Brothers' little milk group has become a full-scale boss

Chapter 220 Ah Zhe, let me go

Hearing the sound, Yu Meng froze, raised her eyelids, and met Su Zhe's scarlet eyes.

His eyes were deep, with a hint of sadness, which made people's hearts tremble when they saw it.

The distance between the two of them was very close, and their breaths were entwined. Yu Meng could only feel the sound of her own heartbeat, which could burst her eardrums.

After several seconds, she instinctively wanted to pull back her body, but it was too late, her head had already been tightly held by Su Zhe.

It looked like a lost person who had been looking for an exit for a long time and finally saw a glimmer of light.

Su Zhe's mouth still had a strong smell of alcohol and a faint smell of tobacco.

He rolled his Adam's apple, and said again: "Why do the people I like lie to me? They say it's for my own good, and they say they're afraid that I'll be sad, but you don't know, the feeling of being cheated is the most painful .

You pretend to have amnesia and don't want me to be close to you. You may feel that you are not worthy to stand by my side now.

Niuniu was dating my brother without telling me. She was afraid that if I found out, she would be sad and would leave home.

But, you all don't know, no matter what you become, no matter what choices you make, you are the most important person in my life, being cheated by the person you think is the most important person, that feeling is really fucking uncomfortable . "

More than ten years ago, Tang Xi walked into his life, giving him the first time to have family affection and look forward to his family.

He gave her all his love, in order to make her happy, in order to let her live a good life, he tried every means, all his efforts, because he liked her.

And Yu Meng appeared when he was most lonely and helpless, and gave him warmth and comfort. At that time, she was like another ray of light in his life. When he missed Tang Xi the most and that family the most, she gave him warmth and comfort. gave him the courage to continue living.

Su Zhe once thought he was lucky. Fate not only gave him a lovely sister, but also brought him such a good girl.

At that time, he had been subtly telling Yu Meng about Tang Xi, how sensible and cute she was, and his purpose was to plan for the future.

He thought that one day in the future, they would be a family. He hoped that Yu Meng, like himself, would like Tang Xi and give her more love and tolerance.

Sometimes, when he thinks about this, the corners of his lips will turn up unconsciously, and a sense of happiness will bloom in his heart.

However, he never expected that fate would play tricks on him again and once again take away the most important girl in his life.

In those few years, he didn't live well at all, and even suffered from mild depression due to long-term insomnia.

He missed Tang Xi and Yu Meng as well, he didn't know where they were, and he didn't know that he would never see them again in this life.

So, when he met Yu Meng again, he was always careful with her.

She said that she didn't know herself, so she would treat her as a stranger, and she said that she didn't want to have too much contact with him, so he would find a way to help her in other ways.

In short, he has been cautiously touching her all the time, because he is so afraid, afraid that if he pushes too hard a little bit, she will disappear again.

He doesn't want to live that misty life again, and doesn't want to lose the person he likes again.

All Su Zhe's grievances were hidden in his heart, and finally broke out when he learned that Tang Xi and Ye Mu were deeply in love.

He doesn't want to hide anymore, he wants to be above board.

The emotions that had been simmering for a long time finally turned into tears, which slowly flowed down the corners of his eyes.

His eyes were wronged and desolate, just like the boy on the rooftop more than ten years ago.

At that time, he looked at her helplessly and told her in a low voice that his sister was gone.

Yu Meng's heart was stabbed sharply, and tears fell on Su Zhe's body uncontrollably.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you."

Once the wound is torn open, all the pain will hit you at the same time. At this moment, Yu Meng's mind is full of the scene when the accident just happened.

She was almost raped, and was hit by a car while escaping from the clutches, and she was in a coma for more than a year.

While she was in a coma, the mother learned that her father had had an affair in China, and the children had already gone to kindergarten.

The father who held her in the palm of his hand since childhood, for the sake of his lover and son, resolutely disregarded her life and divorced her mother.

From then on, old age and death have nothing to do with each other.

When she woke up, everything changed.

She became a single parent, her right hand became disabled, and she could no longer play the cello.

All these changes made her lose the courage to live for a while. If it wasn't for her mother, or because she had been in a coma for more than a year, and her mother never gave up on herself, she might really choose to leave this world.

From the day she met Su Zhe, she felt that in her life, only the cello and Su Zhe were her favorites.

However, these two true loves disappeared overnight.

She knew that Su Zhe had been looking for her all the time. It was she who deliberately concealed her itinerary. She deliberately did not contact her former friends and deliberately did not show up where Su Zhe was.

She thought that the two of them would never meet again and never have any intersection again.

However, unexpectedly, when her mother was critically ill, when she needed help the most, Su Zhe appeared in front of her like a god.

She couldn't resist his kindness to her, and she couldn't bear his silent sacrifice for herself.

But so what?She was no longer the most proud cello girl in his heart.

She can no longer play his favorite cello piece.

She wanted to be a passer-by in his life, an insignificant passer-by.

However, it was too difficult for her.

Both of them restrained their emotions, but their hearts were turbulent.

Su Zhe stretched out his hand and wiped away the tears on the girl's face, a smile finally appeared on the corner of his lips.

"I know, I know all your thoughts, but I want to tell you that all I want is Yu Meng, the person who has accompanied me through the troughs, and the girl who has given me sunshine.

Rather than your life experience, your piano sound, or even your so-called career, do you understand? "

Yu Meng couldn't cry for a long time, she shook her head desperately, and cried: "But, I have nothing, my hand is still slightly disabled, I have no home, no father, and no one to talk to." Education, if Tang Xi didn't take pity on me, maybe I wouldn't even have a decent job.

How dare I accept you like this?

Everything you have now is the result of your hard work. I don't want to let your glorious career be covered with dust because of my existence.

Ah Zhe, let me go, stay by your side, I really can't have a clear conscience.

The people around you are so good, what face do you give me to live with them?
That car accident ruined my cello career and my beautiful life. I don't have any illusions about the future, I just want to walk with my mother. "

(End of this chapter)