Xiangmen Concubine: The Emperor's Abandoned Concubine

Chapter 756 A person's life forever (4)

I am not unfamiliar with the word "playing with fire and setting yourself on fire".But I never thought that one day this word would happen to me.I am almost indifferent when it comes to feelings.

Perhaps in the eyes of the world, I am very close, but only those who are with me know how difficult it is for me to really accept someone.

Especially, women.

As the heir of the Prince of Nanjun, since I was a child, I have never lacked women by my side, and they have always been beautiful and talented women.But facing them, I was like looking at pieces of art.

It was really just a kind of admiration, admiring their slender figure, admiring their confident look, admiring their arrogance and demeanor, but it was just an admiration.

Such appreciation, after watching for a long time, will feel boring.Especially when those beauties look at you, they are all pretentious, and that appreciation will slowly turn into disgust.

Of course, as the son of Nanjun Prince, as a gentle and elegant doctor in the eyes of the world, I will naturally not show my dislike for them.It's just an invisible alienation, and let the original paintings find opportunities to send them away one by one.

In the end, I was too lazy to deal with them.

Growing up in the Valley of the Medicine King almost from a young age, I read all kinds of medical skills, read a lot, and I almost have an indifferent attitude towards women.Dispensable, dispensable.

In addition, because I knew that they were only interested in my appearance and identity, I became more and more indifferent to them.

At that time, I never thought that I would meet a woman like Ruan Mianmian in my life.Intelligent, dexterous, indifferent, cold and gentle... She treats the people around her very well, so good that she can be indistinguishable from her maid.

She doesn't have the airs of Miss Qianjin, and she won't take advantage of the maid's slight mistake and get angry.If it's because she has never been favored, that's also wrong.

In the end, she was still the Fourth Miss of the Prime Minister's Mansion. Other favored ladies and maids could bully her, but her own maid, she couldn't have no right to scold her.

But the girls in the small courtyard, what I saw was not the master and servant and the maid, but a pair of sisters of similar age.

In this world, there is probably no woman who doesn't care about her appearance.She also cares, but no one is smarter than her, no one is more tolerant than her.He could bear it so much that he could not hesitate to destroy that astonishing face.

At that time, I hadn't seen her real face yet.But it has been determined that the face under the human skin mask is absolutely stunning, unmatched by anyone.

At that time, I was immersed in the carelessness of getting along with her, and even forgot to remind her that such a transformation of hers would naturally attract the attention of the world.Even if he is not from the world, what about that Feng Jiuyou who once married her and mercilessly mourned her?
Yes, I ignored Feng Jiuyou's attention to her.

When I suddenly woke up, I realized it was too late.Or even if I want to cover up, I can't avoid Feng Jiuyou's eyeliner.After all, a leisurely and hearty Mu Mianmian is really very different from the dull fourth lady in the prime minister's mansion.

Obviously, after leaving the Prime Minister's Mansion and Jiuyou Palace, Ruan Mianmian no longer wanted to hide her personality.She generously showed her true self to others, she just wanted to live freely and come and go freely.

She finally caught Feng Jiuyou's attention.Or, in fact, ever since she was neither humble nor overbearing in the palace, and she was alienated and asked to leave, Feng Jiuyou, who seemed evil and lazy, but actually scheming, had already looked at her with admiration.

But with that mentality, at least I still have the imperial decree.Since ancient times, the emperor promised a thousand gold.Since it was said that from now on, she can marry freely and no one can interfere, so she can't break the promise.

I thought, as long as her heart is with me, why should I be afraid or worried?

It was the queen mother's birthday, and she was invited into the palace because of her superb embroidery skills.At the dinner, the emperor really brought up the old matter again, and asked her if she would like to reconcile with Feng Jiuyou?

I wanted to laugh when I heard it. She seemed gentle, but in fact she was alienated and persistent in her heart, and it was difficult for anyone to change it.I've been by her side for so long, but I still can't gain her complete trust.

As for the emperor, a woman who was laid to rest, how could she nod and agree to reconcile in front of so many officials?

What's more, she and Feng Jiuyou separated after their wedding, and they have fought several times in a row.That time, either you die or I live.If she stayed by Feng Jiuyou's side, her current change would only reveal her identity in advance.

With Feng Jiuyou's temperament, if he knew that she was a secret voice, would he allow her to live in this world?What's more, she also used his hand to stay away from court disputes.She has always been smart to pay such a high price to get her current freedom.

There is no worry in my heart, just seeing the empress dowager's love for her, my heart can't help but soften.Over the years, the Empress Dowager seldom appeared in front of everyone, and she rarely intervened in the affairs of the harem.

If he didn't really love her, how could he be so close to her?

The emperor pressed again and again, but she never flinched. In the soft language of the classical Chinese, every word was reasonable: "Half a year ago in the court hall, the emperor promised the civilian girl one thing. The emperor promised the civilian girl, saying that the civilian girl can marry freely. Marriage, even parents, must not intervene."

She said: "His Royal Highness is of royal blood and the most beautiful man in the Fengtian Dynasty. No one would dislike him."

She said: "However, he is not the beloved in the hearts of women."

My heart beat suddenly, and I thought that if I didn't stand up at this time, I would really be sorry for myself.Having been with her in the small courtyard for so long, she never hides her thoughts.If I can't even figure out what kind of lover she has in mind, I'm really not Feng Changxi.

Looking at her kneeling in the hall with her back straight, with a smile on my lips, I walked over step by step, bent down and pulled her up: "May I have one heart and one heart, never leave each other."

Seeing the panic in her eyes, the smile on my face grew brighter.Women in this world, who doesn't want to have one heart and one heart, never leave each other?She is not greedy for power and wealth, nor for glory...

So what is desired and desired is naturally the case.

Mianmian, do you know that what I said at that time was not only your heartfelt voice, but also my promise to you.I never thought that my desire for a woman could be expressed without hesitation in such a large hall, even if she half believed my words, or didn't believe it at all.

Before entering the palace, we agreed that we should put on a good show and not let Feng Jiuyou doubt it.

She wanted to avoid my sight, she wanted to break free from my holding her hand, and she seemed to be eager to avoid the relationship with me.I smiled, who am I, Feng Changxi? How can I take back what I said?

Since I was moved by her, I naturally didn't allow her to avoid it.

I made an intimate move towards her on purpose in the hall, and out of the corner of my eye, I noticed Feng Jiuyou's eyes like a blade, and the smile on his face became more gentle.

Feng Jiuyou, I will help the emperor clear the secret door, but Ruan Mianmian, I will not let go!
I thought, when the matter of the secret door is resolved, until everything is settled, I will take her away, live the life she wants to live, ride horses and whips with her, and swim around the world...

(End of this chapter)