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Chapter 838 Occasionally think about it, I was wrong

Occasionally he would think of his past, and at that time he would feel that he was wrong.

But there is no better way to make up for it. Even if he is back now, facing his former teammates, Xiao Muchen is still a little bit unable to speak.

How to explain his mentality problem, he was not strong enough at that time.

It's impossible to be indifferent to everything that happened, but now, he finally understands that some of the past is just to let himself understand that letting go of his defenses doesn't mean everything.

At the beginning, I felt very difficult. As long as I think about it, I will find out how the problems in the middle can be solved so easily.

At the beginning, he also studied a lot of problems, but later, he put everything in the past, regarded it as a kind of past, and didn't let himself miss it.

He said in his mouth to forget, but never let go.

When I dream back in the middle of the night, I always think of those who are related to me, what should I do to let them know that at that time, even if there were many things wrong, to him, he still felt guilty. of.

It has been a long time, but Xiao Muchen believes that the matter is not over yet.

As long as he is still here, the original promise should be fulfilled.

It's a pity that things are different and people are different, and they are no longer the same people as before.

He was afraid because of his own relationship, afraid that he would not be able to wait for a better way, let alone a better ending.

Believe in yourself as always, even if it is a very small hope.

He has always known that it is not giving up, but just interpreting his life in another way.

The fear in his heart never seemed to be reduced because of this matter. He knew that when he said these words, he had already proved part of the matter.

But the result he wants is not like this, and he has been looking for it all the time.

What I'm afraid of is that I can't have both. When it's critical, these are still very easy to do.

But what Xiao Muchen is afraid of, maybe even he himself doesn't know.

After thinking for so long, there was only one sentence at the end, and no one would believe it.

What's more, it's a person like him, Xiao Muchen is such a thoughtful person, he will never allow some things to happen.

He can feel that it has never been easy to understand and can be explained clearly, but every time he thinks about it, he will always be disturbed.

It seems that he has never been able to think about this matter completely, not to mention that he has been looking for answers for this period of time. He wondered if it was because of what he had done, maybe he had never left, and it was just once.

He felt that kind of longing, which he didn't say was very serious.

No matter how much attachment there is, it will eventually become what it once was.

All along, he wanted to bury the past, but now, he just wanted to find a reason.

He has never talked about it with others, nor has he thought about it. He has always believed that it is the way of life he wants.

Now I finally feel that I have thought a lot, but the result is still completely different from what I thought at first.

I don't know if there is a problem with understanding, or what.

What I saw was never the same as what I thought in my heart.

He will also be afraid that the person he likes is by his side, afraid that she will be implicated.

　Three shifts~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)