Chapter 103 I Let Go
Lin Haonan's father is a model worker in the unit. In an accident, he disabled his left leg in order to rescue equipment. Because of this, he was promoted from an ordinary worker to a cadre. He is decent, helpful, and has a good relationship with everyone , It is also well-known in the work unit, but I didn't expect that it would not be guaranteed at the end of the festival, and it was found out that a large amount of money was embezzled.

And it wasn't a one-time corruption, it was like moths slowly depleting the country's property over the years, and when it was discovered, the amount was already astonishingly large.

The leader thinks that he has done great work for the unit, and also considers that he is disabled. As long as he pays back the money, he will not be held criminally responsible.

But that sum of money has long been spent, how could the Lin family afford such a large amount in a short while?Mother cried every day, and father moaned and sighed all day long.As the only son in the family, Lin Haonan can only support this precarious home with his own shoulders.

My father is old and his legs are disabled. No matter what he says, he can't go to jail!

At that time, the only rich person he knew was Yun Shanshan. She had a crush on him and might lend him money.

With the idea of ​​giving it a try, Lin Haonan asked Yun Shanshan about borrowing money, and Yun Shanshan agreed, but there was one condition - to be her boyfriend!

Lin Haonan was caught in a dilemma. He couldn't let go of Su Siqi, and he didn't want his father to be imprisoned.He hesitated for a long time, but time waited for no one, and the deadline was approaching day by day. If he couldn't get money to make up the shortfall, his father would be sent to prison.

He was pushed into a desperate situation, suffering every moment. In the end, he still chose his father and gave up on Su Siqi.

That's all there is to it!

After hearing what he said, Su Siqi remained silent for a while.

Lin Haonan said: "I'm sorry, Siqi, I really couldn't do anything at that time. I couldn't let my father go to jail. He has bad legs and would be bullied in prison. My mother didn't cry at that time. I was very sad. Distressed, the feeling of seeing your loved ones in pain and powerless is really very, very uncomfortable and indescribable, so I can't help it. Siqi, give up on you, my heart is broken, no day is going well, I hope you hate me , forget me, start a new life, you are so beautiful, you deserve happiness. Instead of suffering with me."

Probably because the meal just now was too full, Su Siqi felt a little stuck, she stood up, paced slowly in the room, and finally walked in front of Lin Haonan, looking at him with a pair of black and white eyes, "I really hate you, I hate that you abandoned me back then, but I'm glad you abandoned me, because of this, we can talk face to face so calmly today. On the contrary, if you hadn't abandoned me, we would have reached that step sooner or later , I will not love a man who abandons his parents for his girlfriend. I didn’t have a mother since I was a child, so I know the value of family members. If it were me, I would do the same to save my father. This is human nature, so, I don't hate you for abandoning me back then, I just hate why you didn't tell me? Why didn't you let me share some pain for you, just like you can't love other women, I can't love other men anymore, you know I know, you have made me lose the ability to love."

"I'm sorry, Siqi, I'm sorry." Lin Haonan's eyes watered, he was too excited and moved, and held Su Siqi's hand tightly: "Can you give me another chance? Siqi, let us all recover The ability to love, believe me, this time, I will not let go of your hand."

Su Siqi also had tears in her eyes, and she nodded with a smile: "Hao Nan, I didn't know until today that when I really love someone, no matter how far or how decisively he goes, as long as he stands in front of you again, you will love me forever." You can't stop loving him."

Lin Haonan couldn't bear it anymore, and hugged the lost woman tightly in his arms, "Siqi, I love you, and I will never let you leave me again."

There was a sudden muffled sound outside the door, but the two people in the room were so immersed in joy that they didn't notice it at all.

The rain was still falling, and in the light of the street lamps, crystal clusters fell down, like thin and sharp ice ridges, each of which pierced Shen Mengqing's heart, only felt pain, the pain was unbearable, it turned out that thousands of arrows pierced the heart This feeling!
He has always been very confident, in their past, in Su Siqi, and in himself.He believes that one day, Su Siqi will remember everything, who is he?He is looking forward to the sweetness after a long wait, and because of all the twists and turns and sufferings, that sweetness will be more fragrant and attractive.

But he was wrong, he was wrong, he misread Su Siqi, so in her heart, he was really no match for Lin Haonan, no match...

Shen Mengqing walked alone in the rain, like a man who had lost his soul, hunched over, staggering, walking aimlessly in the heavy rain, his world fell into endless darkness, and he could no longer find the right direction ...

He seemed to be walking on a thin and sharp blade, every step was painful, and he seemed to be trapped in hell, even breathing was painful.

