The blind concubine married the prince, don't stand in the way

Chapter 119 120: What kind of affection, Fu Yue is sick
The expression and tone of questioning were full of disappointment and unwillingness, as well as strong accusations.

Chu Yin frowned and looked at him. Through the night, he could still see the anger in his eyes.

The two of them were silent like this, he didn't speak, but he stared at his answer.

After a while, Chu Yin said lightly: "Ah Yang, Zhen'er is dead!"

Yan Bugui was a little excited, and sneered back and asked: "So what? Is she dead the reason why you feel sorry for her?"

Chu Yin pursed her lips slightly: "I'm not sorry for her!"

"you……"

Chu Yin looked at him with a determined face, and said in a firm and calm tone: "Chu Yin, I have never been sorry to Nie Lanzhen. I know this, and Zhen'er will understand it in the spirit of heaven, but you don't understand it!"

Yan Bugui was stunned for a moment, then suddenly sneered: "Heh..."

"It's because you fell in love with Fu Yue, that's why you have such self-deceiving thoughts!"

Chu Yin said lightly: "Without Fu Yue, this is also true!"

To Nie Lanzhen, he felt heartache, regret, self-blame, remorse, but these were not because he was sorry for her, he had nothing to be sorry for her, he did everything he could do for her, even if he couldn't do it now Yes, he will do it in the future, he will avenge her, he will seek justice for her, even if he sacrifices everything and even his life, he will send all those who killed her to hell to pay homage to her spirit in heaven.

And his original wife will only be her forever.

However, these are not the reasons for him to treat Fu Yue badly.

No matter what the reason for marrying her in the first place is, now that he is married, he will give her everything he can.

Yan Bugui sneered and said, "Stop using these words to prevaricate me. I told you at the beginning that you can marry Fu Yue, but you must not fall in love with her. But now? It's only been a few months In the past, you fell in love with her and left Zhen'er behind. I thought you had a deep love for Zhen'er, but I didn't expect it to be nothing more than that. You said you didn't feel sorry for Zhen'er, but Chu Yin, don't Forget, you are her fiancé, she has cared about you the most since childhood, if she knows that you have someone else in your heart, do you think she will be disappointed?"

Chu Yin didn't know how to explain some words.

When he was five years old, Aunt Qing gave birth to a little princess. She was the only girl in the Nie family for generations. There has never been a girl, and Aunt Qing gave birth to a daughter suddenly, which is naturally a great joy. Because of Nie Lanzhen's birth, the old princess who never waited to see Princess Qing changed her attitude towards this daughter-in-law instantly. She is very delicate and lovable, she doesn't look like King Qing, nor does she look like Princess Qing, only her eyebrows and eyes have a faint resemblance, but this little girl has captured everyone's love since she was born. Brothers at the turn of life and death, father, queen, mother and concubine liked this little girl very much. Uncle Qing also worried that the emperor would miss Nie Lanzhen later and assign her to the royal family, so he asked him what he meant. On the second day of Nie Lanzhen's birth, he gave her They made a marriage contract.

He knew at that time that this little girl was the one he would spend his whole life protecting, and it was his life's mission. When she grew up, they would get married.

Therefore, he treated her very well and liked her very much. At that time, his father was in his prime, and he had an elder brother above him. He didn't need to worry about the affairs of Chu Palace. At that time, he never thought that one day he would be able to support her. He started Chu Palace, so he only focused on her. Over time, protecting her became a habit, a responsibility and mission that seemed to be engraved in his bones, as if his life was only for her, and she, It is all about him, embedded in his body, integrated into his blood and bones.

What he thought, in his life, only for her is enough, he will accompany her to grow up slowly, marry her when she grows up, and then grow old with her slowly.

Her death was the first time he understood the feeling of losing all hope. At that time, too many things happened, and he was heartbroken and desperate, as if his only belief in life had collapsed. Revenge, in fact, for him, living is no different from being dead. He never thought that one day he would lose her, and he never thought about what the future without her would be like.

These years, he often thinks of her, her joys, sorrows, joys, and the little appearance that is happy and angry, lingering in his mind. When he dreams back at midnight, he will always dream of various pictures of her childhood. Compared with the regret of not being able to wait for her to grow up to marry her and be with her for the rest of her life, what is even more heartbreaking is that she left this world at that age without even leaving her body. Originally, she was loved and cared by so many people. , should be carefree all his life, but because of an unwarranted conspiracy, his life ended at the age of nine. I don’t know if he was afraid of fear or calling his name helplessly when he died. .

