I am stable

Chapter 78 Recalling the Past

Gu Qingwan did not make any comments on this. This is the characteristic of this era, and it is also a typical label of this particular era. When introducing the Republic of China, there are always various demonstrations, student strikes, and workers’ strikes. This era is forcing people Had to adopt some radical means to achieve their goals.

Although I felt the blood rushing in my chest when I watched it, but when I faced it, Gu Qingwan still had to admire their courage, because these suppressions were really real, and if they didn't work out, there would be a fresh line in the blink of an eye. life, this is no joke.

But what surprised Gu Qingwan was that Gu Qingchen kept calm and didn't join in, which was more or less reassuring.

"It's a good thing that Qingchen didn't get involved." Gu Qingwan said happily, saying that whether she was selfish or low-minded, she didn't care, as long as her family was safe and sound, that's all she wanted, And she can't do anything else.

Gu Qingchen just came out from inside at this time, "Sister, brother-in-law, you are here."

Lu Yan smiled and nodded, "Your sister was still praising you just now."

Gu Qingchen was a little embarrassed, but calmed down in an instant, "I want to live, and only if I live can I have hope. I can't do anything now, and if I go, it may be a sacrifice in vain. I won't do such a bad deal. , I believe there will be more possibilities in the future.”

When he said these words, his expression was forbearance. Not only Gu Qingwan, but even Lu Yan was shocked by him. He didn't expect that his little brother-in-law actually had great ambitions in his heart. He reached out and patted his immature shoulder , "You are right, life has infinite possibilities, and we believe that we will soon see that day come."

When Gu Qingchen was said so solemnly by Lu Yan, he immediately felt a little embarrassed again, and smiled shyly at him.

Gu Qingwan also showed a gratified smile on the side. This young boy, who was still a little immature, had grown up rapidly in a short period of time. It is possible to sacrifice in vain, so he rationally chose another way.

In fact, Gu Qingchen also had his own considerations. The classmates took to the streets with excitement, and he was very itchy in his heart. Why didn't he regret that he couldn't follow along?

But he is more rational, he knows that he is not alone now, what if something happens to him, what will his mother do?What should my sister do?With even involving them, he felt that he couldn't be so selfish.

After some mental construction, he chose to endure and study hard by himself. If he can contribute to the country in the future, he will not let him go through this experience in vain. So he has worked harder recently, and Mrs. Song is a little worried about his health. She couldn't take it anymore, so when Gu Qingwan and Lu Yan came over, she could take this opportunity to let her son have a rest.

Lu Yan took Gu Qingchen to the study, while Gu Qingwan chatted with Mrs. Song. She didn't dare to tell Mrs. Song about that, because it would be futile to tell them, and it might become a threat.

If others find them threatening, they don't know anything, so naturally they won't show any flaws, but if they know it, it will be different. Mrs. Song is not a person with such a deep mind, and she hides her Kungfu is also for people to see through at a glance, and maybe they will put themselves in a dangerous situation because of some cheating feet.

But there are also disadvantages, that is, they are open and frank and will not defend against anyone, and it is easy for people to take advantage of loopholes.

However, Lu Yan sent someone to protect him, so Gu Qingwan can feel relieved about this, so I still think it's better not to tell them, but when you want to find something, you can only bring it up as calmly as possible, and don't make her feel awkward. it is good.

So Gu Qingwan whispered to Mrs. Song: "Mother, I met a strange person last time. He held a pendant and said it was a token from his father, and he and I have a marriage contract."

Mrs. Song was startled when she heard this, and seeing that there was no one else around, she also asked in a low voice: "Is it true? Why don't I know?" What can I do?
Gu Qingwan felt a little sorry for scaring her, and immediately comforted her: "Mother, don't be nervous, after I told him that I was married, he didn't bother him too much, he seems to be from a good family background, I guess he will Not on me."

Mrs. Song was relieved when she heard that the other party would not be entangled, and then she was a little annoyed when Gu Qingwan said that he looked down on her, "Why does he look down on us? My Wan Wan is such a good girl! "

Gu Qingwan: ...Ah hey, mother, did you get the point wrong!

"Mother, mother, don't get excited, we just know for ourselves." Gu Qingwan immediately comforted her.

As a result, Mrs. Song turned her head to comfort her at this time, "Let's ignore him, because he has no eyes because he looks down on you."

Gu Qingwan: ...

She had to remind her, "Mom, I'm already married!" So it really doesn't have much to do with her being looked down upon by others, and she doesn't plan to change people yet.

