Princess Regent

Chapter 196 Death is not a pity
Mo Jinzhi broke out in a cold sweat, "Princess please punish me!"

"Get up."

"princess……"

"I know it wasn't your original intention, and I'm going to submit to your master."

The maid helped Mo Jinzhi up as she said, and stood together supporting each other, with panic in her eyes, worried that Shangguan Erlan would hurt them.No matter how close Mo Jinzhi and Shangguan Erlan were, she knew that she was beyond her control. Because of this, she kept to herself, and only wanted to live on her little bit of land.But I didn't expect that today I would offend the princess because of these things.

Seeing Mo Jinzhi's pale face, Nalan An smiled and said, "Don't worry, Aunt Mo, the princess is not mad at you."

After hearing this sentence, Mo Jinzhi felt a little relieved.

As soon as Shangguan Erlan wanted to move, a certain creature in her arms moved. She subconsciously suppressed the emotion in her heart, and subconsciously made a soothing gesture.Maybe she didn't even realize that she cared for Xiao Lezi more and more day by day, she completely regarded her as the closest person beside Xi Jinye, Nalan'an and others couldn't compare.

After thinking for a while, Shangguan Erlan's mouth twitched, as if he had thought of some bad idea.

Sure enough, she opened her mouth and said, "Mo Zinan wants to marry so much, so he will naturally want to marry when he reaches the age. Anyway, Nalan'an, go and see if there are any unmarried soldiers in the city guard guarding the gate. Since Miss Mo If you want to get married so much, why don't you just make a pair with the guards guarding the city gate!"

"Yes." Nalan An replied respectfully.

Mo Jinzhi opened his eyes in surprise, but he didn't dare to say more, how could the princess' decision be changed by her.

"How have you been these few days?" Shangguan Erlan asked.

Talking about herself, Mo Jinzhi thought of the child in her womb, knew what Shangguan Erlan liked to hear, and said with a smile: "Everything is fine, the child is very well-behaved, and it doesn't make trouble now." She was also worried about her child at the beginning I bumped into the princess, but it seems that these days, the princess is not only not unhappy about her pregnancy, but is really happy, giving herself the best in everything.It's only been three months now, and people have already prepared small clothes and other things.

Shangguan Erlan's eyes fell on Mo Jinzhi's lower abdomen, where it was slightly raised, but it was not obvious.She couldn't help thinking, if one day she also had a baby, would she also have such an unusual feeling?But this can only be thought about, not to mention that her body is difficult to conceive, Xi Jinye seems to be her nemesis, and it is even more impossible for them to have children.Even if it is possible, I don't know when and what month it will be.

In this world where the strong are respected, the more powerful a person is, the harder it is to have children.If the man is strong and the woman is weak, the weak woman cannot give birth to a strong man's offspring.If the woman is strong, the man's sperm will not be accepted by the woman, and it will be difficult to conceive.If they were equally powerful, it would be even more difficult to conceive an heir, and some strong men would not even be able to have a child of their own in their entire life.But if a child of a strong man is born into this world, it must be another powerful existence.

Shangguan Erlan and Xi Jinye are not only powerful, but may even have mutual generation and mutual restraint.She didn't dare to expect that she could conceive a life, and this life was conceived, and she couldn't believe what the child would be like.

"That's good. It's a good time for you." Shangguan Erlan said with emotion.

Mo Jinzhi raised a warm smile and said: "This is my blessing, how can I say I am suffering. How lucky I am to have a child."

"So you have to cherish it."

"I must cherish my body."

Shangguan Erlan wanted to put Xiao Lezi on the couch beside him to let him lie down and sleep, but she didn't expect that she would be unhappy when she just wanted to let go of the little thing, so she whimpered a few times, and then entangled her again.Helpless, she had no choice but to sit on the couch and let him sleep on her lap.I don't know what's wrong with this little thing, it's so lethargic today.But thinking about his young age, he couldn't help being tired, so that's all.

Let all the serving maids go out, only Shangguan Erlan, Mo Jinzhi and sleeping Xiaolezi are left in the room, there is no one else.

After lingering on Mo Jinzhi's belly for a while, Shangguan Erlan asked slowly, "This princess has never been pregnant with a child, so I don't know the feelings and hardships of having a child, but Mo Jinzhi, this princess will ask you one last time, this child , do you really want it?" She already knew from Xi Jinye that Xi Jinyao didn't intend for Mo Jinzhi to live on after giving birth.He did not express his position, holding a tacit attitude.

Mo Jinzhi was startled when he heard the words, his eyes also flashed with astonishment when he looked at Shangguan Erlan, and his face turned pale soon.In the end, she slowly touched her lower abdomen with her hand, feeling the joy of the child in her stomach.She said: "...he is in my belly, I can feel his presence, he is here."

