Love is as deep as fire: Huo Shao has fewer routines

Chapter 322 Suicide Thoughts

Lin Zhixia was always the only one in Huo Yichen's eyes, he couldn't see those other eyes, even if he saw them, he wouldn't pay attention to them.

But Lin Zhixia is far less magnanimous than Huo Yichen. A photo of Huo Yichen hanging out with a woman on the bed completely made her give up. She is a coward and doesn't have the courage to hug others, especially those who have hurt her.

Lu Qingqing's wedding went well, and Lin Zhixia felt that the only flaw was herself.

With the Huo family in Nian'an, Lu Qingqing also has a destination for the rest of her life, and Huo Yichen doesn't have to worry about her, he has already moved on and doesn't take her seriously.

Lin Zhixia's existence is just a burden to anyone now, so there is no need to live.

But she still wants to see Nian An again, her only son, so cute and smart, he should be better off without herself.

It's just that Mrs. Huo wants to treat Nian'an more strictly. She is often the one who picks up Nian'an in person, and it becomes difficult for Lin Zhixia to see him.

"Yichen, I really miss An recently, can you let me meet him!" Lin Zhixia had no choice but to ask Huo Yichen for help.

Huo Yichen has always given Lin Zhixia whatever he wants, "Don't worry, I will definitely find a chance for you mother and son to meet each other!"

Lin Zhixia smiled lightly, her eyes darkened, she suddenly saw a fruit knife on the corner of the table from the corner of her eye, and suddenly thought of what it would feel like to be cut on the wrist by a knife, after the blood dries up, will all the troubles disappear? And gone.

Huo Yichen saw Lin Zhixia staring at the fruit knife in a daze, and waved his hand in front of her, "What are you doing? Want to eat fruit?"

Lin Zhixia laughed out loud, "Yes, but I'm too lazy to do it myself!"

"Then I'll peel it for you! Do you want an apple or a pear?" Huo Yichen realized that he really liked this little slacker more and more.

"Pear!" The homonym of "Lizi" is Lizi. For some reason, Lin Zhixia couldn't help liking these things. Parting and death all made her feel particularly attracted to herself.

What she really wanted was complete relief.

When Huo Yichen was not at home, Lin Zhixia stayed at the flower shop, watching the passers-by, sometimes she felt that God was so unfair, there are so many people in this world, why put all the suffering Add it all to yourself?Why is she so tired alone?

Jingwei can always see sadness in Lin Zhixia's eyes, but it's not easy for him to ask, because Lin Zhixia's emotions are too repetitive. When he is alone, he is lonely and lonely. As soon as he talks to her, he suddenly becomes sad again. very cheerful.

Sometimes Jingwei can't figure out who is Lin Zhixia. Lu Qingqing is on her honeymoon, and there is no one here to talk to Lin Zhixia. As a man, it is difficult for him to read girls' minds.

Lin Zhixia didn't go to the flower shop for a day, and went to the beach alone to wander around. She thought of a good way to die, and felt that letting her body float away with the sea should be a very free way.

Wu Qing hasn't gone back to work since that incident. He stayed in Linhai City, hiding in the dark and watching Lin Zhixia quietly. Seeing Lin Zhixia alone, he really wanted to go up and talk to him.

But I was afraid of being photographed, which would bring unnecessary trouble to Lin Zhixia.

When Lin Zhixia walked there, he would definitely pass by. Lin Zhixia picked up a stone, and Wu Qing also picked it up and studied it carefully. Lin Zhixia stared blankly at the seagull, and Wu Qing would also stare at it for a while.

He felt that he and Lin Zhixia had similar backgrounds, and they were the ones who could really understand each other.

Huo Xiaodie naturally knew the news about Wu Qing in Linhai City. On the day Lin Zhixia came to the beach, Huo Xiaodie was also there, but Wu Qing followed Lin Zhixia, and Huo Xiaodie followed Wu Qing. This is the so-called "The person I love will always be someone else, and I am just a spectator!"

After returning home, Lin Zhixia lay on the bed early, she felt very tired all over her body, but when she thought that her body and soul would have a home, she felt relaxed again, but the only regret was that she still Nian An was not seen.

"Are you feeling unwell today? Why did you sleep so early?" Huo Yichen found that something was wrong with Lin Zhixia when he came back, he went to the bed and touched her forehead, but there was no fever.

Lin Zhixia closed her eyes, shook her head, and said with a hint of crying, "When will I see Nian'an, I really miss him!"

Huo Yichen heard Lin Zhixia's aggrieved voice, but his heart ached so much, he hugged Lin Zhixia, kissed her cheek, and said: "It will be soon, give me a few more days!"

Lin Zhixia rubbed against his neck, thinking that she was about to leave Nian'an, and she was a little bit reluctant, but when she thought about all kinds of things in this world, she really didn't have the courage to survive.

A few days after another, Huo Yichen's promise to Lin Zhixia to let him see Nian'an was never fulfilled. It's not that Huo Yichen forgot, but that Mrs. Huo took Nian'an seriously and refused to let Lin Zhixia. See you in summer.

The old lady Huo had a way to threaten Huo Yichen with Bailing, which gave Huo Yichen a headache, so he had no choice but to take Lin Zhixia to meet him in the kindergarten secretly when Nian An was in class.

Unexpectedly, it was discovered by the people sent by Mrs. Huo.

Lin Zhixia and Nian An had not been reunited with their mother and son for half an hour, and Mrs. Huo had already found her.

The sudden appearance of Mrs. Huo caught Huo Yichen by surprise.

"Mom? Why are you here at this time?" Huo Yichen was very surprised.

"Why am I here? What are you doing here when Nian'an is in class?"

Mrs. Huo felt bored when she saw Lin Zhixia. Now she dare not go to the rich people's gatherings. Although the news about Lin Zhixia has passed for so long, the voice of discussion has never stopped!
When Lin Zhixia saw Mrs. Huo coming, she hurriedly hid Nian An behind her back. Who knew that Nian An ran to Mrs. Huo by herself, and held her hand affectionately.

He said: "Grandma! I haven't seen Mommy for a long time. Didn't you promise me that as long as I study hard, you will let me see Mommy once a month!"

The way Nian An acted like a baby with Mrs. Huo was very similar to how he was by Lin Zhixia's side before. It turns out... Even without him, Nian An would be fine!
"Oh, this is when you are in class! I'm afraid that she will delay your study!" Mrs. Huo pointed at the tip of Nian'an's nose, which made Nian'an giggle.

"Then I'll go back to class!" Nian An said as he was about to go back to kindergarten.

When passing by Lin Zhixia, he secretly said something to Lin Zhixia with his lips: Mommy, I really miss you!
(End of this chapter)