Mrs. Song: "...That's right, luckily I didn't like it!"

Gu Qingwan: ...Why is it so difficult to communicate?
She didn't ask, so she said by herself, "Mother, I looked at the pendant in his hand, and there are photos of me when I was a child."

Mrs. Song finally turned her attention back at this time, frowning and asked, "What kind of pendant is it?"

Gu Qingwan breathed a sigh of relief, and finally brought the topic back, "He said the silver heart-shaped pendant was given to him by his father."

When Mrs. Song heard this, the expression on her face was a little uncomfortable, she turned her head to look at Gu Qingwan, "Well, Wanwan, it's possible that what he said is true."

"Ah?" Gu Qingwan looked at her in surprise, why did he come to such a conclusion?

Seeing Gu Qingwan's surprised face, Mrs. Song said with a strange expression: "Because your father gave you such a pendant, but it was round." So she felt that it was very likely that this was really some kind of token .

Gu Qingwan was surprised before because she thought Mrs. Song knew something, but now she relaxed after hearing her say this, and felt a little excited. It would be easier for her to talk about this family matter by herself.

So she asked directly: "What about my pendant? Why didn't I know?" She was surprised on the surface.

Mrs. Song had a sentimental look on her face, "I put it away for you." Then she looked at Gu Qingwan, "This collection lasted ten years, and I also forgot about it, now that you have grown up , I should give it to you." Thinking about her happy look when her husband gave it to her daughter, it was as clear as yesterday.

She didn't expect that it would be their last happy time, and what happened later caught everyone by surprise, and she didn't expect that her husband who had been omnipotent would disappear so easily.

Seeing the expression on her face, Gu Qingwan felt even more guilty. If she hadn't mentioned these things, Mother wouldn't have thought of these things, and wouldn't have been sad again. She stretched out her hand to hold Mrs. Song's hand, silently comforting her. with.

Mrs. Song then smiled in relief, and patted Gu Qingwan's hand, "It's okay, so many years have passed, and the big things are nothing."

Mrs. Song said and stood up, "I'll get you that pendant. You liked it at the time. You held it all day long and didn't let others touch it even when you were sleeping." She seemed to think of Gu Qingwan's appearance at that time, with a gentle smile, Full of nostalgia.

Gu Qingwan felt a little complicated at this time, feeling that he was so shameless, to deceive this kind and simple woman in order to achieve his own goals, not only made her sad, but also touched that taboo period.

She had a momentary impulse to go forward and tell her everything, but she was soon suppressed by her own reason, took a deep breath, she couldn't say it, the consequences after she said it was beyond her ability to bear started.

After a while, Mrs. Song took out a box, sat next to Gu Qingwan and smiled and opened it for her to see. There were some gadgets inside, and it could be seen that it was old, small clay figurines, newspapers cut out, and beautiful candy wrappers. , some small toys, and of course the pendant she wanted.

Mrs. Song picked up the pendant and opened it for Gu Qingwan to see, "Look, this was taken when you were four years old, and your father didn't know where to find someone to take this photo of you."

The photo may have been taken in early spring. At that time, Xiaoqing was still wearing a cotton padded jacket, her hair was combed into two buns, her face was round, and her smile was very bright. Because it was a black and white photo, the color of the clothes and accessories could not be seen, but that kind of Joy is contagious.

Madam Song caressed Gu Qingwan's small face in the photo, "We were little beauties when Wanwan was young." She looked proud.

Gu Qingwan couldn't help laughing, and then felt a little sad, in order to break the slightly sad atmosphere, she smiled and said: "So I will be a big beauty when I grow up."

Mrs. Song laughed, "Don't be ashamed!" The sad atmosphere was broken up a bit.

Mrs. Song took the candy wrappers and said to Gu Qingwan: "You liked to collect these things when you were young. Every time you ate the candy wrappers, you still couldn't bear to throw them away, so you flattened them one by one, and then collected them. again and again."

As he spoke, he took out the newspaper again, "You saw that the person on it looks good-looking, so you cut her out, saying that you should look as good-looking as her when you grow up." There was a movie star on it, and she was quite trendy, that It's time to start chasing stars.

Then she took out some small toys and clay figurines, each of which she was able to tell the history and the story behind, so many treasures, Gu Qingwan was listening to it with a smile all the time.

Although these things were not experienced by her personally, she can also experience her previous happiness from Mrs. Song's description, so she must be so sad when she loses it.

(End of this chapter)