Reborn Noble Daughter and First Wife

Chapter 250 She Would Rather Die

The night was still so cold and silent.In the small room, there is only her lonely shadow.A person's night, apart from being quiet, is still deserted.Gu Qinglian sat quietly on the cold bluestone bricks with her chin resting on her hands, but her eyes were staring at the sky through the window, and the clouds and smoke of the past swirled in her mind.At this time, alone and helpless, she seemed to feel the real cold and loneliness of early winter.

Suddenly, a black shadow flashed in front of the window, like a ghost.

"Who?" Gu Qinglian's heart twitched inexplicably.

Afterwards, hearing the sound of the lock being unlocked, Gu Qinglian hurriedly stood up, trying to find a place to hide, only to find that there was no hiding place in the empty house, so she had to boldly tiptoe towards the door.

Whether it's a human or a ghost, she wants to find out!

With a "squeak", the heavy wooden door was gently pushed open, and under the moonlight, a petite figure appeared at the door.

"Ma'am... madam... where are you?" A familiar voice sounded, although it was very soft, it was magnified several times in the empty cabin.

"Xin'er, is that you?" In the dark room, Gu Qinglian couldn't see the face of the person who came, so she could only judge by the voice.

"Ma'am, it's me."

"It's you, it's really you." Gu Qinglian hastily stepped forward and grabbed her hand, eyes filled with disbelief and surprise, "What are you doing here? How do you know I'm here?"

"Ma'am, this is not a place to talk, you can come with me first." He said, helping her out of the hut.

"Where are you taking me?" Gu Qinglian's eyes turned, her face suddenly became serious, and she asked in a low voice.

"There is a wing room not far from here. The servants have cleaned it up and cooked the meals. Where can Madam spend the night?" Fang Xin explained while helping her to walk.

What is "where can I spend the night"?Is it possible that tomorrow morning I have to go back to the ghost place just now?

Gu Qinglian opened her big eyes in a daze, and said blankly: "...what do you mean?" Then she looked at Fangxin with a puzzled expression.

The corner of Fangxin's mouth twitched slightly, she glanced at Gu Qinglian as if in embarrassment, just happened to meet her sharp eyes, her heart tightened, she hurriedly changed the topic, "Ma'am, be careful under your feet!"

The master and servant walked down the steps, walked through a corridor and came to a small courtyard.Fangxin led Gu Qinglian into a room in the middle.

The house was very clean and tidy, and a table of meals was set on the table.

After dinner, Fangxin helped her take off her headdress, changed her clothes, and after washing up, she helped Gu Qinglian lie on the bed.

"Xin'er, what's going on?" Gu Qinglian lay flat, staring blankly at the top of the bed, her voice was as flat as a pool of stagnant water, without any vitality.

Fangxin tucked in the quilt, seeing Gu Qinglian's face ashen, and her voice even colder, she couldn't help feeling sad, she replied with a trembling voice: "Xin'er is not very clear, but the young master ordered me to do all of this."

Shen Congjia and Gu Qinglian sneered in their hearts.What do you want?

Everyone thinks it's me, Gu Qinglian betrayed you!But, in fact, who has lost whom, don't you really know?Even if I really betrayed you, you actually have the heart to let me live a life that would be worse than death?
What a cruel heart!

Her heart trembled suddenly, and a crystal tear slid down from the corner of her eye.Gu Qinglian slowly closed her eyes.

Seeing her in such a situation, Fangxin felt sad for a while, and comforted her in a low voice: "Madam, the young master must have difficulties, please think about it." As she spoke, her nose felt sore, and she shed tears.

"Sorry?" Gu Qinglian opened her eyes, looked at Fangxin with indifferent eyes, and sneered.

Fangxin looked at Gu Qinglian with tears all over her face, and choked up, "Ma'am, you know, what you did today, according to the laws of the ancestors of the Shen family, cannot be forgiven lightly..."

"Isn't it just a death!" Gu Qinglian interrupted suddenly, writing lightly.

Fangxin was surprised, seeing that her expression was still calm, and hearing the meaninglessness and vicissitudes in her tone, she felt even more sad.Looking at Gu Qinglian with tears in her eyes, she saw that her flowery and jade-like face was as calm as a rock. She turned her head and saw Fang Xin's dazed look, and said lightly: "Xin'er, you don't have to be sad for me. You know, death is for me. It's not a good thing to say, at least, I can really be free."

Fangxin had never heard Gu Qinglian say such a thing, so she was stunned and stayed there.

"Okay, silly girl, go to sleep." Gu Qinglian stretched out her hand to stroke the tears on her face, her movements were gentle and gentle.

Fangxin's mind was in chaos and she couldn't say a word.She looked at Gu Qinglian blankly, her state of mind was far beyond her comprehension, she turned around slowly and walked towards the door.

