Quan Shao Chases His Wife, Secret Love in a Great Marriage

Chapter 165 Let Her Give, Let Her Beg

It is said to be decoration, but in fact it is to paint the walls, change the furniture, and reorganize it.The furniture in Su Siqi's room has been around for some years, and the layout has not changed.She plans to change to the Mediterranean style this time. She has liked that style for a long time. She went to a furniture store when she was in S City. It is really beautiful, but the price is not low. A small piece costs 1 More than 20 yuan, it is estimated that she will cost more than ten or [-] yuan in exchange for this house.She was reluctant before, but now this little money is nothing to her.

She has been busy arranging things for the past two days, throwing away the useless ones, clearing out the useful ones and putting them in the upstairs room to vacate the room.

The last drawer of the desk was locked. She remembered that there were all diaries in it. When she left home, she locked it because she was afraid that her father would peek at it.As a result, she didn't come back for a long time every time these years, and she never opened it again. Now she doesn't even remember where the key is.

Su Siqi went to the stairs and called Su Qirong: "Old man, do you know where the key to my drawer is?"

Su Qirong was arranging things in the living room, when he heard a voice answer: "It seems to be in the second drawer of your bedside table."

Su Siqi said: "Did you open that drawer and peep at my secret?"

"Who peeked at your secret? I don't care too much about it!" Su Qirong patted the dust off his hands and went to the side of the stairs to look up: "You put it there yourself, and you still doubt me if you don't remember? Besides, you Is there any secret to see?"

Su Siqi leaned on the banister of the stairs, and said with a smile: "I'll tidy up your room after I finish mine. Don't show me any secrets!"

Su Qirong raised his hand, "I'm too lazy to talk to you, I'll go get some water, do you want it?"

"No, I just drank it." Su Siqi said, "I went to work." She returned to the room and found the key from the drawer of the bedside table.

As a result, she was dumbfounded when she opened the drawer, it was full of mold!The white velvet grows everywhere, and I feel like I can't get rid of it.

She went downstairs to find a pair of canvas gloves and put them on. Su Qirong saw it and said, "Have you started to move things? Daddy will help you?"

Su Siqi sighed and said, "No, you don't usually open that drawer to let the air out, and it's all moldy! You can't do it at all."

Su Qirong looked helpless: "You are really difficult to serve. Open it, saying that I was peeping at your secret. If you didn't open it, blame me for not ventilating your drawer."

Su Siqi laughed loudly, patted him on the shoulder and went upstairs.

Although mold has grown, it is a diary after all, so I don’t feel at ease if I throw it away. I think it’s better to keep it. Take it out carefully one by one, then wipe off the mold with a damp rag, put it in a plastic basket, and prepare to take it. Go to the roof to dry in the sun. If the sun is good, it should be better after a few days of drying.

Su Siqi looked at these records of her psychological journey from elementary school to university, and was deeply moved. The first 20 years of her life were all condensed in these twelve diaries.

She remembers that the diary in elementary school was a bit gloomy, and she always felt that she was pitiful, her father was pitiful, and the home without mother was too deserted.When she was in middle school, her style of painting changed completely. She didn’t feel pitiful at all. She hated other people’s sympathy for her, because her father gave her double love. Even though she didn’t have a mother, she still lived happily. Other children She didn't lack any things, and her words were full of pride and pride for her father.At this time, she is very independent, strong, and smiles a lot, but with thorns all over her body, anyone who dares to touch her bottom line will end badly.But when I was in college, I wrote a lot about first love.

She stroked the diaries one by one, thinking that one day she would take the time to look through the old days again and look back.Of course, she didn't plan to look through the diary in college, because she didn't expect to see Lin Haonan's name again.

I took out all the diaries, but there was an iron box underneath, a pink square box, with a slanting red plum painted on it, black branches, and red flowers, which looked very charming.

She didn't remember that she still had such a box, so she was a little surprised, as if she had found some treasure, she was very happy.I couldn't wait to open it, and it was full of treasures, such as beads, bracelets, hair clips, headbands, nail polish, lipstick, pens, makeup mirrors...

Bead strings are the most, they are all red, long strings, short strings, solid colors, and those with other precious stones sandwiched, very beautiful.

She thinks it should be agate, because the color inside the artificial beads will run away after being left for a long time. She once bought a bracelet in a scenic spot, and the owner swore it was tourmaline. became a transparent color.But the color of these beads is very good, as moist as a puddle of water, even the skin glows when worn on the hands.

Su Siqi has seen a bit of the world in the past few years, and knows that agates with this kind of feel and color should not be cheap, so she is very surprised. She doesn't know how she has these things. In the past, she was so poor that she could only buy artificial beads worth a few dozen yuan. people!

