Under One: The Dragon's Wife

Chapter 226 It will be better

My mind is in a mess right now. I thought that someone was planning to frame me, but the person who came to tell us was Qu Wanyun, and the way and time of Changchong's mother's death pointed directly at me. I couldn't refute it at all.

"I'll let you go!"

How long has the worm been so cruel to me?No matter how much he stood on my side before, his mother still holds a high status in his heart. After all, he is his own mother. I just got spoiled for a while, so I think that I am more important than his mother in his heart, which is too naive.

I turned around and left in anger, and left the Qu's house without looking back. My mind was blank, tears were rolling down my cheeks, and my vision was blurred.

I felt that I couldn't get out of Changbai Mountain. My whole body seemed to be exhausted. I called Nalan Chun and took me back. Nalan Chun didn't ask me anything when I got home. I was alone Crying, I don't know why things turned out like this.

At night, Nalan Chun couldn't hold back anymore: "What happened? Why are you crying? Where's Qu Tianfeng?"

I told Nalan Chun the whole story, and he looked stern: "The one who framed you is unlikely to be Qu Tianfeng's mother, no matter what you do, she won't put her life on the line. Yan Ruyu is the most suspected, but she is also a demon." , it is impossible to draw that kind of rune, it will only kill one thousand enemies and lose eight hundred. Of course, it is not ruled out that she will find someone else to do it, but Qu Tianfeng's mother is not a good stubble, how can ordinary people kill her? This matter It’s not easy to do... all the spearheads are pointed at you, and there is no way to clean it up.”

I know it's difficult, so I feel pale and powerless, as if the sky collapsed in an instant, Chang Chong's mother is dead, there is no proof of death, if the person who caused me insists on doing such a wave, it will kill me, It's no longer possible to show our feet and let us find out the truth.

At the end, Nalan Chun said: "You should be glad that you left the Qu family alive, and that Qu Tianfeng still has feelings for you, otherwise he wouldn't let you go. According to the current situation, you and Qu Tianfeng will never have anything to do again." It's possible, sooner or later things will break out, with so many eyes staring at him, if he is still with his mother-killing enemy, it will be unreasonable."

My hands were tightly clenched into fists, and my nails were deeply sunken into the flesh, but the pain didn't help at all, and I could still feel suffocation. I thought I could really be with Chang Chong... …

Nalan Chun forcibly opened my hands: "Don't torture yourself like this, it will get better..."

I looked at him: "I have nothing... I suddenly don't know the meaning of living..."

Yes, after being with Chang Chong, I lost all my relatives, even my children. After so much, I only have Chang Chong, but now, he has left me, and I suddenly don’t know how to live down.

If it is said to live for hatred, it is even more meaningless. I don't want to live in the shadow of hatred in the future. Feeling hopeless for the rest of my life...

Nalan Chun patted me on the back lightly: "It's better to die than to live. There are many beautiful scenery on the road of life. It's a pity to die like this. The day you want to give up is the most longed for by all the dead. Tomorrow, if you die, those who harmed you will be happy, why make them happy? I still miss the time when I was alive, and there are too many regrets that I haven’t had time to make up for..."

"Let me tell you a story. When I died, I wanted to marry a girl who had admired me for a long time, but was forced by the emperor to go to war. I was afraid of dying on the battlefield, so I didn't propose marriage. I wanted to wait for me Let’s talk about it when I come back. At that time, I was full of passion and only hoped to sprinkle it on the land. I practiced martial arts since I was a child, because my mother hoped that I could defend my family and the country. Hey, my brother only knows how to eat, drink and have fun. I fought for him on the battlefield, but he suspected me. That winter, my brother secretly ordered me to be killed outside the pass, so that I could never return home. News It was my confidant who told me that they asked me to rebel and killed the people sent by the emperor. I hesitated and didn’t want to do that. I just thought it was okay to let me die, and I wanted to die in a fair manner. It was the last scene Battle, I died, because my previous enthusiasm was extinguished by my brother's behavior, and I was completely disappointed. When I died, the dragons had no leader, and the entire army was almost wiped out..."

"After my death, the emperor built a mausoleum for me and buried me richly. He was heartbroken overtly, but the opposite was true in secret. Only after I looked down on everything did I realize how good it would be if I survived... I shouldn't give up on myself, Let the emperor wish you well, there is still the second lady in the prime minister's mansion waiting for my triumphant return. It was already spring when I heard the news of my death, and the second lady of the prime minister's mansion fell down and never got up at that time. You are in love now Die, I am the exact opposite of you."

Nalan Chun seldom even talked about the Eight Classics, and he never mentioned his story to others. I asked him: "You still have your soul after death. Why don't you go to reincarnation to find the marriage for the second life? Do you like that picture?" The second lady of the house?"

Nalan Chun thought for a while and said: "At that time... you can't be considered young if you say you are young, but I don't know what it is. The second lady of the Xiangfu is very delicate, but I am a rough man who wields knives and guns." , I have lost her for the rest of my life, and I don’t want to pester her anymore. I begged the king of hell to let her reincarnate early, and finally looked at her from a distance on the Naihe Bridge... So, I advise you, there is always a turning point in life, and death If you die, you will lose more, and death is not a relief, you will either fall into reincarnation, or wander in this world, every moment is suffering."

I said: "But like you, at least I have strength. I don't want to be an ordinary person. I can't even do anything if my child is taken away. My fate is always manipulated by others... As long as I can live with my head held high, don't say yes I'm willing to die anyway."

Nalan Chun sighed: "You envy me, and I envy you too. What people yearn for is never themselves."

I don't know if Nalan Chun's words helped, and I calmed down a little bit, but Chang Chong, I will never come here again. We are not the same kind, so if we have to be together, must we be so cruel?Is this the so-called way of heaven?After being with him, it seems that things have never been smooth.

When I'm free, I flip through the book and talk to my grandma, even if she can't respond to me.Fortunately, there is Nalan Chun at home who can talk to me. He is not a good thing, but he is not bad either.I have always wondered why Hua Jiuye betrayed me and left quietly. I was kind to him, but there are so many reasons in this world.

(End of this chapter)