The blind concubine married the prince, don't stand in the way

Chapter 554 104: Deep love and obsession, the only way out (one more)
Pei Sheng scoffed lightly: "Do you think I've forgiven you when I come back?"

Yunchou was silent, because he was thinking too much.

If she had forgiven and let go so easily, she wouldn't have been able to let go of her guard for half a year because of a big change in her temperament because she wanted to marry him. Now, what he did has touched the bottom line for her, how could she forgive easily .

She was stubborn, and he had learned it.

Yunchou was silent, Pei Sheng smiled bitterly, and said without any tact: "Yunchou, to be honest, I don't want to forgive you. If possible, I would even stay away from you and never want to see you again."

His face was not good-looking, and he moved his lips to explain what it was, but he couldn't utter a single word.

Pei Sheng slightly turned his head to look at the door, turned sideways to him, and continued to say calmly: "I have lived a smooth life since I was a child, so I don't have so many twists and turns, and I can't plan and plot against others." If there is such a thing, the first time I met you, it was the only time I lied to you to go to the arrow formation. At that time, my grandmother said that I was simple-minded, and I would not marry a person who is too deep in the city. I am not an opponent. If that person treats me sincerely Of course it is good, but if it is not, I will live in the applause of others all my life, but I still have to marry you, married to a man who counted me and the Pei family in the applause from the very beginning , is really ridiculous."

As she spoke, she slowly turned her head to look at her, with a strong self-mockery in her tone.

The sarcasm in her words sounded particularly harsh to him, and he felt extremely uncomfortable, as if being pierced by a knife needle. He took a deep breath, looked firmly at Pei Sheng, and said in a sonorous tone, "Sheng Sheng, I can I promise you that from now on, I will never lie to you again, nor will I plot against you again, and the past will never happen again."

Pei Sheng was unmoved, and shook his head: "Your guarantee means nothing to me."

Yunchou's face froze, his body seemed to be frozen, and he couldn't move. After a while, he pursed his lips and looked at her firmly, his eyes were tight, and there was a look of pain in his eyes, and he didn't want to accept his fate. persistence.

Pei Sheng chuckled, but there was no smile in his eyes, and his tone was cold: "The most unbelievable thing in this world is the so-called oath and guarantee. Now that you and I have reached this point, in order to let me come back to you, you can naturally follow me." I promise that everything can be done later, the world is changing, who knows if you will forget these as jokes in the future?"

Yunchou immediately said without thinking, "I won't."

She looked at him with coldness in her eyes, and said more bluntly: "But I can't believe you anymore."

Yunchou's complexion cracked inch by inch.

"Okay, that's all I've said, it's up to you, tell me, why did you have to do this in the first place?"

For a while, Yunchou didn't know what to say, where to start.

"What? It's up to now, don't you still want to tell me the truth? "

Yunchou lowered his eyes, struggled for a while, and then said bitterly and helplessly: "If I don't do this, there will never be a relationship between me and you."

Pei Sheng was taken aback.

Yunchou looked at her calmly, and said truthfully: "No matter from which point of view, it is impossible for me and you to get together. This is the only way I can think of, and it is also my only chance. Even now you I already know it, and I don’t want to believe me anymore because of this. Maybe, I may lose you forever, but I don’t regret it. The only thing I regret is that I didn’t think carefully at the beginning, so that you almost lost your life. Get involved."

Pei Sheng was astonished and silent for a while, and then asked with some uncertainty: "Are you... so attached to me?"

Yunchou's eyes were as firm as a rock, he just looked at her like this, his eyes couldn't conceal the depth of affection, he smiled, there were too many things mixed in his smile, like a person trapped in the darkness, he could only Holding on to the glimmer of resignation and helplessness: "What do you think? I have never asked for anything in Yunchou for so many years. Only you are the desire I can't let go of in my life. Either with you or without you, I have never asked for anything. I never thought of anyone else."

If possible, he would not be willing to force her like this, trap her by her side for the rest of her life, and use her whole life to bet on her uncertain heartbeat, but he really had no choice, he couldn't accept that she might marry someone else , becoming someone else's wife, he can't imagine the hopelessness and emptiness of not having her in his life in the future. He has put her in his heart for many years, and he can't help but come back to see her every year. He has been waiting for her to grow up, even if he doesn't break his hands. , he will never let her go.

His father said that his obsession became a demon, and he never denied that in his life, he fell from the favored son of heaven to the clouds, survived nine deaths, changed his name and changed his surname to endure humiliation, and bore a blood feud, if he hadn't had this obsession and concern for her, He had already lost himself and fell into hatred, and she was his only salvation in this life.

Although Pei Sheng knew that he might have deep affection for her, he never expected to return to this state.

She was speechless: "Just because of that meeting at Longxing Temple back then? You have such affection for me?"

