Crossing the Homeland

Chapter 216

Xia Junyan almost ran to the small tea room next door, but as soon as she stopped, her heart was beating like a drum, and her face was burning hot.

It doesn't make sense... She will also make colorful jokes with her familiar girlfriends, why is she so nervous after just touching her a little bit!

The key is--

She was so nervous, yet Mo Rushen was still so calm.

Cry! !
It turns out that her charm value is zero!
The pink girl's heart was broken to the ground, Xia Junyan fixed it silently, took a few deep breaths, and then walked back to the study with tea again.

"Drink some tea to soothe your throat." Xia Junyan said calmly.

Mo Rushen: "Yes."

Look, Brother Mo really still looks calm and calm... After clearing up her mood, Xia Junyan picked up her pen again and concentrated on practicing calligraphy, trying to put the previous embarrassment behind her.

Mo Rushen didn't dare to look at her anymore, his eyes were in a state of emptiness, and he was so stiff that he couldn't move.The beast that was forcibly locked in the prison kept roaring, trying to break out of the prison!

He is not too young anymore, others at his age have given birth to several babies, but he cannot have his own little family.Because of the surrounding environment and his special identity, he always deliberately keeps a distance from others.

Mo Rushen...

Keep it secret.

From the moment the name was placed on his head, it was a reminder.

The inner guards can't marry at will, so brothels and other places of fireworks have become their best way of pastime.But he has never set foot on his own, except for sneaking in to follow the mission.In the 27 years before meeting Xia Junyan, he lived like an ascetic.Even his companions in the inner guard didn't understand why he restricted himself so tightly, but he knew that there was a line in his heart.

He was already dirty enough, his hands were stained with the blood of countless people, both good and bad, and he really didn't want to go to those dirtier places.So he would rather be alone, or sit in a teahouse and watch the passers-by downstairs, and listen to the bustling sounds in the market. It seems that only in this way can he feel that he is still alone.

But now, he met Xia Junyan.This extremely lively woman, as long as he gets close to her, he feels alive, not just a walking weapon.He knew that he was getting impulsive, which would make everything very bad, but he really couldn't restrain himself.After tasting that tenderness, how can I be willing to let go.

But when Xia Junyan discovered the real him—the cruel and bloodthirsty him hiding in the dark night, would she still give him that tenderness?If she backed down, Mo Rushen felt that he might lose control and even do something that hurt her...

After all, he has never been a kind person. If he can't get it, he should just destroy it, so as not to worry about it.

"Brother Mo..." Xia Junyan wrote the last stroke, and asked cautiously, "I finished it, do you want to take a look?"

Mo Ru held hands tightly, Xia Junyan stood by the candlelight, he was just a moth to the flame, knowing that this love is so dangerous, but still unwilling to leave.Can't hurt her, can't hurt her, don't want... to hurt her.

"Very good." Mo Rushen focused his attention on the words, trying to get rid of Xia Junyan's influence as much as possible, "Practice more, the night is already late, so I won't stay any longer."

After speaking, he almost ran away.

Xia Junyan chased after a few steps, but Mo Rushen didn't stop to wait for her.There was silence all around, and the noisy cicadas seemed to be far away in the sky.The tall figure quickly disappeared into the night, and she was still standing at the door in a daze, looking foolishly bubbling.

Is this feeling the loss that others say?

(End of this chapter)