goddess queen

Chapter 190 The Identity of the General (3)
When she was quiet, Zenyue was very beautiful, so beautiful that she was not human. Looking at the man's appearance, Shangguan Yueluo thought it was amazing, and it was hard to believe that he would like her. In fact, he could find a better woman.Maybe, that woman can make him happier.only myself……

It can only bring him pain.

Chanyue was very scared. There were only two things he was most afraid of in this world. One was losing Shangguan Yueluo, and the other was that woman.

In the darkness, the man dreamed of his past self. He was just a child back then, and his family was a big family with many people, and they treated him very well, but until one night, a woman suddenly came to his house, Father and mother didn't seem to welcome her very much, but she still stayed. In the end, father and her got married, and they got married at night when mother was crying.It was also on this night that I witnessed an unforgettable scene with my own eyes. On the day of marriage, the woman killed all her family members, and in front of her ground, chopped her family members into meat paste, destroyed the corpses and wiped out the traces, and finally watched Him, say to him: Hate me?It's right to hate me, I hate you so much too.

At that time, these words became a nightmare for his whole life. It was blood red and full of bloody smell. In the end, he looked at the puddles of unspeakable things on the ground that had long since lost the appearance of his relatives, and passed out.

He once thought about killing her, so he worshiped under his master and learned all kinds of poisonous and medical skills. It wasn't until Bei Chenye found him and asked him to treat his illness that he knew that the woman was a concubine in the palace. The concubine who had disappeared for a while, but was still favored after returning to the palace.After getting this news, I felt despair, but more of it was fear, as long as I mentioned this name, I would think of the tragedy of that night.

In the end, the woman died, not by herself, but at the hands of her favorite man. Later, the prince began to work hard to resurrect his mother and concubine, and he gradually forgot about that woman. Said that what you want is not revenge, but to forget those terrible pasts.I don't understand why people want revenge, people can't be resurrected after death, no matter how many things they do, it won't help, but some people don't understand this.Of course, maybe he was too cool.

She thought she could escape from that nightmare, but in the end she...

"Chenyue, wake up, if you don't wake up, I really don't care about you." Looking dissatisfied at Chanyue in her arms, Shangguan Yueluo was flustered, and he who hadn't woken up all this time seemed to make people feel distressed , but more to make her want to cry, if it is normal, he should be coaxing himself very gently, right?It should be very gentle to say love words to yourself.

Instead of the lifeless and paper-pale face like now, there is only pain.

In the dream, Chanyue kept repeating that dream until she heard Shangguan Yueluo's voice. It was Shangguan Yueluo when she was a child. When she was punished by Bei Chenye, she came to him with an innocent face. In front of him, and gave him steamed buns, that moment was the happiest moment for him, the first time someone could warm his heart.Those beautiful big eyes seem to be able to reflect his own ugliness and make him feel inferior. What's more, it is his obsession with Yue Luo. Maybe Yue Luo is the last person he wants to let go and can't let go in this life. It makes me laugh at myself They always say that Bei Chenye is persistent, but in fact the most persistent person is himself.

"Still not waking up? I really have to leave." Shangguan Yueluo looked at Chanyue, and continued to make no nutrition threats.

"Hey, I'll be back tomorrow, what do you want to eat?" The child asked him softly what he wanted to eat, and after flashing through his mind with many kinds of pastries, he finally said, "I want steamed buns."

This is an obsession, an unchanging desire. I only hope to get the warmth of this moment, not a better future. A better future needs to be managed, but I don't have that ability.

Chanyue is a pragmatic person, the scene in the dream changed again, it became that when Bei Chenye released him and betrayed the woman, it was not because he wanted to betray her, but because...he was really unworthy.

He was just a sinner brought by Bei Chenye, a patient who would be executed if his disease could not be cured.

Life at the border is not as sad as imagined, at least in Yunqiao's heart.After falling out with that general that day, she didn't have the opportunity to go to the barracks to see the army, so she could only stay in the big tent, and there were two gatekeepers at the door. If she wanted to go out, she would use that A sentence that has been prevaricating her for three days: "I'm sorry Assistant, the general said that the border is not very stable these days, Assistant please stay in the tent, and after the border is calmed down, I will ask Assistant to go to the military parade."

This sentence made her ears callous. Of course, this is not important to her. As long as she stays at the border, one day she will be able to go to the military parade, and one day she will be able to integrate with the life she wants. .This, she firmly believes.

Ever since Wuxue came to the border, she didn't seem to like life at the border. She just lay on Yunqiao's lap and slept obediently. She didn't go out once in three days. This made Yunqiao a little worried. Situations are rare.

But what Yunqiao didn't know was that Wuxue just wanted to stay in her arms for a while longer. He didn't know when he would become his past self, and he didn't know when he would lose his present self. Gentle, I don't know when it will disappear. The current mood of only wanting to be for the master, Wuxue is very worried, not because of resistance to her past self, but because she is afraid that she will hurt her beloved master.

When I was just released from the box, I thought about seeing her with my true face, but in the golden light, looking at her face, I turned into a cat for no reason. The bloody self does not want the master to feel her true self. She is very powerful, but she can hide her strength. She is also bloodthirsty, but she can restrain this bloodthirsty emotion.He wanted to be like her, at that moment.

That's why she became a cat. When she took her own blood to give to her mother, she was angry and angry, and finally chose to be calm, and appeared in front of the owner with a seemingly harmless posture. I just hope that she will not be worried or doubtful about me. All I hope is the master's gentleness towards me, so that I can be like her.

She suppressed her nature and gradually became the current Wuxue. She didn't know when it would end, but... when it ended, it meant that she couldn't stay by Master's side any longer.If it was the past self, he would probably want to snatch the master and take her away, right?I don't have anything I like, so I want to take away what I want temporarily. This feeling gradually becomes more and more obvious as I watch the owner talk and communicate with others.

(End of this chapter)