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In the middle of the night, Fangxin's figure appeared at the door of Gu Qinglian's room. Seeing that the room was pitch-black, she felt uneasy and wanted to see if Gu Qinglian was okay.

"Ma'am." Fangxin's voice echoed in the long air without answering.

Perhaps she was fast asleep.

With a sound of "chi", Fangxin lit a small candle, and the faint candlelight dimly illuminated every corner of the room, including Gu Qinglian who was curled up at the foot of the bed.

Gu Qinglian extinguished the candle on purpose, and sat alone at the foot of the dark bed.Her mind is in a mess, love, suffering, betrayal, and a trace of fear of death in her heart.

"Ma'am, what's the matter with you?"

Fangxin didn't bother to light more candles, and hurried to the bedside to check if Gu Qinglian was doing well.It was really the first time she saw Gu Qinglian who was so downcast and lost!

The master who used to be arrogant, high-spirited, and dismissive is now like a deflated ball, curled up in the corner, without any energy.

Suddenly, Fangxin discovered that Gu Qinglian also had times of weakness and times of fear.

"Ma'am, why don't I sleep with you tonight." Looking at Gu Qinglian who had been silent all this time, Fang Xin said worriedly.

"I'm fine, go and rest!" Gu Qinglian said softly.

Although her tone was light, the firmness between the lines could not be refuted.

"The servant girl will wait for you to sleep first!"

Gu Qinglian did not refuse, she knew that only when she lay down, Fangxin would rest at ease.

Fangxin waited for her to lie down skillfully and attentively, and covered her with a brocade quilt.After blowing out the candles, she breathed a sigh of relief and walked out. Gu Qinglian was not in a good mood. It seemed that she would suffer from insomnia again tonight.

Just at the moment when the candle was extinguished, darkness shrouded her eyes again. She stubbornly opened her eyes, trying to see something clearly, but she couldn't see anything clearly.She lay quietly, her body slumped on the bed as if she had no strength, but the pictures of the past flashed uncontrollably in her mind, and she couldn't stop it.Gu Qinglian only felt that her body and soul were almost separated.

Listening to the north wind blowing all night, Gu Qinglian tossed and turned on the bed, and did not fall asleep until four o'clock.

"Ma'am...wake up"

Gu Qinglian struggled to lift her heavy eyelids, narrowed her eyes, and saw Fangxin's eager face.

"Ma'am, it's getting late, and this servant has prepared breakfast, please get up quickly and use it."

"Hmm..." Gu Qinglian propped up her tired body lazily, raised her eyes and looked out of the window, the sky had just been brightened, and it was only five o'clock after counting the time.

Even if you want to get up early, you don't get up so early, Fangxin, what kind of moth are you doing.

She had only slept for a little over a day, when Gu Qinglian closed her eyes, her body naturally fell down again.

Fangxin was in a hurry this time, and she pulled her up regardless. Although she was prepared, she was not going to use it unless it was absolutely necessary.

A burst of bone-chilling cold hit her face, and Gu Qinglian's mind immediately regained consciousness.She rolled over with a grunt, so fast that she almost hit Fang Xin's head.

"Xin'er, what are you doing?" Gu Qinglian was annoyed, and angrily reprimanded, the coldness on her face was still there.

Fangxin's body trembled slightly, and the wet towel in her hand was still dripping water. Although she expected that she would get angry, she was still startled.

Fangxin bit her lips, her face turned pale, and said in a low voice: "Madam, the young master ordered that I will send you back to the hut before dawn." She paused, and said aggrievedly: "My servant is afraid that you will not be there for another day." I want to eat something, so I want to wake you up earlier to eat something, so as not to starve..."

Gu Qinglian was taken aback when she heard this, she never imagined that in such a bleak situation, there was still someone who cared about her.Seeing Fangxin's red eyes, Gu Qinglian's heart immediately ached. She took Fangxin's hand and said in a low voice: "Xin'er, I blamed you. Everything is my fault!" As he spoke, he also shed tears.

Fangxin saw the always strong Gu Qinglian shed tears, her tone was full of apology and remorse, as well as self-blame, her heart was even more sour, "Ma'am, don't say that."

She raised her head to look at the sky, wiped away her tears and said: "It's getting late, servant girl will help you to wash up and eat.

As soon as the sky became clear, Gu Qinglian returned to the hut, Fang Xin quickly locked the lock and left in a hurry.

What was going to happen outside, she didn't know.What will happen to her future fate, she doesn't even know.A gust of cold wind blew in through the gap in the door, causing her to shiver uncontrollably, feeling the coldness in her heart.

Outside the gray door, the sun slowly rose, without a trace of warm sunlight passing through the mist, shooting in through the gaps, and sprinkled on Gu Qinglian's body curled up at the door, but she couldn't feel any warmth.

Although the light is confused and has no power, she breaks through the darkness of the cold night and brings dawn; although it is cold and has no warmth, she can breed a piece of life after all.

After all, a new day has arrived.

(End of this chapter)