just passing by you

Chapter 43 Across the Glory and Approaching You (1)

She has a great reputation in the city where I live.Not just good looks, but more importantly, a refreshing hosting style.Even the homeless beggars in the city can recognize her trademark sharp gaze.On the big screen in the city square, the column "Life Frontline" hosted by her will be played every day.This is the most popular program on the city's TV station, so her appearance rate is far greater than that of the city's top leaders.

But my attention to her is not limited to her program.Like many women who love to gossip, I want to know what the man she married is like, whether he has money, whether he can drive a luxury car, whether he will date other women behind her back, and who will tell him when he is at home? Forget it, if cooking, our hostess should be in charge of the cooking or choose the dishes, or push it all to the men.Such intimate details attract my girlfriend and I, wishing we could move to live opposite their house immediately, and listen to the clinking of pots and pans, or quarrels over trivial matters.

In our eyes, she is so unattainable that her husband also has an aura of unattainability in our imagination.Until one day, I accidentally ran into her and a man on the road, and they walked past hand in hand and intimately.Many people around me, like me, gave admiring attention to the dazzling female anchor when she passed by.More daring admirers rushed to her and asked her to sign her T-shirt as a souvenir.There were also those who took the opportunity to take her for a group photo, or forced a bouquet of roses into her hands.

For a short journey, she walked for half an hour.But her hand was always held in that man's hand, as if it was a big umbrella. If she held it, there would be no wind, rain, or scorching sun.And the unremarkable man stood there politely amidst the indifference of the female anchor fans, waiting for the crowd to disperse.

When they finally left, I heard someone say that that was her husband. I heard that he was just a small clerk in a company with a bachelor's degree and an average family background. He didn't know how to marry such a hot and beautiful woman. Even after being married for so many years, there has been no scandal!

Passers-by are surprised, of course I also have. A man who lives under the halo of a woman will have the depression of wanting to escape, let alone his wife.According to ordinary people's logical reasoning, men under such heavy pressure will either quarrel frequently with women, such as washing pots and dishes, or how much money they spend, or rumors that are true or false, or they will have a rebellious psychology. The ambiguity of other women to make up for the loss of being neglected and forgotten.

But he is willing to live under the light of this female anchor, and according to reliable sources, there has never been any noise in their home, even when the female anchor is being rumored in the streets.

I finally had the opportunity to follow a friend who is a reporter to interview this female anchor, and in order to truly and comprehensively reflect the style of the female anchor, I also interviewed the man who is closest to her.When the man heard about his intentions, he didn't show any surprise or boredom. Instead, his expression was calm and gentle, as if he had been prepared for the questions we wanted to ask.

A friend asked him, what do you think of the female anchor's remarkable achievements? Do you support her career or have you ever had conflicts and struggles?Because after all, compared to him, she is a successful woman, and he should have pressure that most men don't like.

The man smiled slightly: But I don't think she is a perfect woman in your eyes.She doesn't know how to cook, doesn't remember where the keys are, how to pick up the lights when the light cord is broken, doesn't remember the password of the passbook, she will encounter something while driving, and she can't even remember her mobile phone number clear.So you see, with me, she is just an ordinary little woman who loves to be coquettish and likes to eat fried eggplant with sauce and gnaw green radishes. She is not what you define as a successful strong woman.Her strength in career is for others to see; while her weakness in life is only understood by me, and I know the code to unlock it.

The friend still refuses to let go: But do you really not mind the coldness you received when she was surrounded by fans on the road?He laughed heartily this time: But what do these fans have to do with me?Besides, in her eyes, I am the most important person, if thousands of fans notice me, only she will forget me, this is the only time I will feel lonely.

At the end of the interview, when the female anchor mentioned the unknown man behind her, she only said a paragraph: In my heart, he will always stand in front of me, because he has not been surrounded by my halo from the very beginning. I hurt my eyes, but passed through this light and got closer to the truest me.

In fact, what the female anchor really wants to say is perhaps only one sentence, this man, through all the brilliance, is close to the most true love that has faded away from all the brilliance.

Those wild loves in poverty.

He met her in college. At that time, he had no ability to give her more than to help her fetch water, buy food and borrow books with all his strength.He came from a small county in the west, and his parents made a small living for him and his younger brother to study. It was difficult to get tuition fees on weekdays, and he basically had to work for his own living expenses, so he managed this business. If you love love, you can no longer have extra money.But he still overcomes his inferiority complex and bravely writes a love letter to her, telling her that he is in love with her, and if she can give him a chance, then he believes that he will give her a lifetime of happiness.

She is also a girl from a remote mountain village, like an orchid with a beautiful face, but grows in the wilderness where no one pays attention.It happened that he was passing by, and only then did he discover the beauty of her being so beautiful and intelligent.He really wanted her to be like other girls, to be able to eat the stir-fries in the cafeteria, drink a cup of Coke to quench her thirst, or buy exquisite bracelets from the nearby silver jewelry store, instead of carefully maintaining his lack of Money spent with dignity.

Once there was a meeting in the department, and the girls sat opposite the boys.He was very bored, so he looked at the girls opposite him one by one from left to right, and carefully commented on their clothing, expressions, appearance, and behavior in his heart.He looked over one by one, and when he saw her, he stopped suddenly.He looked at her sitting in the far right corner with the eyes of an outsider, wearing a white shirt that was washed yellow, and a fake jade bracelet with faded color; the hairpin on her hair was out of style; Although the summer of wearing skirts has passed, many girls still wear short skirts that show off their sexy legs for the sake of beauty, and they also step on high fashion boots for matching; but she, because she has no more warm skirts, wears a pair of The denim he had seen last year, and a pair of simple sneakers under his feet.

