God please lie down

Chapter 20 Fate Arrives, We Will Meet Naturally

Xiao Muchen's hand visibly paused, and he turned around after a while, "Let's see fate, if it's not yours, then don't force it."

After speaking, he didn't look at Xi Nuan again, and when she got out of the car, he kicked the accelerator and drove away.

He remembered that at that time, he was really only one step away from the stage of the finals.

But in the end, it was still a missed opportunity. There was no result, and even the breathing was wrong.

Probably from that time, the name Mu Chen became the most distant history in the KPL arena.

He never stepped on that stage again, and never thought about getting that trophy back.

It seems that I lost my dream in an instant, like a salted fish, as long as I have enough food and clothing.

When Xiao Muchen was the youngest, he once stood at the peak, like a proud king, walking with a heavy load, carrying everyone's expectations.

Finally, one day, he collapsed from exhaustion and wanted to give up, but there were still a bunch of people behind him silently waiting for his return.

He knew that it was not easy for him to take this step. When there was no one around, he used to sit quietly on that stage and feel the warmth of his blood.

But every time he wanted to start a game, the scene of his relative's death would keep showing in front of his eyes.

He has not had time to see the last side, and all this is because of the game.

If he could have received the call in time, wouldn't he have left so many regrets.

His grandma loved him the most since he was a child. Since he became a professional player, when everyone in the family did not support him, it was grandma who insisted on him fulfilling his dream.

It is even grandma who learned to watch live broadcasts on the Internet. Every time a game is played, she will watch it carefully.

Although she couldn't understand, when she heard the name Mu Chen, her eyes would narrow into a line happily.

But she left, just when she wanted to give the championship trophy to grandma.

From then on, he had a shadow in his heart. He could play games, but standing on this stage, he couldn't do it yet.

There is no way to get out of the previous pain, let alone turn grief into strength.

He chose to be an anchor because he was afraid of being alone, and he couldn't bear that kind of loneliness.

Fans who are familiar with him know that at the beginning, he would often haunt in the middle of the night, and when he couldn't sleep, he would get up and broadcast live, and he could chat with them, so he didn't have so much fear.

But later, I felt that that would delay their rest too much, because later on, some people often waited until midnight just to watch his live broadcast.

He always felt that this was not good, so he sent a notice, and he would no longer broadcast it in the middle of the night.

Even if it is insomnia until the early morning, I will solve it by myself.

Later, he went to a club and played training games with them, because he often played until the early hours of the morning, and fell asleep within a few minutes every time he lay on the bed tired.

If things go on like this, it will cause great harm to the body, just like now, the red-eyed and the rabbit.

It is because he is young that he dares to be fearless. He knows all the lessons in school, so he will naturally live according to his own wishes.

Willful and unscrupulous.

While wasting time, he was torturing himself.

Xiao Muchen hated himself. After two years, every year when the death day came, he would kneel in front of his grandma's grave for a long time.

He couldn't undo what happened back then, but at least he wanted to atone for himself.

(End of this chapter)