Love is as deep as fire: Huo Shao has fewer routines

Chapter 237

Lin Zhixia didn't know how to talk to Lu Qingqing. She could still control her emotions when she talked to anyone about these things, but Lu Qingqing was different to her.

"I don't know where to start. In short, if I don't leave, I will definitely go crazy. The things I believed in, those people, all changed in an instant... Do you know the despair? At that time, it was completely Despair!" For the first time, Lin Zhixia uttered the feelings in her heart at that time to a person so thoroughly.

"Is it because of losing that child?" Lu Qingqing couldn't think of any other reasons, as far as she knew, that was all.

Lin Zhixia shook her head helplessly, with tears in her eyes: "Although I am not such a strong person, I am not so fragile."

"Zhixia, no matter what happens, you should tell me!" Lu Qingqing felt that she didn't know Lin Zhixia that well, and this stuffy gourd was really annoying.

"Well... I know, but back then I wanted to escape, and I didn't think about it that much!" At that time, she was in a mess, her mind was in a mess, her thoughts were in a mess, everything was in a mess, and she couldn't find it any export.

"Hey... I don't blame you anymore, just tell me what's going on! Do you know? It's been so long, what I hate the most is that I couldn't be by your side at that time..." Lu Qingqing said in a tone Softened, she came to see Lin Zhixia to hug her, not to criticize her.

Lin Zhixia wiped away her tears, and then said: "Wu Jiani is pregnant with Huo Yichen's child. They were indeed together that night when she lost her watch. As for my child, it was Wu Jiani who drugged me and caused me to have a miscarriage. He lied to me I've been lying to me all this time, he just wants the eldest son of the Huo family, he just wants Nian'an..."

The more Lin Zhixia talked, the more she hated her, hated Huo Yichen, and hated herself for being stupid, why didn't she make progress? After six or seven years, she still didn't make progress.

"What..." Lu Qingqing couldn't believe her ears, how could this be possible?If Wu Jiani was pregnant, and Huo Yichen was interested in Wu Jiani, how could he be so decadent after Lin Zhixia left.

"Although I'm not a very good person, I really can't bear such fooling and deception. At that time, I couldn't figure out why a person I loved so much yesterday suddenly changed? But now I understand , If you don’t love it, you don’t love it anymore, there’s no reason.”

If there is really a Doraemon time machine in this world, Lin Zhixia just wants to go back to the time when she never knew Huo Yichen, if she didn't meet or fall in love, she wouldn't be so hurt.

"Zhixia, is there some misunderstanding?" Lu Qingqing always felt that Huo Yichen was not such a person, and they had known each other for a while, so they didn't look like each other. If Wu Jiani was lying, it was more likely.

"No, Wu Jiani said that Huo Yichen would stay with Wu Jiani for those two days, but he really didn't go home. I'm a woman, so I feel it!" Lin Zhixia believed in Wu Jiani's words, but in fact it was just because Huo Yichen cared less for her during that time, which made Lin Zhixia feel that Huo Yichen no longer loved her a little bit.

Lu Qingqing was silent, she still didn't believe it, "But if that's the case, how could Huo Yichen be so sad after you left? I don't believe it, I can't believe it..."

It is true that people are cold and fireworks are easy to be cold, but it is impossible for a person to pretend so well.

"Don't mention it, how is Nian'an now?" This is what Lin Zhixia has been thinking about all the time.

Lu Qingqing also went to see Nian'an a few times, and the child became more and more silent, and she didn't know how to tell Lu Qingqing, as a mother, if she knew that her leaving caused such a great harm to her child, she didn't know what to do in her heart. How uncomfortable.

"Is he all right? There must be no accident!" Seeing Lu Qingqing's faltering, Lin Zhixia's heart suddenly became yellow. Could it be that Nian'an is sick, or is it an old injury?

"It's okay, it's okay, don't worry, even if he is not as cheerful as before, you know, he likes to pretend to be deep, kid, it will be fine after a while." Lu Qingqing saw Lin Zhixia so nervous, He hurriedly explained to her, for fear that Lin Zhixia's thinking would be wrong for a while.

Lin Zhixia felt a little sour when he heard Lu Qingqing say this, "Yeah, he doesn't like talking..."

Full of self-blame, she couldn't take Nian'an away, but she would bring Nian'an here whenever she had a chance.

"Don't think too much. If it's what Wu Jiani said, you really have no choice."

But if all this is really what Wu Jiani said, then Huo Yichen has gone too far.

How can it be possible to think too much, it is her own flesh and blood, "Poor child, it's all my fault! I shouldn't have left him alone."

"What are you going to do in the future? Nian'an can't live without you!" In Nian'an's world, no one can take Lin Zhixia's place. No matter how good he is, it's not as good as his biological mother.

"Qingqing, I want to become stronger, gain some power, and then snatch Nian'an back... With my current ability, there is no way to compete with the Huo family..." Under the current situation, the Huo family is absolutely impossible Give Nian'an to her.

It's not that Lu Qingqing doesn't believe in Lin Zhixia's ability, but she just thinks it's too hard, "Is there no other way? I always feel that Huo Yichen is not like this kind of person, or? I'll ask Zhiyuan to help ask?"

"No, I don't want to hear those words again, and I don't want to be cheated again. It's good. I've let it go. It's good!" Lin Zhixia didn't want to have any hope anymore. Once there is hope, then What was waiting for him was endless disappointment.

"But what if it's a misunderstanding?" Lu Qingqing didn't want to see Lin Zhixia regretting it in the future, so it's better to explain everything clearly.

"There is no chance, even if it is a misunderstanding, he has already married Wu Jiani, should I continue to go back and be this mistress?" In fact, Lin Zhixia's departure is an inevitable thing, she can't do it forever mistress.

Lu Qingqing finally understood what Lin Zhixia meant, she was unwilling to be a mistress forever, even if it was for her only selfishness.

As a woman, how could Lu Qingqing not understand Lin Zhixia, and as a best friend, no matter what Lin Zhixia chooses, she will support her, why is Zhixia's fate always like this, why can't God open his eyes and treat this kindly of a woman.

I have suffered so much, and now my son can't stay with me.

(End of this chapter)