He looked at her with a pure face, but she was dressed in "shabby" clothes, and his heart ached, as if every girl who set her off was a knife, ruthlessly piercing his heart, and he , and hardly even have the strength to shout for help.

After the meeting, he took her to a high-end clothing store near the school.Like every man who has made a lot of money, he boldly told her that clothes worth less than 1000 yuan can be chosen at will.She couldn't believe her ears, and asked him suspiciously, how did she get the money?He smiled but didn't answer, just took out a card, shook it and said, I am a part-time tutor, and the parents of the children see that I am good at teaching, and they specially reward me. I promised you that if you have money, I will bring you here. Shopping mall to buy some clothes.

She really laughed happily like a child, and then pulled him up, shuttled in front of the clothes of various famous brands like a butterfly, and picked up those clothes that she dared not look at before, gesticulating in front of the mirror happily.He watched her chattering and asked him which dress looked good, and what color would make her skin whiter, and shyly said that other girls joked that she suddenly looked so stinking, what should I do?He looked at her with a slight smile, and didn't answer her words, but just stared at her with encouraging eyes, letting her know how much he liked her to be able to spend his money.

Under the persuasion of the salesperson, she finally took a fancy to a dress with numerous flowers extending all the way up the skirt. When she walked out of the fitting room, she looked like a wild blooming flower. The atmosphere swept everyone around, and even a strange customer said that this dress was tailor-made for her.

But she misread the price tag. She thought the dress was 60 yuan, but it was 600 yuan!Her face turned red immediately, she turned around and ran into the fitting room without a word, and when she closed the door, she whispered to him: After I change it, let's go and look at other clothes, I don't like this one at all .

But at the moment the door closed, he walked to the front desk, took out his card, and said, I bought that dress.The salesperson obviously saw the subtle differences between them, so he quickly swiped the card for him and filled out the invoice before she opened the door.And put an identical dress in the shopping bag.

When she came out, she saw the bag in his hand, walked over immediately, pulled it willfully, put it on the counter, then pulled him up and left.The salesperson smiled and called her: Your friend has already bought this dress for you, and we cannot refund the money after buying it here, so...

Her tears flowed out: I don't want such expensive clothes, I can't afford them, and I don't want you to save me money, and I'm not even willing to eat food.He coaxed her: "Fool, you forgot that this is an extra bonus I got. I wanted to spend all 1000 yuan to buy clothes for you. Look, there is still half of it left."

She still didn't believe him, and sat on the stool stubbornly, saying that if he didn't return it, she wouldn't leave the mall today.When he finally coaxed her in every possible way, but she didn't listen at all, he got angry, picked up the bag, turned around and left.She caught up with him when he walked out of the mall, hugged him, and cried loudly in front of many people.

She finally put on the dress that made her instantly coquettish.It was the beginning of a semester, and he never told her that the 1000 yuan in the card was all his living expenses for this semester. He would rather be down and out than let her spend the most beautiful time in her glamorous life. In the crowd, it was overshadowed by the absence of gorgeous clothes.

It was the most expensive dress he had ever bought for her when he was studying, and it was also the dress she wore for the longest time. Then one day, she stroked the faded flowers on the skirt and said to him, from now on, this dress Skirts, I will never wear them again.

It was the eve of their wedding, each of them had a stable job, he didn't have to save money on grocery shopping to buy her bright dresses, and she didn't have to wear those outdated clothes, but none of them would Forget the wild love that flourished with this dress when you were poor.

Abnormal pain.

For a while, I worked as a volunteer in the hospital, and I would often meet a woman with a big belly, accompanied by her husband, for antenatal checkups.I have never seen such a delicate mother. The doctor said that her so-called "abnormality" is not a serious problem at all. She still didn't believe it. She acted like a baby to her husband willfully, saying what if she couldn't give birth and die What to do?The husband always has to talk a lot of "nonsense" to calm her down, and he is sure that no matter what, he will let her and the child live well, and now the pain she is experiencing, he will use careful care and love , Eliminate for her one by one.

He did indeed. Every time he saw them, it was a woman who proudly moved her general steps like an old Buddha. The man carefully supported her. The expression on his face was solemn and pity. , it seems that every moment will magnify every cell that spreads through him.Before the due date, they were admitted to the hospital.Almost everyone in the hospital knew them.From time to time, the woman's crying would cause the family members of the patients next door to come to find her. The man laughed along with him, saying that his wife was suffering, and asking them to forgive him.Others had no choice but to give up, but when they walked out the door, they would still mutter: Women have given birth to children like this for thousands of years, how come to her, is it more painful than being tortured?When she was about to give birth, the surrounding wards were tortured by heart-piercing cries and couldn't sleep all night.The doctor advised the husband to leave the delivery room, but the woman grabbed her and beat and scolded him, saying that it was him who made her suffer so much.The women next to the woman came in a hurry, and after giving birth without any difficulty, they left happily.She was the only one who refused to exert force according to the doctor's method, and refused to suffer a little bit of pain. After two days of howling, she reluctantly gave birth to her son.

(End of this chapter)