It's been three years, and it turned out that the person who was dreaming was always me, let's give up, as soon as he thought about it, endless despair surged in his heart, his legs went limp, and his body slowly fell to the side of the street...

Su Siqi, I said I wouldn't force you, I let you go... He stretched out his hand towards the sky, as if he wanted to grab something, but he couldn't grab anything, and hung down in vain...

Su Siqi was woken up early in the morning by her own sneezing. She knew that she might have caught a cold because of the rain yesterday. I felt like I hoped that when I woke up again, everything would be over.

The fact was just the opposite. When she woke up again, not only had she overslept, but she was also top-heavy and weak. She walked as if stepping on cotton piles. She knew she had no choice but to call the company to ask for leave.Li Yannian heard that something was wrong with her voice, and hurriedly said that she should rest at ease. Anyway, Representative Lin is not here, and there is nothing wrong with the company.

After Su Siqi asked for leave, she remembered that she had promised Lin Haonan that she would go to the hospital to see him today. Now that she looked like this, she might not be able to leave the house, so she called Lin Haonan again and told him that she would not be able to come today.

When Lin Haonan heard that her voice was low and hoarse, he became a little anxious: "Siqi, are you feeling unwell? Did you catch a cold from the rain yesterday, did you take your medicine? Do you want me to go over?"

"No," Su Siqi said weakly, "Your injury is still not healed, stay in the hospital to recuperate, it's still raining outside, don't run around, if I get better, I'll come to see you later."

"Don't come, just rest at home, do you hear me?"

Su Siqi had a severe headache and couldn't cheer up, so she said hello and hung up the phone.

She got into the quilt again, wrapped herself tightly, and wanted to break out in a sweat. When she was young, she had a cold, and her father used this method to cure her.

But the thin air conditioner didn't work at all. She felt cold and shivered all the time, and she could hear her teeth chattering in the quiet room.

But she really didn't have the energy to go to the cabinet to get the thick quilt, so she hugged the long plush doll in her arms and curled up into a ball, trying to resist the cold.

I haven't had such a bad cold for many years. It's like there are dense needles in my brain. It's really uncomfortable. I can't sleep or wake up.

When she was in college, she also had a bad cold, and all her roommates had gone to class. She was lying alone in the dormitory. When she was in a daze, someone walked in, came to her bedside lightly, and revealed She touched her forehead, leaned over and whispered in her ear: "Siqi, why didn't you tell me when you were sick?"

She opened her eyes with great effort, and looked at the man pitifully: "Meng Qing, I feel bad, I feel so bad..."

Su Siqi was shocked suddenly, why is it Shen Mengqing?It should be Lin Haonan!At that time, she didn't recognize Shen Mengqing at all, so how could she call him by his name?

Is it a dream again?No, that wasn't a dream. She remembered very clearly that she was indeed ill that time and had to take a drip for three days to get well. Every day, her classmates took turns to send her to the school infirmary for injections. She walked around the campus sickly, like the wind blowing If she blows, she will fall, and her classmates made fun of her for being the weak Lin Daiyu.That classmate... She squinted her eyes and thought for a while. It seemed that it was Qiao Yu who had left the country after graduation and had lost contact with her long ago.

She became more sober, and recalled carefully, but Shen Mengqing disappeared out of thin air.Without him, she knew that there was no him at all, it was all her imagination, probably because his appearance was too scary that day, which made her panic, so she thought of him.

Hearing a knock on the door vaguely, Su Siqi pricked up his ears and listened carefully. After confirming that it was not a hallucination, he propped himself up to open the door.

Standing outside the door was Lin Haonan. He supported her crumbling body, with a worried expression on his face: "Siqi, I'll take you to the hospital."

Su Siqi leaned against him weakly, her voice was so soft that she couldn't raise her voice: "It's okay, I'll just lie down for a while. You, why are you here?"

"I don't worry about you." Lin Haonan helped her to lie down on the bed, covered her with the quilt, touched her forehead again, and was startled: "Siqi, you have a fever and you have to go to the hospital."

Su Siqi didn't speak, but just shook her head, "I'm cold, just give me an extra quilt."

"Be obedient and go to the hospital, okay?" He bent over and stood by the bed, gently twisting a few locks of hair on her face behind her ears.

Su Siqi shrank her body, she didn't even have the strength to shake her head, she just wanted to quickly fall into that chaos again, when she woke up she had a splitting headache, it was really uncomfortable.

Seeing her like this, Lin Haonan stopped asking for her opinion, found the car keys, and hugged Su Siqi, "I'll take you to see a doctor."

Su Siqi nestled in his arms in a daze, murmured, as if she said something unconsciously, Lin Haonan froze, looked at the woman in his arms with deep eyes, paused for two seconds before walking out go.

(End of this chapter)

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