His feelings for her did not actually contain much love between men and women. He was only 14 years old at the time and she was nine years old. To him at that time, she was just someone he had to protect, but in fact, at that time, He hadn't thought of such a deep feeling of love, and she hadn't grown up enough to make him have feelings for her. At that time, his feelings for her were actually very pure, just because she was his The fiancee, because of the habits and beliefs engraved in her bones since she was a child, and she is also a very lovable little girl, if she grows up safely, he will naturally marry her and treat her well for the rest of his life, but the most important thing is It's not about being with her, but about guarding her. Guarding her is the belief that has been engraved in his bones since he was five years old.

So now he is slowly falling in love with Fu Yue. He can see his thoughts clearly, and he is not surprised. Because of Fu Yue's appearance, there is a ripple in his dead heart. And this thought seems to be getting stronger and stronger, but these do not conflict with his nostalgia and regrets for Nie Lanzhen. He doesn't know how to explain these, regardless of whether it is Yan Bugui, Feng Yunshu, or others. He felt that he loved Nie Lanzhen deeply, and he didn't want to deny it, and there was no need to deliberately deny it.

Originally, if she hadn't died, loving her, protecting her and pampering her was what he should do most in his life.

Now that she has been dead for nearly 13 years, he has no way to bring her back to life, nor can he make up for the peace and smoothness of his life that he owed her. There is nothing he can do for her other than nostalgia and revenge. Guardian, if there is an afterlife, then repay it.

Therefore, Chu Yin opened his mouth to Yan Bugui's sarcasm and questioning, but did not make any explanation or denial after all.

He didn't make a sound, which was tacit consent in Yan Bugui's eyes, and he suddenly said unwillingly: "Why don't you say a word? It's because I've been told that I have nothing to say, Chu Yin, why are you doing this to Zhen'er? Is your 20 years of affection for Zhen'er not as good as Fu Yue's company for a few months?"

What he couldn't accept the most was that Fu Yue still looked so much like Nie Lanzhen, who was supposed to be a substitute, but slowly took the place of the original one.

How ridiculous?

After Chu Yin was silent for a long time, he sighed faintly: "I have nothing to say about these now!"

He knew his feelings for Nie Lanzhen, but he hadn't figured out his feelings for Fu Yue, so he didn't give any explanation for this matter.

But his words made Yan Bugui confirm his opinion. He knew Chu Yin. If Chu Yin had regarded Fu Yue as Nie Lanzhen's substitute now, it would be impossible for him to be with Fu Yue every night. Sleeping in one room will not be so good to Fu Yue. If it is just a stand-in, Chu Yin will not have nothing to say.

It is only because the facts are there that there is no way to refute them that there is nothing to say.

I don't know if it was because he was too angry, Yan Bugui didn't even have the intention to continue questioning and ridiculing, and he just walked away, obviously not wanting to face Chu Yin again.

Chu Yin watched his figure disappear into the vast night inside the courtyard gate, sat quietly for a while, and ordered Chu Qing to push him back.

In the next few days, everything remained as usual. Although he was extremely dissatisfied with Chu Yin, the Fa Conference was not just for Nie Lanzhen after all, and Yan Bugui didn't do anything because of what happened that night, but the two of them never spoke again.

In this regard, Chu Yin is business as usual.

After the Fa conference, Yan Bugui seemed to be in a hurry and left within two days.

Chu Yin did not leave immediately.

Because Fu Yue is sick.

It's winter now, the weather is cold, Fu Yue is restless, walking here and there every day, she catches a cold after going back and forth, I don't know if it's because of her poor health, originally she just caught a cold , but it did not improve after drinking the medicine, but it became more and more serious. Not only was the cold invading the body, but it was also accompanied by a fever.

Master Kong is an eminent monk, and his medical skills are quite high. Fu Yue was sick, and they didn't bring a doctor with them. It happened that Master was willing to show Fu Yue, so Chu Yin gave up and sent someone to Chuyang City to find a doctor. plan.

After being empty, the master showed Fu Yue, and prescribed two prescriptions for decocting medicine. Before leaving, he asked Chu Yin for Fu Yue's horoscope on a whim.

