Under One: The Dragon's Wife

Chapter 557 Fanwai (31)

Mu Qing nodded: "Thank you, then I'll go back first."

Yan Ruyu stopped him: "I've already explained it clearly to Wan Yun for you. In the future, you don't have to hide anything from her, just say it directly. You can discuss anything. Don't just think about it by yourself. During the two days when she is not here, you all calm down, and when she comes back, you can have a good talk."

Mu Qing responded and left. She didn't seem to be in a particularly good spirit, and she still had a vicissitudes of life.

When passing through the backyard, I met Nalan Chun and Qu Tianfeng taking Jiu'er and Tan Xiangling out to play. Seeing them, Mu Qing finally felt better: "You guys are really hardworking, you came out early in the morning to hang out."

Qu Tianfeng knew that Qu Wanyun had gone to the alchemy furnace, so he taunted Mu Qing unscrupulously: "I'm jealous that someone else is in a relationship when my woman is not here?"

Mu Qing smiled and said nothing, Nalan Chun saw the depressed mood in his eyes, and asked, "What's wrong? Mu Qing, you don't look right."

Mu Qing looked at Tan Xiangling: "I just suddenly felt that the life in Tangkou was really good in the past. If I can go back to the past, it should be very good."

Qu Tianfeng frowned at Mu Qing's remark: "Brother, your idea is a bit dangerous. My second sister bullied you? Look at your wronged little daughter-in-law."

Nalan Chun was more tactful: "Good things are for aftertaste, and you can't go back. In fact, when you think about the time before, it was indeed good. It is a good fortune to meet you."

Yes, good things are for aftertaste and cannot be kept forever.

Qu Wanyun came back from the alchemy furnace two days later with a whole body tired. Guarding the alchemy furnace was not only as simple as staring at it, but also continuously injecting sky fire into the alchemy furnace. After two days of busy work, she walked listlessly.

Knowing that she was coming back today, Mu Qing had been waiting in the room. When she opened the door and saw Mu Qing, Qu Wanyun didn't speak. She wanted to rest now, and planned to have a good talk with him after resting.

As soon as she lay down on the bed, she heard Mu Qing say, "Why don't we adopt a child?"

Qu Wanyun was stunned: "Why do you have such an idea? Let's just let it go if we can't have a baby. After giving birth like a sister-in-law, we spend all day around the baby and men. How tiring, it's good not to have a baby. You can feel free if you don't have words. Just do whatever you want. Stop repeating the question, it’s okay.”

Qu Wanyun's indifferent attitude made Mu Qing even more annoyed: "I shouldn't have compromised to marry you in the first place, anyway, we were not happy at the beginning. You can find someone who can have children with you, I'm tired. "

Tears flowed from the corners of Qu Wanyun's eyes, moistening the pillow: "Is it me that makes you feel tired? I've already said it's okay, I don't want children, I don't have children, what else can you do to be satisfied? Really like you Adopting a child like I said, doesn't that mean reminding me all the time that we can't have our own children? I said, don't discuss this issue anymore. This is not a fundamental problem. After all these years, you have never thought of I confess that's the main problem, I don't want too much estrangement between us, do you understand?!"

Qu Wanyun's voice sounded trembling when she spoke, Mu Qing could not have heard her choking, after a long silence, Mu Qing only said three words: "I'm sorry."

Qu Wanyun didn't speak, because she was too tired, she fell asleep very quickly, and even when she was sleeping, there were tears in the corners of her eyes.Mu Qing didn't leave. If he didn't stay and face him at this time, he wouldn't be a man.It is inevitable for two people to get along with some edges and corners. As long as they are smoothed out, it is not a problem.

Qu Wanyun woke up at noon the next day. When she sat up and saw Mu Qing was still there, she felt a little more at ease: "Let's go for a walk and relax with me."

Mu Qing responded, got up first and walked outside.

Qu Wanyun tidied her appearance a bit before going out. Mu Qing was waiting for her in front of the gate. It was snowing outside, but the snow was not heavy, and it fell on her skin coolly and melted quickly.

The two walked side by side for a long distance, neither of them spoke first, they were quiet and depressed.After a while, Qu Wanyun took a deep breath: "Listen to me first, I just blame you for hiding it from me, you know that I want a child, you can say it, I can understand, but I don’t like you hiding it. I also hope that if you let me find someone else to have a baby, don’t say it out of your mouth. It hurts people. It will make me feel that you never liked me, so I will say it Such bastard words. You know, I followed your advice from the very beginning, and never expected a relationship without an emotional foundation. I only stayed with you after I was sure you had me in your heart. "

Mu Qing stopped and reached out to catch a snowflake: "I just don't think I can give you what you want, so I might as well let you go and find something better."

Qu Wanyun's eyes turned red again: "For me, you are the best...so you are such a jerk for saying these words..."

To me, you are the best, this sentence made Mu Qing's heart tremble: "If I met you before I was dead, I would give you everything you want most without hesitation, but I just met you At that time, I was no longer myself. I was just a dead person who was not tolerated by the Three Realms. I didn’t even know the meaning of my existence. Without a soul, I couldn’t reincarnate. Once I closed my eyes, I disappeared forever , I have no chance to start over. I don’t want our children to be like me, abandoned by the three realms and the six realms of reincarnation at birth. If the one born is a monster who can’t control the bloodthirsty desire, it will be difficult to end up again.”

Qu Wanyun hugged him from behind: "I know the distress in your heart, let's not quarrel, okay? Compared to you, not having children is nothing important, I understand your difficulties, as long as we can be together well , that's not bad..."

Mu Qing looked at the unmelted snowflakes falling on his palm, with deep sadness in his eyes, his body was stiffer than ordinary people, and also colder, even the snowflakes would not melt in his palm... He didn't know what he did wrong , To bear all of this, you can't die peacefully, and you can't live peacefully.

The doomed war ended soon, and neither of them chose to continue the quarrel, but sharing the same bed became a taboo.Previously, Mu Qing saw that Qu Wanyun didn't understand the relationship between men and women, and she left her body before the last time for you. This is the reason why she has never been pregnant.

Under Qu Wanyun's initiative, they crossed the gap again, but at the last moment, Qu Wanyun suddenly hugged his body tightly to prevent him from leaving: "Just once, it's not that easy to conceive, I just want to be complete I have you once, don't you want to?"

(End of this chapter)