goddess queen

Chapter 186 Going to the border (4)
Yunqiao saw that Wuxue's eyes and body had changed, although he didn't become hateful, but there was also a little strangeness. I don't know if this strangeness is good or bad, but it has changed.If this continues...

"It doesn't matter if it's changed or not, as long as she doesn't blame Wuxue, wouldn't it be fine?" Feng Wuchen didn't understand why he and Fengxin continued to talk about Wuxue.

"But... Feng Wuchen, don't you know? Wuxue's mood is different from what we imagined. He never wants Yunqiao to know, even if Yunqiao won't blame him, he doesn't want to. Said, he hopes that he is free from impurities in Yunqiao's heart."

Feng Xin was very distressed. This feeling of worrying about Fenghuang Ling but not getting any benefits was very painful. Why didn't any Phoenix Ling understand her feelings?

"Did Wuxue say such things again? It's really surprising, but it has nothing to do with me, Feng Xin, don't get too involved in other Phoenix Order matters, those are other people's affairs and have nothing to do with you, if you keep participating , will only arouse their resentment, you must know that not all Phoenix Orders like you like warmth."

Fengxin likes warmth and others' dependence on her, she knows this, but she forgot that Wuxue only wants to rely on Yunqiao alone.

Nothing in this world is eternal, and there is no one who will always be willing to be controlled by anyone. Fengxin has always known this, but she still feels distressed when she sees that the Phoenix Order will suffer. It is obviously the same type as herself. But she couldn't be the same as herself. Feng Xin liked fairness, but she forgot that in this world, the existence of the Phoenix Token itself was a kind of unfairness and unreasonable.

In the end, after a long time, when she understood, she realized that she was unable to withdraw normally, and got used to taking care of Wuxue, getting used to making Wuxue happy, and finally forgot what Wuxue really wanted, maybe What he wanted was not forever, he just hoped that Yunqiao would remember him forever, Wuxue thought very simple, maybe it should be said that he was very naive, but unfortunately, these Fengxin didn't understand.

"Fengxin, in short, I hope you think about it carefully. You are not a phoenix. You don't need to worry about other phoenix orders. Whether it's Wuxue or me, Feng Wuchen, or Wufeng, we don't care about it. I need you to worry about it, you just need to do your own thing well. Don’t worry about other people’s affairs." Feng Wuchen looked at Feng Xin, and finally said what he wanted to say the most, Phoenix order is nothing at all Creatures with feelings are only loyal to their masters, this is a sad existence, but Feng Xin wants to change this, change this ridiculous thing that has lasted for thousands of years.

She is so naive, so naive that I can't look at her directly, so naive, so naive that I really want to kill her. If everything can be so simple, Wuxue doesn't need pain, and I don't need it either. He kept looking at the figure of the master.Phoenix likes human beings, and because of this, Phoenix treats herself cruelly, which is why the Order of Phoenix appeared.

The Order of the Phoenix is ​​used to do things for humans, so humans can be cruel to them, this is a fact that has long been irreversible.Glancing at Feng Xin who was sitting there blankly, Feng Wuchen finally left and did not accompany her as in the past, after all, he could not continue to talk to each other as in the past.If it continues, let alone Wuxue's problem, even if it is Feng Xin's own problem, she cannot solve it.

Feng Wuchen left, leaving so simply, but Feng Xin's mind was constantly echoing what Feng Wuchen said to her just now, yes, why do I need to take care of other people's affairs?He obviously doesn't have any qualifications, maybe Wuxue really just wants to stay by Yunqiao's side, no matter what the final outcome is, he will feel happy and he is not sure. Many times, maybe it is the same as human beings say, being alive does not mean Will be happy, many times, maybe death is also a kind of relief.A way of acknowledging one's own existence.Thinking about this, Feng Xin felt more and more confused, and finally went to find Young Master Yan in a daze.I really want to see him, and at this time of confusion, I really want to see people, probably only he can help me unravel this kind of confusion, right?Her master, the only existence in her life that she wants to give.

Today, Young Master Yan was taking medicine, because he was seriously ill again, so he couldn't see the wind.At times like this, he would always hate people coming here, so no one would come back from the yard.However, just when he was about to close his eyes and fall asleep, he heard a messy voice, which made him frown tightly, and said dissatisfiedly: "Who is it? Didn't I say it? No one is allowed to enter my The courtyard..." Young Master Yan was already stunned before he could say the words of the courtyard.The eyes were filled with fiery red.

The woman threw herself into his arms helplessly, tears wet his already thin clothes, and the woman's fiery red hair was still in front of his eyes, not counting his warm body, it made his heart tremble, This, this, this is Fengxin?
How did she come back?Why come back at this time?Why are you crying? "Feng Xin, what's the matter with you?" A series of questions finally turned into one sentence, what's the matter with you.

"Master..." Feng Xin was very aggrieved, and she called out to Young Master Yan, the so-called hundred-refined steel turned into soft fingers, probably referring to this feeling, Young Master Yan looks gentle on weekdays but treats anyone Things are very serious, but at this time, Young Master Yan looks very serious, but he has exhausted all his tenderness.Gently stroking Feng Xin's hair, Young Master Yan comforted her, she didn't need to say what it was, she would probably guess it.

He knows everything about her, and he analyzes it very carefully, so he will always be the one who understands her best.

"Feng Xin, don't think about it. There is nothing wrong with what you do, it's just that the way is wrong. Sometimes, you have to learn to give others space. Not everyone will be like Feng Xin, not everyone will have this kind of mood. If If you are sad, just cry here, and go out to play after crying enough, I will always protect you, even if this body can no longer do anything for you."

Young Master Yan was very gentle, so gentle that Feng Xin was relieved and finally decided not to leave. This night, Feng Xin and Young Master Yan embraced each other and fell asleep as before, without evil thoughts, without any longing, only the warmth of each other.From the very beginning, what Young Master Yan wanted was nothing more than that, he just hoped that she would stay by his side, any way would be fine.

This woman is too beautiful, so beautiful that he can't let go, but he can't do anything to her.In the end, they can only guard and pamper them, until the moment of their own death.

As for Feng Xin, she likes Young Master Yan's gentleness and his understanding of herself, and gradually wants to stay by his side, hoping to accompany him unanimously, and hoping that his pain will be reduced. Is there anything more important than Young Master Yan?That's almost impossible.

(End of this chapter)