"Even if, even if this concubine's life is gone, I also want to give birth to him." Mo Jinzhi looked up at Shangguan Erlan firmly, and told her that even if the concubine wanted to keep her son and leave her mother, she would still be willing. of.

Shangguan Erlan shook her head helplessly, and said: "Jin Zhi, we are considered close in this mansion, and to tell you the truth, all children in this manor cannot have mothers."

Mo Jinzhi was stunned again, although he had been prepared earlier, he still couldn't accept it for a while.But her heart eased a little, she thought, as long as it wasn't the princess' original intention, it would be worth it.

"Originally, the princess would not tell you these things, and I couldn't tell you. I have tried my best to fight for the regent's side, but the effect is not obvious. Let me tell you, I want you to be mentally prepared." Shangguan Er Lan also had some sympathy for this woman, otherwise she wouldn't have said these things to Xi Jinye.But that's it, at least let her do something for her child before she leaves. "If you stop paying attention now and don't want this child, you will live a good life, and the position of concubine is also yours." This can be regarded as compensation in another sense.

With tears in his eyes, Mo Jinzhi got up and knelt down on the ground, bowed down to Shangguan Erlan, and said, "Thank you, Princess, for your kindness, and thank you for your pity for me. But, this concubine... I want to give birth to this Child, no matter how much I pay, I still want to keep him and give him a chance to live in this world. I am humble, and death is not a pity. There is an identity that others dare not despise. I just want to beg the princess, and after my death, I beg the princess to take more photos of the child so that he will be less bullied, so that I will... die without regret!" Said the back , Mo Jinzhi couldn't help crying, thinking that her child had no biological mother, and thinking that she would not be able to watch her child grow up, her heart felt an uncontrollable pain!
Moreover, the concubine is so good to Xiao Lezi who is not her own, and she will not be too bad for her own children. For the sake of serving her in the past, I believe her children will not be too miserable in this world.At least she won't be humiliated like she is!

Shangguan Erlan sighed, "I didn't want to tell you, but I also thought that if you gave birth to a child and left without even seeing him, I couldn't bear to do anything for him, so I told you Don't be too pessimistic, there are still seven months before your birth, and within these seven months, I will say more for you." As she spoke, she looked at Xiao Lezi in her arms, her eyes flickered, and said : "Xiao Lezi's mother was executed after he was born." When she said this, she had blocked Xiao Lezi's ears with evil spirit, preventing this kid from waking up and pretending to be asleep to hear something.

Mo Jinzhi's eyes widened in shock.

Shangguan Erlan said again: "Because he is a boy and the eldest son, he cannot have his biological mother around him to hold him back."

Mo Jinzhi understood that Xiao Shizi's biological mother was because he was a boy and the eldest son, and the regent was planning to let him inherit the mantle at that time, so Xiao Lezi's biological mother could not live!
"So, if your baby is a girl, this princess is willing to fight for you. Daughters are not like sons, they will be married off in the future, and no matter how big they are, they will not be like boys. Jin Zhi, if you give birth A son, this princess does not dare to protect you, you know? A boy with a mother, his heart will also lean on his biological mother. This is human nature, and it is inseparable by blood. And, the second son is regent The king will not let this concubine stay by his side. His position has already been determined since he was born. Xiao Lezi is the eldest son, and the regent will never let any child take away the position of the eldest son that belongs to Xiao Lezi. You, too To recognize this."

Shangguan Erlan's words were very cruel, as if Mo Jinzhi had no choice but to give birth to a daughter.But it's right to think about it, even if Shangguan Erlan finds a way to hold her, Mo Jinzhi's life, if she gives birth to a son, it will definitely be impossible for her to raise him, and it is impossible to put him on Shangguan Erlan's side again.She can imagine where to hand it over.

Many things in this world are inherently unfair, and a "status" can determine a person's life.

"...Yes." Mo Jinzhi thoroughly understood the horror of living in the palace. What was terrible was not the fight between women, but the birth of the children.It is very sad that one is doomed to follow a path after birth, and one is even guided to go that path.

But there are no absolutes in the world, and there is not only one side to everything.If Mo Jinzhi gave birth to a boy, he might not be able to inherit the palace, but besides that, he would get a lot, such as honor, status, and power.These, the palace will have prepared for him long ago, and his future life will not be dark.

"Do you have any complaints?"

Mo Jinzhi shook his head, "No. I don't blame the princess, let alone the regent. The child of the regent should not be dragged down because of his biological mother. I understand. I just feel sad and sad, and I can't watch the child grow up and feel heartbroken. .”

"To tell you today is to let you prepare for the worst."

"Yes! The concubine will not disappoint the princess."

Shangguan Erlan nodded, this Mo Jinzhi is still a sensible person.If she really chooses not to have this child, Xi Jinyao will let her go, but Shangguan Erlan will definitely let her go.

(End of this chapter)