Yunchou shook his head: "No."

"Uh……"

He smiled slightly and looked at her softly: "That was just the beginning. You were just a little girl at that time, and I was still young, so I didn't really understand these things, but I had a deep impression on you. I come back every year and see you every time, and over time, even I don't know when I started, and I became obsessed with you."

At this point, Pei Sheng was even more surprised: "You came to see me? When? Why didn't I know?"

She has hardly been out of the mansion for so many years, if he really visited her, wouldn't that mean he has gone into the mansion?If so, how could no one find out that the Pei family is heavily guarded?
"Well, every year, I go secretly, the time is not fixed, I will go when I come back, of course you don't know." After a pause, it seemed to see her thoughts, and explained: "Although the Pei family guards Strict, but my skill is not bad, it is not impossible to go in quietly."

Pei Sheng nodded, and didn't question it anymore, it's just...

Thinking of something, she couldn't help but step back a little, and looked at him strangely: "Then you went to see me... what did you see?"

Yunchou: "..."

"Don't tell me that I take a shower, go to bed or change clothes..."

Yunchou: "!"

His face froze slightly, and then he held his forehead and smiled wryly: "Shengsheng, you are treating me as a disciple."

"Then tell me, what did you see?"

He sighed: "It's all when you stayed in Qianji Building or in the martial arts field, what did you say I saw?"

Naturally, I saw her studying various organ formations or learning horseback riding and archery.

Pei Sheng snorted coldly: "That's what you said, but you know exactly what you saw. What's more, if you spy on a girl year after year, what is it? A gentleman?"

Yunchou was speechless to refute for a while, well, he can be regarded as a disciple.

Pei Sheng suppressed the casualness and annoyance just now, sullenly, pursed her lips and said: "Even so, if you want to be with me, you can think of other ways, why use such a method? It forced the Pei family to have nowhere to go, forced the I was looking for death and life, have you ever thought about what would happen if I died at that time?"

He lowered his eyes and said frankly with a remorseful expression: "I didn't expect to come to this point."

The development of the situation at that time was beyond his expectation.

She didn't expect him to be seriously injured so far, so later, she committed suicide by bumping into a post, which was beyond his expectation. After learning about her suicide, he also regretted it, but what he regretted was not trying to marry her. In fact, he himself didn't know what he was regretting, it was just that he regretted it.

Perhaps, it was just a regret that he didn't think carefully and forced her too hard, which almost killed her and made her temperament change drastically.

Pei Sheng thought for a while, and knew that Yunchou didn't expect her to commit suicide at the beginning, maybe he didn't expect her to let him go into the arrow formation so cruelly, he was injured and his life was hanging by a thread, so she was killed by her father. Only when he was questioned, he ran into the pillar excitedly, and almost lost his life.

For this, he cannot be blamed entirely.

Pei Sheng calmed down a bit, and said lightly: "Forget it, it's meaningless to say these things now, these things are all over, and I'm not here to settle old scores with you when I come back today."

"Then you want to..."

Pei Sheng took a deep breath, then pursed her lips and said with a sullen face: "Tell me clearly first, is there anything else I don't know about you? I don't want to have similar situations in the future."

Yunchou was silent for a while.

Pei Sheng frowned and squinted: "What? You still don't want to say?"

Yunchou lowered his eyes and pondered for a long time, then said in a low voice: "Apart from the previous ones, there are indeed some things you don't know, but... I can't tell you yet."

He looked up at her, his eyes were uneasy, but he was also firm, afraid that she might misunderstand, but he really couldn't tell her.

"It's about me?"

Yunchou considered it for a while, and said pertinently: "There is a little bit, and it can be said that there is no."

Pei Sheng was very puzzled: "What are you talking about?"

Yunchou's eyes were deep and dark, he thought for a moment, and said in a low voice: "It has nothing to do with you, so you can treat it as if it has nothing to do with you. Anyway, these things will not be between us, but this matter is a big one, you know The fewer people there are, the better, otherwise it will be a catastrophe for the Yun family, so it's better if you don't know."

Pei Sheng sighed: "So serious?"

It was so serious that it would bring disaster to the Yun family?
"Ah."

"Then will you tell me later?"

He nodded: "I will tell you when the time comes."

There are some things that he never thought of hiding from her for the rest of his life, but now is not the time.

He couldn't let the Yun family get into any trouble because of him, at least for now, he couldn't take any risks.

He said so. Although Pei Sheng was puzzled, he didn't force him to ask. He nodded and said in a general manner: "Okay, since this is a big matter, you don't have to tell me. You can talk about it later if you want."

Yunchou breathed a sigh of relief.

Pei Sheng immediately became serious, looking at him seriously and seriously: "Now, there are some things I should tell you clearly."

Yunchou raised his heart, ready to fight: "Say it."

(End of this chapter)