snakes, the people who kept chasing them, the cliffs, and the traps in the pine forest, she survived step by step, without any resentment, without objection, just hugging A belief, she wants to protect those she cares about!
"So Xiaoyu, all of this is my fault. If I had thought earlier that all the people I sent had died, instead of holding the attitude of watching the battle and stopping the war between Zhao Ningruo and Sun Jiaxing earlier, there would have been no such consequences. ..." Chen Yebai embraced Su Yu, and kept kissing the corners of her eyes, his brows and eyes were gentle, as if Su Yu was the most important treasure in the world, "So, wake up early, you can wake up later Hit me and scold me to vent your anger, right? Only after you wake up can you help those you care about and protect those subjects who believe in you, right? You see, the place you live in is Zhao Ningruo’s camp. You really did it, you're here, get up quickly, tell me all your resentment, get up..." Chen Yebai's voice was broken Choking, but he never cried out.

Su Yu won't die, so he can't cry, no matter what, he has to wait for Su Yu to wake up, and then tell her, I'm always here.

Su Yu in the dream was still unconscious, and his whole body seemed to be in a state of chaos. Slowly, the black sky suddenly burst into light, but it was not white light, but like fresh blood, pattering and falling. all over the place.

She has been walking aimlessly, this road seems to never end.She didn't even know why she came here.Then she started remembering.

In my memory, she is still the little white-collar worker in modern times, working hard every day for promotion and salary increase, and never dared to be late for the monthly attendance award, so if she encounters a traffic jam and is really late, she will Complain viciously, and then go on to work.

Her life is like a small circle, constantly turning and turning, and then returning to the original point, which is not real at all.Is this really her?
No, Su Yu shook her head in the dark, this is not her.She remembered that she was just a little village girl in Qingshui Village, with a younger brother and a younger sister, and her family was destitute.and then?

Then Su Yu began to think slowly: "I taught my family to farm, exchanged some gadgets for money, and then started to run my own business through the power of some powerful people... Later I became the richest man in Suzhou City, I accepted Thanks to the unparalleled embroidery skills of Master Youtan, I was even lucky enough to go to Kyoto once, where I met... met..." Su Yu in the dream was very puzzled, who else did I meet?
Why do I feel like I'm forgetting the most important piece of me?Who else did I meet, who exactly?
Chen Yebai over there was still talking about something with Su Yuxu, when suddenly he felt a warm liquid flow down Su Yu's cheek, and landed directly on Chen Yebai's hand.

"Su Yu? Su Yu! Are you awake, are you awake?" Chen Yebai didn't dare to move Su Yu too much, because her wound was deep, and if she opened it again, it would cause heavy bleeding , so he could only ask happily, but Su Yu still didn't wake up.

From Chen Yebai's point of view, Su Yu was moaning continuously, and the sound from his throat was like a small beast trapped. Seeing Su Yu like this, Chen Yebai's eyes couldn't help but turn red again. .Hugging Su Yu tightly from behind, he kept wiping away the tears on Su Yu's face with his warm kisses, as if this was the only way to make him feel better.

"Xiaoyu, don't cry. If there is any pain, let's bear it together. Even if I die this time, I won't leave you alone again. Can you wake up?" Chen Yebai's voice was full of desolation, full of sadness.

Although he knew that as long as he didn't hurt his heart veins and controlled his condition, it would only be a matter of time before Su Yu woke up, but he really couldn't wait any longer. If Su Yu didn't wake up again, he would probably drive himself crazy .

He regretted, he blamed himself, he felt that even if he could be a little less proud, even if he had chased Su Yu for thousands of miles, he would have kept Su Yu by his side and broken her lifelong wings, and she would not have suffered such a big blow again. s damage.

The first time I let her go was because she said she wanted to be free and let her heart stay at the end of the world; the second time was when she ran away from him and told herself that she would not fall in love with him, and the answer Impossible to change.

Su Yu, this is the third time you have fallen into my hands. If you want me to let go again, unless you kill me directly.There was a trace of determination in Chen Yebai's eyes, a determination that could not be questioned.

Su Yu was still walking in the darkness, no one cared about her, no one came to help her.She watched the black bear keep running towards her, and finally got rid of the black bear, but fell into the snake pile.

Those snakes kept flapping the red letter, hissing and whistling in her ears, so frightened that Su Yu almost set himself on fire;

When she escaped again, she saw those dark pursuers, and the man who seemed to be warm and spring-like, with picturesque features.But she smiled at the man, turned around and jumped down the cliff;

This time it was a battlefield, and she saw that people were constantly fighting, blood flowed into rivers, and starvation was everywhere.She watched Sheng Sheng die beside her, Xiao Bai disappeared before her eyes, she watched the people she cherished being killed one after another, and then the people around kept pounced on them, as if the blood was so sweet The stuff is average.

After drinking the blood of the dead, this group of people was still not satisfied, and wanted to devour Su Yu again. Su Yu was terrified in his dream, and kept shouting: "Chen Yebai! Chen Yebai! Chen Yebai! Chen Yebai! Chen Yebai! Chen Yebai! Chen Yebai! Ye Bai, hurry up and save me..."

Then she suddenly realized that the person she had forgotten was originally called Chen Yebai.The man who asked for a beautiful picture of the country and mountains in order to get the things he embroidered by himself, trained himself to form formations in the bamboo forest in order to protect himself, the man who was afraid of his loneliness and was willing to take him to see a prosperous fireworks.

He said that he would rewrite this answer, regardless of whether Su Yu loved him or not, and whether he would be with him or not.

The last scene in my memory is the scene of Chen Yebai rushing to hug her like crazy, her embrace is so warm, Su Yu thought, if she could talk back then, she would definitely tell him that she could die in your arms It's great.

Su Yu thought about this, and finally tears flowed down slowly, squatting on the ground, although it was dark, but the whole body was already warm.

She wants to go out, not because there is a severe drought and people cannot eat food, not because there is no news from the city and the outside world, not because General Zhao in this ice city has not seen her, but because, there is another one waiting outside. Looking at myself, is also the person I have to see!
Su Yu's consciousness in the dream gradually regained clarity, while Su Yu in front of Chen Yebai sometimes struggled and sometimes cried, his consciousness was muddled, but after a while, he was able to call his own name and cry out. own name!

Chen Yebai hugged her again distressed: "I've been here, I've been here, wake up Xiaoyu, everything is over, it's over, this time I will never let you get hurt again, please, Wake up."

(End of this chapter)