The things in this box were well preserved, probably sealed, and there was no musty smell at all. She took out all the things and found a handkerchief. It was a big piece when it was opened, and it seemed to be used by men. It looks familiar to her, the large light-colored plaid, with dark patterns on the cloth, looks very high-end.

She knew that Shen Mengqing was the only one who used a handkerchief, and his handkerchief seemed to be like this!
Su Siqi sat by the bed, staring at the handkerchief in a daze.It seems that there is still a picture about the handkerchief that she didn't remember.

what is it then?What has she forgotten?

She took the handkerchief under her nose and smelled it, but there was no smell at all. As she thought, she folded all kinds of things with the handkerchief, flowers, clothes, lanterns, mice, rabbits... When the rabbit ears were turned out, She suddenly remembered a picture: heavy rain pouring down, she was sitting on the ground in a daze, her knees were bleeding, a person came out of nowhere, took out a handkerchief from her pocket, and bandaged her injured leg...

That handkerchief... was exactly the same as this one, she quickly turned on the desk lamp, held the handkerchief under the light and inspected it inch by inch, there might be some remaining stains.But no, the handkerchief was clean, without any dirty marks.

This doesn't explain any problem. Of course, no dirty marks will be left after washing it clean afterwards.

That picture also appeared in her mind before, and she always thought it was a dream, but now that this handkerchief appeared, she felt that it was not so coincidental.

After the accident, she thought a lot and felt a lot, but every time she thought about Shen Mengqing, she stopped and didn't want to think about it any more.She doesn't know why?It seems that it is a taboo that cannot be touched.Now that this mysterious handkerchief appeared, she could no longer bypass Shen Mengqing.

When she was in the detention center, she was always confused about one thing. Why was there only anger in her heart, but no sadness?The pain of breaking up with Lin Haonan for the first time is still fresh in my memory. Why did she not feel like she couldn't live after being hurt so badly by him this time?

Does she still love Lin Haonan?Why do you always avoid his intimacy, why do you always lack enthusiasm for him?Why does it feel different from before?
At first she thought it was because they had been separated for too long, the two of them had changed and needed to get in touch, but later found out that it was not the case, every time Lin Haonan wanted to kiss her, the shadow of Shen Mengqing always appeared in her mind, like a conditioned reflex Just dodged.Every time she went to see Shen Mengqing, she was so nervous that her heart was pounding, and she was always foolishly led by him in front of him. She thought she was afraid of him, but in the end it was Shen Mengqing who was furious by her.

Even if she refuses to admit it, she can't lie to herself, she likes Shen Mengqing.But she was afraid, afraid to fall in love with him from now on. He has so many women, how could he take her to heart?So she wanted to run away, and Lin Haonan was her best excuse.She successfully deceived herself, Lin Haonan, and Shen Mengqing, and finally ended up in this kind of situation.

Shen Mengqing is a noble person in her life and has helped her countless times, but she always knew that they were not suitable, so she was careful not to let herself fall in love with him, but she often walks by the river without getting her feet wet.After more than three years, she sank before she knew it.

In fact, thinking back carefully, Shen Mengqing really let her give and ask her.

Many times, she stumbled and blew her head in the real predicament. In the most helpless situation, she would always think of him, so she begged with a shy face, because she knew that he would definitely help her.If there is no way out, he can bring her back from a desperate situation.In this way, it gradually became a habit. Although he was always impatient with her and disliked her, she knew that he would help her, as long as she asked, he would help her.

He has always stood there silently, helping her to block the storms of life, and helping her to hold a clear and bright sky.

She was always acting stupid in front of him, exposing her weakest and most helpless side to him, no matter how embarrassing it was, because...he just liked her.

Once they had a quarrel, Shen Mengqing said: "Su Siqi, you are just relying on the fact that I like you!"

When she heard that sentence, her heart was stabbed, but she refused to admit it.But she knew he was right.

She has always known that he likes her, but he is not her lover, the distance between them is too far, she never dared to expect it.

This time, she knew it was very dangerous, and she might really spend the rest of her life in prison.But she refused to ask him, knowing that he was always there, as long as she turned her head, as long as she opened her mouth, he would save her from the dire straits as before, but she didn't want to do that.

She was to blame for everything, and she didn't want to let him see her embarrassment after hurting him.

In this life, she just wants to look at him from afar, to see him admired by everyone, to see him in high spirits, to see him fly higher and higher in his world... She will spend the rest of her life looking at him from afar and blessing him.

(End of this chapter)