Xiangmen Concubine: The Emperor's Abandoned Concubine

Chapter 771 I don’t know that I am a guest in my dream, but I am greedy for joy (9)

For a moment, my heart suddenly hurt.I was thinking about what, I was just thinking about making Mianmian come back to me again.I'm just not reconciled, because Feng Jiuyou is in that position, relying on her power to occupy her.

In the beginning, Mianmian hated Feng Jiuyou, and even looked at Feng Jiuyou with indifference.He had hurt Mianmian like that, how could Mianmian be willing to marry him and be his wife.

Now that I have him in Mianmian's heart, I insist in my heart that it's all because of Feng Jiuyou's tyranny and Xiao Jiujiu's existence.The so-called long-term love, and the connection of Xiao Jiujiu's blood, how can Mianmian not be indifferent?
At this moment, ask me if I do this, will it hurt Mianmian?
How ridiculous!

With a bit of coldness on my face, I looked at Feng Jiuyou and said, "Your Majesty, if you were Chang Xi, what do you think you should do now?"

Yes, Feng Jiuyou, if you were on my side right now, would you give up this hard-won opportunity?If you say you will let go, fine, I will let you go.

But Feng Jiuyou, in all fairness, are you willing to let go?
If you are willing to let go, after you have died, you will not imprison Mian Mian by your side again regardless of the imperial decree.

Feng Jiuyou stared at me fiercely, and said coldly: "Feng Changxi, you want to destroy yourself, and I'm happy to see it succeed, but please do it cleanly, so that she won't notice it!"

"As for what you said, if I were you..." Feng Jiuyou stared at me with a bit of coldness in his brows: "Feng Changxi, do you think that I and you are three-year-old children? Such a mentally retarded problem, I will Reply?"

I raised the corners of my lips and showed a mocking smile: "You dare not answer!"

Feng Jiuyou let out a cold snort, and looked at me with a bit of anger in his eyes, but it disappeared in an instant, looking at me fixedly, as if trying to see through the thoughts in his heart.

I sneered, if Feng Jiuyou could see through what I was thinking, he would not have come to Shizi Mansion in person today.

After a long while, I finally heard Feng Jiuyou speak.

In fact, I didn't expect him to answer this question. As he said, we are not three-year-old children. The person who asked such a question is indeed mentally handicapped.

But I still asked, I just want him to think about it, if it was me, if it was me, shouldn't he let go?

The unwillingness in my heart, the dissatisfaction in my heart, the longing in my heart, the torment in my heart, I have some, I can't bear it.

I heard Feng Jiuyou say in a deep voice: "If I were you, I would have already started doing it a long time ago."

I was slightly taken aback, speechless in surprise.

Feng Jiuyou slowly raised his eyes and looked at me. His face was slightly cold, and there was a bit of vicissitudes in his eyes: "Feng Changxi, do you know that I have always been jealous of you."

"Since I met Wu Ai, because of my identity and because of Ruan Hua, I have always misunderstood her. I just wanted to vent my anger when I gave the marriage. I didn't consider a woman's feelings at all. The feelings of a concubine who is not favored at home."

"Hehe, I am a prince, how could I think about the thoughts of a little girl? What's more, at that time, besides Zixu and Liu Yan, there was no one I could trust. A woman who was sent to me by my father as a pawn, Do I need to feel pity?"

There was a mocking smile on the corner of her lips, Feng Jiuyou said slowly: "At that time, my mind was all on tracking down the secret door. I lost my hand against Qingyin several times, which made me very annoyed .”

"It's just a woman, but she escaped from my grasp again and again. And Wu Ai's transformation is so great."

Sighing Youyou, Feng Jiuyou said: "I originally thought that if she could stand my insult and survive a divorce letter and stay in Jiuyou Palace, I would protect her for the rest of her life. But she chose to escape, chose to avoid."

"When I found out that she was Qingyin, I was both angry and shocked. Mu Mianmian's indifferent elegance attracted me, and Qingyin's mysterious coldness attracted me, and these two people turned out to be the same person."

I saw the expression of joy and anger in Feng Jiuyou's eyes. He has always faced everyone lazily with evil charm, and it is rare for him to show his emotions.

"Only at that time did I know that in that marriage, she begged for perfection, and she endured humiliation, in order to leave by my hand. How can I be reconciled?"

Thinking of the lingering thoughts at that moment, I couldn't help but pause slightly.What Feng Jiuyou said was right. When Mianmian came out of Jiuyou Palace, her biggest wish was to get rid of the royal family and those intrigues.

She doesn't want to be a pawn in Ruan Hua's hands, the best way is to let Feng Jiuyou divorce her.I remember she said that she also thought about staying in the Jiuyou Palace peacefully, guarding her three acres of land, and doing what she wanted to do while Feng Jiuyou was not paying attention.

But everything was destroyed because of Feng Jiuyou's brutality, and Mianmian left with scars all over her body without nostalgia.

"I hated her at first, and hated her for using my hand to escape everything. When I wake up, how can I let her go? What's more, at that time, I already had her in my heart, but she was the person in her heart, It's you, Feng Changxi!"

A trace of jealousy rose in Feng Jiuyou's eyes, and he looked at me with a sarcasm: "Feng Changxi, you don't know how much I wanted to kill you at that moment. To the court, you said that you would like to win everyone's heart. Do you know how I feel at that time?"

"She knelt in the court hall, rejecting the words of her father and grandma with every sentence, but she spoke righteously. Do you know what I wanted at that time?"

"I want to kill you, and then tie her tightly by my side, so that she can never leave me. What attracts me is her indifference and coldness, but I also hate her indifference and coldness!"

"I hurt her time and time again, and forced her again and again, just wanting to tell her that she can only be my woman in this life, no matter in body or in heart!"

Listening to Feng Jiuyou's words, anger rose in my heart: "Forcing is not love, you don't love her at all!"

"Heh!" Feng Jiuyou sneered, and I saw that the anger in my heart was getting heavier, and I kept thinking in my heart, how could such a Feng Jiuyou deserve continuous love.

But she didn't expect Feng Jiuyou to say the next thing.

He said: "Yes, taking over is not love, but I didn't understand it at that time. I always thought that as long as it was what I liked, I would use all means to take it for myself, even if it was her, I also thought so .”

"But every time I hurt her, my heart ached again and again. Seeing her vigilance against me, the anger I had finally held back rose again."

With a mocking smile on the corner of her mouth, Feng Jiuyou looked at me unabashedly: "At that time I realized that not everything in this world is what I take for granted. But I am not reconciled, I must win her heart! "

"Appearance is inseparable. During that time, I was with her every day, and I only doted on her. I was full of her in my heart, but in her heart, there was always only you. Tell me, why don't I hate you?"

"It wasn't until later that Gu Qing'er became pregnant and she took our child away from the palace and arrived at the Valley of the Medicine King. I didn't know that she already had my place in her heart. I was blinded by jealousy in all the things. Suddenly looking back, I realized that the so-called acquisition, the so-called sincerity, in fact, I already had it."

Feng Jiuyou turned her head and looked at me, her eyes were deep and her voice was a bit sour: "Even though I don't want to admit it, I'm still jealous of you for being able to walk into her heart at that time."

After finishing speaking, Feng Jiuyou turned around and strode away from Cuiwei Garden.

(End of this chapter)