Escort

Chapter 233 Give You A CD From The Past
"But, we still can't go back after all." The voice sighed softly.

The next moment, she seemed to have fallen into a bottomless cold pool, a piercing chill surged up in her heart, she stared blankly at the man in front of her, until now she realized that the man was so strange.

"Some people say that if you haven't loved someone deeply, you won't hate her seriously." The scholar smiled, "It doesn't make sense at all, because I found that I can't even hate you." Now, do you know, every morning I open my eyes for the past six years, I have to re-accept the reality that you have left me, sometimes I feel sad and want to die immediately, but I heard that there is a seat in the underworld Naihe bridge, everyone who gets on that bridge has to drink a bowl of Mengpo soup, forget all the past, I am afraid that I will lose even the memories about you, this thing itself is more terrible than death."

"Longevity..." She choked up, only to realize that several white hairs had grown on his temples since some time ago.

"Yes, I think I have reasons to hate you. I gave you everything I have, but you still choose to leave me, throw yourself into that person's arms without hesitation, and look at my beloved You will never understand this kind of pain, but Axia, why can't I hate you with peace of mind?" The smile on Changsheng's face is so sad, " I gave you everything, but what I have is so little, even if I try my best, I can't make you happy...Compared with you, I actually hate myself more."

The candlelight is flickering, and the figure of the scholar on the window paper looks very lonely.

"I hate myself for being weak and powerless. I lost you and I couldn't do anything but cry a lot. Later, I stayed in Yulin for a while and drank all the wine shops on the street. From morning till night, I get drunk every day, and the most ironic thing is that you left me the money I used to buy drunk. Do you still remember what you said at that time, you said that you want me to live alone in the future, ha ha ...But from the moment you left me, I was already reduced to a walking dead, how can I live a good life?"

"...Until one day, I spent all the money you gave me, and I finally decided to leave here. Before I left, I went to the gate of the General's Mansion for the last time, looked at the vermilion lacquered gate, and listened to the rumors going on inside. The laughter and laughter that came, I know these are things I can’t give you in my life, I guess, this is probably the end of the story.”

"In the end I went back to Yu Lin alone, back to that empty room, why didn't I find it so simple before? By the way, because you were still there at that time, some people always have one way or another The magical power of this book seems to make you forget all the unhappiness in your life. When you are with you, even the most tedious things will become vivid. Do you know that I never thought Yu Lin was a person before? A lifeless place, here is everything I like, but later I found out that the reason why I like everything here is because it is all related to you. When you left, life became calm again Stagnant water,... life is like that, I can make do with it, I found a job in a private school, I can barely make ends meet, and during the Chinese New Year, I will help others write a few Spring Festival couplets to earn a little money to subsidize the family, I try to be like Everyone else in this city spends every day in a daze, trying not to think about tomorrow, because tomorrow will be without you."

"Aunt Li next door said that I am not young anymore, and it is time to think about starting a family. She also said that there is a girl named Chun Zhi in the tailor shop who seems to like me very much. She said that child would not dislike my poor family. She also said She has been waiting for me for several years, and she is willing to wait longer... You see, in love, each of us will become blind and willingly become a fool. I have been to that tailor shop several times, but I can't remember it at all. She looked like that little girl, but I didn't refuse this time, not because I was lonely, but because I only had an empty body left, but if this body can bring some warmth to others, I think This is also a good thing..."

"But I didn't expect that at this moment, I would accidentally receive that letter from you." Changsheng shook his head, "Since you were young, you have always been so willful. Before when we had nothing, you always said that one day We will have a lot of money, so that all those who laughed at us will shut up, but then you really did it, and now those people dare not speak loudly in front of you, you are Yan Xiaozheng's favorite woman, isn't that right? Is it good so why are you coming back? Have you thought about how other people feel? Have I thought about how I feel? It's taken me so long to get used to life without you, it's just Jane After a simple letter, my life was destroyed by you again. Even if I don't care, how do you tell me to face Huazhi... You are no longer a child, why do you still don't understand, Not everything in this world goes your way, and you can’t get what you want every time.”

Tears flowed down her cheeks, Xia Tian cried so fiercely, until this moment she knew that she had lost him forever, their love had been buried by her own hands as early as six years ago, she was singing and dancing Shengping missed that dilapidated little thatched hut and the temperature between that person's fingers, and she suddenly remembered a sentence that the otaku once said, maybe each of us is the same, we will not know how to cherish until we lose it.

Unfortunately, love is not a multiple-choice question that can be altered at will.

Changsheng stood there, looking at her coldly until she shed her last tear, opened her red and swollen eyes and asked him hoarsely, "Since you don't love me anymore, why did you help me escape?" ?”

The scholar was silent for a moment, and said, "As I said, I never hated you, but you ruined my life after all..." He paused, "So, I want to ruin your life too , it's a fair thing, isn't it?"

Xia Tian felt a trace of fear from his calm tone, "What do you want to do?"

"As far as I know, many big shots in Liangzhou secretly covet your beauty, but no one really dares to touch you, because you are Yan Xiaozuo's woman. From a certain point of view, these big shots are even more courageous than you. Not as big as us small people, um, of course your identity is not a small problem, I am afraid no one in Liangzhou would dare not give Yan Xiaozuo face, but what if everyone doesn't know who you are?"

The fear in Xia Tian's heart became more and more intense, she opened her mouth to call for help, but found that her hands and feet went limp, and she collapsed on the bed, and what was even more frightening was that she was clearly conscious, but she didn't even have the strength to speak.

Changsheng sighed, "Don't waste your efforts, did you see that candle on the table, it has a name called Zui Qingcheng, besides, it's useless even if you shout it, this Zui Qingcheng is the owner of this inn Provided, hehe, you can probably guess what this place is." He then added, "But don't worry, Axia, we were in love once after all, and I won't just let others ruin it. your."

He smiled, and there was no trace of warmth in that smile, "So, I will close my eyes first."

　This chapter... is the story of Xia Tian and Chang Sheng. Chief Escort Zhang and his two little attendants will appear on the stage tomorrow, haha, and occasionally give them a day off~
　　
　
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