Although Chu Yin was confused, he still gave it.

Watching Master Kongle leave, Chu Yin asked Chu Qing to push him back into the room. Seeing Fu Yue sitting sickly on the bed, looking listless, he sighed and stepped forward.

"Is it better?"

Fu Yue's whole face was wrinkled, she was not energetic, and her voice was sickly: "It's so uncomfortable, my head hurts, it seems like it's going to explode!"

Chu Yin was helpless: "Who told you not to pay attention?"

Fu Yue grumbled and curled her lips: "Then how can I be blamed? I obviously wear a lot of clothes, it is impossible to catch cold during the day, it must be at night, then this is because you didn't pay attention to me!"

Chu Yin: "..."

So, is it his fault?

Although he didn't sleep with her these nights, she would sleep through the night until morning when she clicked on the sleeping point, and it was impossible for her to push off the quilt. It didn't make sense that she would catch a cold!
Fu Yue raised her hand and touched her hot forehead, and said in a muffled voice, "I hate it to death, I don't like being sick the most!"

Chu Yin said softly: "Okay, just take care of your illness when you are cured, take your medicine obediently, and you will be fine in a few days!"

Fu Yue said aggrievedly: "How can it be so fast!"

"what?"

Fu Yue sniffed: "Every time I get sick, it takes me a while to get better, and it's probably the same this time!"

Chu Yin said angrily: "That's because you are disobedient? If you don't take good care of it, take medicine if you don't obey it, and make all kinds of noises, it's not good to be slow!"

Fu Yue was ashamed, and immediately retorted: "No way!"

Hearing her somewhat guilty rebuttal, Chu Yin didn't even bother to argue with her, and told her: "Anyway, you should recuperate in the house for a few days, and you are not allowed to go out. When you recover, we will set off to return to the cum city!"

Hearing this, Fu Yue groaned, "Ah? Are you going back?"

Chu Yin nodded: "Well, I received the news from Jicheng that the marriage between Xie Yun and Princess Ten has been finalized. It will be in the middle of next month, and there will be almost one and a half months. When you recover from illness, we will set off to go back, you I can’t help but want to play on the road, so it’s almost time for us to return to Jicheng!”

Fu Yue: "..."

It seems reasonable.

If you set off to go back, you can't be rushing all the way, just go for a walk and go back.

Fu Yue was thinking depressedly, and when she remembered something, she suddenly said excitedly: "By the way, my brother seems to be getting married next month too!"

Chu Yin raised his eyebrows.

Speaking of Fu Qinglin, Fu Yue's spirit immediately improved a bit: "Brother wrote a letter earlier, saying that the date of marriage with Sister Leshan has been set, and it will be on December [-]th, hehehe, it's November now, and it's already November. It's almost a month and a half away!"

"so?"

Fu Yue stopped talking.

He was pulling the quilt with both hands, pulling it again and again, feeling a little depressed and bored. The person who was already sick was in a bad mood and his complexion was even worse.

Seeing her like this, Chu Yin suddenly asked, "Madam want to go back?"

Fu Yue pursed her lips, drooped the corners of her mouth and said in a low voice: "Think about it, but just think about it, I can go back wherever I want!"

Not to mention that the capitals of the two countries are so far apart, just that she can't see, and Chu Yin has a disabled leg, so it must be very troublesome to go back.

However, she really wanted to go back and have a look. She missed her father, queen mother, brothers and sisters.

But... just think about it.

She is a concubine princess, and she will go back to her mother country as soon as she says she will go back.

Chu Yin suddenly fell silent.

At that moment just now, he almost blurted out: I can take you back!
But the words came to his lips, but he didn't say them, and there was only a moment of silence.

Fu Yue suddenly shook her head, wrinkled her face and said, "Oh, forget it, let's not talk about it, I can't help getting dizzy when I talk about it, I want to sleep!"

"Then sleep!"

Fu Yue nodded, and lay down slowly wrapped in a quilt, and Qing Yuan who was beside her quickly helped her to lie down when she saw this.

After lying down, Fu Yue suddenly said again: "My lord and husband, I'll be fine if I sleep for a while, you are not allowed to leave here with me!"

Chu Yin responded softly: "Okay!"

Only then did Fu Yue close her eyes and sleep with a little satisfaction.

(End of this chapter)